creep or just normal red blooded male

[hdsnvllyny]

Don’t know if this is a thread or a desperate plea for a woman. I’ll leave it up to you all to comment on. I’m a 48 year old married man in tri state area of new york. I have been married for 15 years. I have not had sex with my wife for over one year. Could make all kind of excuses why, but the truth is I married a size six and now she is a size 3X. she has let herself go and has that I don’t give a dam attitude. She has no desire for sex and I in turn have no desire to be with her sexually. She is however my best friend and we have fun in most everything we do outside the bedroom.

My question to the group. Am I really a creep? And will I rot in hell for wanting to fuck another women or am I just a normal red-blooded American man. And are there any women in my area that would like to chat,flirt,or play with me. (I think that just made me a creep)

A little about me: 5’9” 190lbs brn hr/eyes non-smoker d/dfree

e-mails welcome at jsteen1956@netzero.com

 

[rimmy]

your not a creep just a guy who hasn't given up on sex. If you were looking elsewhere just because she got big then that might be a different story but if she has no more desire for sex it shouldn't end your needs for it.