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iamasub123
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i am a curious male submissive. I mean i have always felt submissive in a sexual way. The feelings i have include the need to be used for the sole amusement and pleasure of a Dominant.
i guess i am just putting this out there to see what will happen. I am not experienced in real life. I have had brief online experiences with Dominants and I found it to be very erotic and arousing. I have always had fantasies of submission but i could never overcome the fear of acting on the feelings.
i am married and 56. She doesn't know of these feelings. I have tried years ago to see if she might have any interest but it always fizzled. She is very vanilla.
So that leaves me with these bottled up feelings and desires and nobody to talk to who understands.
I have always hoped that someday i would find that someOne who would guide me to that place in sub space where i have always needed to be.....
i guess i am just putting this out there to see what will happen. I am not experienced in real life. I have had brief online experiences with Dominants and I found it to be very erotic and arousing. I have always had fantasies of submission but i could never overcome the fear of acting on the feelings.
i am married and 56. She doesn't know of these feelings. I have tried years ago to see if she might have any interest but it always fizzled. She is very vanilla.
So that leaves me with these bottled up feelings and desires and nobody to talk to who understands.
I have always hoped that someday i would find that someOne who would guide me to that place in sub space where i have always needed to be.....
