Damn, Hate being shy

[Siren]

 

[Katerina Val-Kyrie]

Hi everyone, it's Katerina here...I must say, I love reading the BB, but I seem to have a problem joining in all the fun. I am familiar with so many of you, but still can't seem to open up. God, I hate this. At 41 years, I should have lots to say! Actually, I am quite the chatter-bug, I'm just not sure why I am so quiet here. *LOL* I am bright, intelligent, and can be quite funny when I want to be. I can also be a major flirt at times, and that is not the behaviour of a shy person. So what gives? What the hell is wrong with me? I almost feel like a stranger here, yet I have been registered for over a year. Gosh, I even have a few hot romantic stories under my belt. So tell me, how do I get over this fear of posting, of letting you all know, I am here too? Hmmmm, perhaps I just did...Does this mean, I am no longer shy?

*Grins* Kat



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[Angelique]

Psssst...Kat....c'mere. There's a party going on over at sirens thread. It's a bit slow at the moment...I think we're all taking in the site of Wizard sleeping in the kiddie pool.

But stick around babe...and once Merlin brings his quarters, and Xander brings the beer, the party will pick up again. Oh, and I think we've got a 19 y/o virgin that wants in on the fun, too...just be gentle with him. He's only been introduced to a little bit of groping.

Glad to see ya' on the board, darlin'. Jump in anytime...just be cautious of that kiddie pool...that's wizards domain...he pissed in it and claimed it as his territory. (LOL...sorry Wizard)

 

[Merelan]

I too just watched for awhile... but then had something to say. And people around here encouraged me... blushing... and now you cannot shut me up!! Well, there is a way.....

 

[Guest]

Hey girl, it's called being "frigid." But I can take care of that for U!

 

[Tinman]

Kat, me'girl, what you have to do is just say what you feel. Don't worry about whether you know any of us or not. Just be expressing yourself, which you seemed to do OK in the start of this thread, you'll get our attention. Just talk. Don't stutter, now. We're all in the same BB, after all.

And pay no attention to that man behind the curtain (R4S) tellin' ya you're frigid ... he's no Wizard, still a frog. If you were frigid, you wouldn't even worry about tryin', so hang with us girl.

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[Guest]

And if he can't, you know who can. Just say my name. I'll be there for you.

 

[Gatorboy]

katerina, I know what you mean. I have been registered for several months now, yet my number of posts equal some of those that have only been registered a couple of weeks. I am the type of guy where when you first meet me, you would say I need to open up or your too quiet. Then when I finally drop my guard, you cant shut me up. lol Anyways, if you ever feel like chatting just drop me a line!

 

[Arkane]

Kat
Don't worry about it hon. As I have said before the folks and these boards are really good people and they are upstanding intelligent persons. After talking with you several times over IM I know that youre a good person Don't worry I don't think that there is anyone here that would judge you

Arkane

 

[Katerina Val-Kyrie]

Ahhhhhh...Frigid!!! Me, Never! That is the worst way to describe me, my dear. R4S, you are way off on that one. *LOL* Shy and frigid are two whole different issues, in my book. Lets see what the Dictionary says.

Shy

-Easily frightened
-Not at ease with other people
-Bashful
-To keep away from, avoid

Frigid

-Not warm or friendly
-Very cold, freezing, stiff

Frigid, in no way describes me, I'm quite the opposite in fact. Lets try passionate for a better word. Come to think of it, shy does not describe me either. *LOL* Ok then, so what the hell? If I am warm, friendly, not easily frightened, at ease with people, and passionate, why am I acting shy when I am not shy?

Perhaps it's just a matter of getting to know people, before overcoming the shyness I think I have. I guess I had better kick ass in here from time to time; share a laugh or two and become involved...Thats it! The light-bulb has finally come on... *LOL*

Hmmmm... Thanks for all the great responses guys/gals, and so very fast I might add. I see taking the first step was indeed the right thing to do. It was not so bad after all...

Hugs katerina




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[ShyGoddess]

I was a little intimadated at first, but once you start it's easy. So, jump on in, have some fun, I know you'll do great! Everyone here is very encouraging.

