lauraliz413
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- Feb 3, 2011
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Mine was not good day,I had already come out to a few friends who I could trust I was dating a girl in Texas we ment online we texted 24/7 all I could think about was her my family got annoyed with me always texting they always who I would say just a friend well last feb my life changed I was sleeping n my mom came in my room around 930ish told me I had over 10000 text msgs in one month n she was gonna get a print out of my text n than went off to the computer room I payed there pancing not knowing what to do I got up text my girl told her I loved her n to always remember that I turned off my phone went to my bathroom and got cold med pills and cough syrup put my shoes on kicked out my window leaving everything behind and ran I had to jump a creek n only made it half way one side of me was wet I started popping the cold meds and than ran into woods and sit down with my back up against a tree a drank the cough syrup with so many thought running thru my mind my family was soon gonna know of my hidden life the fact I liked girls n was dating one out of my state n that I did sex-texting I fell asleep it was freezing out side I only had a t shirt and sweatpants that were half soaked I woke up and got sick I could hear my name being called I sat still till I couldn't hear it anymore I edventally made my way back home I had figured out they went thru my phone called the girl in Texas who had no idea what was goin on. My parents took everything away my phone my keys the computer I had no way of talking to my girl in Texas to tell her I'm sorry n that I was ok I had eyes on me 24/7 it drove me half crazy but a week later I got my chance my parents went to a church thing I got my house phone and called my girl explain everything to her she wasn't happy with what I did but understood I had to hang up the phone not knowing when I could ever talk to her again I found ways tho I used ppl phones at school to text her well I didn't know but my dad looked at the phone bill for the house n saw I called my girl he got so angry he was yelling n called a abomination to the bible this hurt me i wanted to yell at him but I didn't dare yell back at my dad I just sat there crying a couple weeks later I told my family I wouldn't talk to my girl anymore n I was sorry(I was lying but it worked) it's been almost a year since they found out about me I have everything they took away back we don't talk about me liking girls or that day anymore but my home doesn't feel like a home to me I can't be myself here I'm not with the girl from Texas anymore but we still talk from time to time I don't think my fam will ever understand me my mom still talks about how wrong and nasty it is for girls to like girls I just brush it off now I'm saving up so I can move out of this place n be myself...