Otra
Really Experienced
- Joined
- Jun 3, 2005
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- 119
God forbid anything in my life stops being confusing. After a series of failed relationships and plenty of thought, I'm being to come to terms with the fact that I'm probably not straight. In fact, I'm beginning to doubt my attraction to men at all. Sure, anyone can note that "that's a pretty boy" but when it comes down to it, I think the only reason I feel compelled to date men is that it's the socially acceptable thing to do.
But, in reality, I can imagine myself settling down with a woman quite easily.
The problem is, is that I have no one to talk to about this. The only advice my guy friends give me is to get really drunk and take lots of pictures with my woman of choice. My best friend is in the Navy and engaged, she's too busy to be of any help. My other girl friend that hasn't forgotten/abandoned/distanced herself from me sympathizes but is of the mindset that I just need to get drunk and fool around to get things figured out.
Really, I'd just like to make some friends. I'm not the kind of person who goes out to clubs by herself and all year I was on campus, I made some excuse not to get involved. I just find it easier to get to know people online and go from there. I'd just like to meet some lesbians with their heads somewhat on straight that have been down this path before and wouldn't mind offering some sage advice and a little time. I'm not needy or pushy; I'm smart, sarcastic as hell, and I can be funny if given the opportunity. I might be 19 going on 20, but, I promise you won't have to baby me. And, if it comes to it, I wouldn't be adverse to allowing friendship to grow into something more.
I'm not expecting much, so, drop me a line.
But, in reality, I can imagine myself settling down with a woman quite easily.
The problem is, is that I have no one to talk to about this. The only advice my guy friends give me is to get really drunk and take lots of pictures with my woman of choice. My best friend is in the Navy and engaged, she's too busy to be of any help. My other girl friend that hasn't forgotten/abandoned/distanced herself from me sympathizes but is of the mindset that I just need to get drunk and fool around to get things figured out.
Really, I'd just like to make some friends. I'm not the kind of person who goes out to clubs by herself and all year I was on campus, I made some excuse not to get involved. I just find it easier to get to know people online and go from there. I'd just like to meet some lesbians with their heads somewhat on straight that have been down this path before and wouldn't mind offering some sage advice and a little time. I'm not needy or pushy; I'm smart, sarcastic as hell, and I can be funny if given the opportunity. I might be 19 going on 20, but, I promise you won't have to baby me. And, if it comes to it, I wouldn't be adverse to allowing friendship to grow into something more.
I'm not expecting much, so, drop me a line.
