Confessions-advice please!

pretendwithme

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I'm a 22 year old female in a relationship with a man. I'm very happy and I love him very much, but I have been having...thoughts.

Mainly about my best friend. She's beautiful. I'll call her...Sarah. Sarah and I have been friends for about 6 years. She's a few years older than me. She's got brownish red hair, a beautiful face, and a sexy curvy body [VERY big breasts too].

I've had my fantasies about her that I've kept to myself, but one night after a night of heavy drinking, she spent the night at mine and my boyfriend's house. Basically one thing lead to another and the three of us were all messing around. She was touching me, I was touching her, and my boyfriend was pleasing himself. We climaxed then went to bed.

We haven't talked about it. Ever. She claims she doesn't remember anything from that night but I think she might. I want her to remember so badly. I find myself thinking of it happening again.

I've always been attracted to women sexually, but I haven't longed to be with a woman like this before. I fantasize about her all the time and find myself thinking about how to recreate that encounter with her, but with only her and I. I keep thinking about what it was like to touch her and how she felt touching me and I go crazy.

I guess in addition to telling somebody about it, I was looking for advice. how do I bring it up? Would you think this makes me bisexual or just liked an experiment? How do I tell her I want to do it again? I really want her badly. it's all I've been thinking about.
 
She may be telling you she doesn't remember because she found that she doesn't like being with women, and lying to you is easier for her than turning you down. Just an idea but I talked to a girl once who did exactly that. Had sex with a friend because hse had fantasized about being with girls, and found it didnt' do it for her at all. She pretended not to remember. Said the reason was something along the lines of it being easy to tell her friend she didn't want to try it and didnt' remember than to risk hurting her friends feelings by actually rejecting her. Sounded weird to me, but that was her reason (or close to it anyway, was a while ago).
 
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