Shy

 

[Carl East]

My dearest Kat,

You have so much to offer, and I for one know how funny you are.

There is no secret to joining in on the Board, once you find a question you have an opinion about, just jump straight in.

Even if you feel you need to formulate a reply, then go for it. I happen to know how articulate you can be, so have fun.

This particular post must surely demonstrate how well you can construct a coherent and intelligent topic.

Keep giving us those wonderful stories Kat, and please ignore the occasional arsehole who wouldn't know a real woman, from his elbow.

Carl.

 

[Angelique]

Kat sweetie...you're not shy!!! You're selectively outgoing.

 

[Katerina Val-Kyrie]

Ok, lets see if I am over my shyness...

Angelique, Thanks for the pool invite on the other thread. I may join in, but no offense to Wizard, I shall stay out of the water *LOL* Can I have some chips and dip though?

merelan, Thanks for sharing hon, it would be great getting to know you on here. It's nice to know there is someone else who can keep up to my tongue. That is, if I ever get brave enough to use it. Hehehe...

R4S, Perhaps it is I, that can take care of you?

Tinman, Great advice, I promise, I will not stu..stutter at all. Only clear words coming from these luscious lips. How am I doing so far? Oh by the way, I am in no way offended, by the man behind the curtain. I do not offend that easily *LOL*

JohnnyOrgasmo, Thanks so much for your offer, I will keep that in mind hon.

Gatorboy, It's nice to hear from you, I would love to chat with you sometime.

Hi Arkane, Nice to see you again. It's been awhile my friend. I know there are alot of good people on the board, and I do hope to get to know them better in the future. I am not at all worried about being judged though hon, thats all a part of the BB. If you respect others, they will only respect you in return...Treat people the way you want to be treated, and you will be treated the same way. That's the way I see it anyways. See you soon on AOL.

ShyGoddess, Thanks for your words of advice, I think you are so right about folks in here. I have seen alot of caring friendships happening. I guess that is what I want to be a part of.

Carl east, So nice to see you again! Thanks for your kind words my friend. Your the best ya know. You are far too kind, but I love it. Carl, not to worry, people say what is on their minds, that is what the BB is about after all. Who am I to judge R4S? I know I am a woman...and not a frigid one at that. *LOL* By the way, I promise to keep the stories coming hon. I am almost finished my newest one, Summer's Day. I have not had the chance to write much in the past while, but I hope to change that very soon.

Angelique, Outgoing! I forgot that one. Why yes I am, as a matter of fact! Thanks for pointing that out to me...See you on icq my friend.

Ok, Whew! Hope I did ok. Hey, that wasn't so bad...I think I can do this! Kat



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[Katerina Val-Kyrie]

siren, Hi, nice to hear from you. Glad you think I am doing ok. I do hope after this thread, I will be more comfortable in posting. I suppose I wanted to get to know a few on the BB, before flapping my gums incessantly. *LOL* Thanks for your kind words of assurance, regarding you and Angelique protecting me. I just bet, I can take care of myself though, if someone crosses me the wrong way. I also have wit, wisdom and a big mouth which helps! *LOL* Must come from so many years of experience. I have always spoken my mind in most cases and I do not intend to stop now...But it's nice to know I have backup, thanks for that.

Hugs Kat

 

[Katerina Val-Kyrie]

Hmmm, heading towards the bottom here! I don't want to disappear just yet, not after I have become so brave, hehe... I want to meet more of you guy's on the board, talk to me! It's been great corresponding on the BB, I shall have to keep this up I think. *LOL* Kat

 

[Thumper]

Welcome katerina...Know what ya mean about the shy thing, wish I could overcome my shyness.

BTW I have this problem..I have this woman growing out of my arm.....thought it was an elbow but ...I don't know...HMMMM

 

[SpecialK]

Hi Kat!

Perhaps it's a Northern Ontario thing? Us women up here in Moose Nads are a bit different than the rest of the world.

