Conflicted

[bisexualsmoker]

I went to a bathhouse last
night.It's a type of place where you wear
your clothes in the main areas until you enter
one of the small rooms.
It's more a sex club than
bathhouse and
I was obviously very horny.
Anyway,I ended up sucking
three guy's cocks and got
fucked by two other guys.
That's five guys I had sex
with in one night.
It was
great but I feel sort of conflicted.
The fact that I can't really
tell this to my straight
friends who will just write
me off,and my gay and female friends will just
start to gossip, and get very
negative, it has me feeling
conflicted.
Sometimes I feel sort of
shameful, though I'm also
aching to go back there.
I tell myself I'll just go there
a few times, but somehow
I feel like I'm losing control.
I mean,five guys is the most
I ever had in one night.
I feel a sort of guilt.
I think it will go away.

 

[winegirl]

The fact that this is formatted as though it were poetry makes it a bit more profound.

 

[Island_Barbarian]

The fact that this is formatted as though it were poetry makes it a bit more profound.

Yes, it does...I wonder if he just posted from a wordpad so it came out that way...

 

[winegirl]

Yes, it does...I wonder if he just posted from a wordpad so it came out that way...

I'm hearing it in my head as beat poetry, with bongo drums and over emphasis on random words.

No pun intended - lol

 

[jake34]

I sort of liked it.

So many judges who have no right judging.

 

[winegirl]

I missed where the judgement happened? shrug

 

[jake34]

I missed where the judgement happened? shrug

Oh well.

Must have been the wine talking.

I happen to think it is an interesting piece of art.

 

[bisexualsmoker]

I'm hearing it in my head as beat poetry, with bongo drums and over emphasis on random words.

No pun intended - lol

Maybe you should produce it as
a new act.Maybe it would sell.lol.
Seriously though, this thread has
unexpectedly turned into a
comedy thread.

 

[winegirl]

Maybe you should produce it as
a new act.Maybe it would sell.lol.
Seriously though, this thread has
unexpectedly turned into a
comedy thread.

Honestly I can't comment on your situation - though it does seem like a bit of a dangerous game to play. But really, the formatting does make your posts look like beat-poetry

 

[jake34]

Maybe you should produce it as
a new act.Maybe it would sell.lol.
Seriously though, this thread has
unexpectedly turned into a
comedy thread.

Some people cannot appreciate interesting poetry.

Keep writing.

I am not bisexual nor a smoker but can still appreciate good art when I see it.

 

[bisexualsmoker]

Some people cannot appreciate interesting poetry.

Keep writing.

I am not bisexual nor a smoker but can still appreciate good art when I see it.

Thanks.Maybe you should try
reading my High and low series
stories.
It's defenitely different and I think
way under rated.

 

[Stella_Omega]

You're doing what we all used to do back in the sixties and seventies without shame. Or anyway, some of us felt no shame.

Personally, I'm envious. I miss those days. I really want them back.

Just promise me you'll wrap every dick that gets into you and you can fuck as many men as you like with my blessings, if my blessings mean anything to you.

ETA: as poetry, it needs work, in my admittedly snobbish opinion

 

[bisexualsmoker]

You're doing what we all used to do back in the sixties and seventies without shame. Or anyway, some of us felt no shame.

Personally, I'm envious. I miss those days. I really want them back.

Just promise me you'll wrap every dick that gets into you and you can fuck as many men as you like with my blessings, if my blessings mean anything to you.

ETA: as poetry, it needs work, in my admittedly snobbish opinion

Thanks Stella, I never go bareback.
It took a little wine for me to go
there in the first place, and I
wouldn't of left if I hadn't wanted
to smoke some pot.
One guy even asked for my phone
number but I told him no. I'm
a right conscientious slut.

 

[jackstud]

Thanks Stella, I never go bareback.
It took a little wine for me to go
there in the first place, and I
wouldn't of left if I hadn't wanted
to smoke some pot.
One guy even asked for my phone
number but I told him no. I'm
a right conscientious slut.

Would enjoy meeting you at the bath

 

[Seamen]

I don't think
you should feel guilt or shame
for being a twink
in a bath house. Why blame
yourself? You live but once
you know. Nevertheless
if you wanna go where the fun's
at, you should go. Why stress?

 

[mothership]

Agreed with stella. make them wrap up, and do what you want!

 

[ndoorfin]

your telling your friends here
If you had a great time good luck to you, actually very envious here
and as others have said condoms condoms condoms mean fun fun fun

 

[hdman5557]

If you had enjoyable fun, you have nothing to be ashamed about. Life is too short so enjoy it to the max. You had fun and enjoyed it; your friends most likely did not. You are one up on them. Why should you think of telling anyone? Is it that important? Be happy with yourself and your found pleasures. I'm addicted to my local bathhouse but I always practice safe sex. I have fun, enjoy it and find no need to tell anyone about my secret pleasures.