While I add my two cents in here and there, often I feel like I'm just babbling and that my points aren't especially enlightening, etc.

Do you suppose, in general every day life, that there are those people who seem to blend into the woodwork no matter where they are? And consequently there are those who seem to stand out in the crowd always? Why do you suppose that is? Just social ineptitude or something else?

K

 

[Katerina Val-Kyrie]

*LMAO* at Thumper... God, ya gotta love the humor on this board! Hmmm, perhaps you can overcome your shyness along with me Thumper, whatcha think?

Special K, You might be right about us gals in Northern Ontario. By the way, it is so cool, that we are from the same city. Well, being that I am in the country, I guess I would have to say I am on the outskirts of the city. But damn, we are close enough! Perhaps that is where the shyness comes from. Being a country girl all your life does have its downfalls, sheltered being one of them. I wouldn't trade it for city life though, not for one minute.

There are so many different personalities on this board, that I find there is never a dull moment when reading the posts. Each and everyone of us is unique in his/her own way. But you are right Special K, some stand out alot more then others. Some are just alot more outgoing, but that does not mean that us quiet ones have anything less valuable to say. We may be meek at times, but man, when we get started, we may never be forgotten. I would love to have worthy things to say, have an impact on people, be remembered for the person I am. I think most of us want the same thing in real life as well as the net. Touching someone's heart in a special way, is one of the greatest gifts you can give.

I also wish I could write a post without having to edit time and time again!

Hugs Katerina



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[Fallen Angel]

Shy? Timid?

I have read your poems and stories and find that none of the above would apply. I know that you tend to go to the chatroom much more than the BB. Most likely you are just more comfortable with the imediate response platform.

I find that in RL I am much more open and flirt with most of the women. Here it seems I keep a much lower profile because the words hang around and come back to haunt you.

 

[Katerina Val-Kyrie]

Hi Fallen Angel, nice to hear from you. God, the chat room, haven't been there for ages. I have checked the Literotica chat a few times I admit and it can be fun. I have never openly chatted in any chat room, before coming to this site. I still tend to sit back and watch the whole conversation fly by, because I simply get lost in it all. I do try to get a few words in though. *LOL* I do not recall ever seeing you in there, now why's that? Perhaps next time you can say hello. But I have been shy on the board, considering I have been here for some time already. I tend to just sit back and read the posts more then I respond. I do hope to change that though in time.

As for my stories and poem, Hmmmm, I only have one poem on this site so far, so that would be singular, not plural, hehe...but I do have a few stories though. I am glad you took the time to read them and I hope you enjoyed. I do have other poems on my web pages but they are not of the erotic nature.

Hugs Kat



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[Ezzie]

There is nothing wrong with being shy, Kat. In fact I wish it was a quality instilled in me but I've never been close. My words of advice are simple, be yourself and don't worry about what other people think, you have to make yourself happy first.

 

[Katerina Val-Kyrie]

Ezzie, Thanks for your wise words of wisdom hon. I shall keep them in mind, so nice of you to give your input. Now, I am being told, I am not shy *LOL* What gives? Am I or aren't I? Kat

 

[Guest]

Hello, K.

I always wondered - are you Katerina Val-kyrie? Cause those Norse war-goddesses aren't known for their shyness.

Think it must just be some kinduva phase you're going through.

rog

 

[Katerina Val-Kyrie]

Hi Roger, So nice to hear from you again. Yes, Katerina Val-Kyrie and I are one and the same, hope you are not disappointed? We talked long ago through e-mail, but it has been awhile. You are right about those Norse-Godesses Rog, they certainly are not shy. I guess I had best start living up to my name, *LOL*

If you take the hyphen out of Val-Kyrie and change it to German... you get Walkyrie or in the Swedish...Valkyrie. In the Nordic days, of Odin of old and the warriors, the Valkyries were the battlemaids that would escort the warriors to Valhalla.

So, I, Katerina Val-Kyrie had better do the name justice and stand proud and tall. Rog, perhaps you are right, and it's just a phase, at least I hope so Hugs Kat