coming clean

[SaAsh]

Coming Clean

the title is a little overdramatic but kind of captures the zest.

anyways, yesterday my sort-of boyfriend (he and i are currently virtual and do not talk sexually except from some flirting and teasing) got to know i write erotica. it slipped from me before i could think over it. he then insisted on reading them and i told him that i'll send him a link.

tbh, the submitted story was way normal in comparison of what i want to write in future (think group hardcore sex, dirty language and all), and the realization kind of made me regret doing it. he is a very nice person and is non-judgemental but i fear that he will judge me, even though he had reassured me that theres nothing to judge as its an art.

i gave him the link, sure of doing it, but now i became a bit apprehensive. its a constant state of switching between feelings.

honestly, i'd love to hear your thought over this

 

[Biggs_Darklighter]

the title is a little overdramatic but kind of captures the zest.

anyways, yesterday my sort-of boyfriend got to know i write erotica. it sipped from my mind before i could think over it. he then insisted on reading them and i told him that i'll send him a link.

tbh, the submitted story was way normal in comparison of what i want to write in future (think group hardcore sex, dirty language and all). i later realized what i had done and kind of regretted it. he is a very nice person and is non-judgemental but i fear that he will judge me, even though he had reassured me that theres nothing to judge as its an art.

i gave him the link, sure of doing it, but now i became a bit apprehensive. its a constant state of switching between feelings.

honestly, i'd love to hear your thought over this

I think if your stories are written as well as your post here then your boyfriend will leave you for being a shit writer. He can do better.

 

[AlotLikePsyche]

Sounds like fear of rejection. Say he rejects you over the story you already shared. Knowing yourself, your mind, your imagination, and the direction you want to go with your writing... would *you* even still want him?

I doubt he’ll judge you negatively, though. Everyone loves a woman who can sexy talk.

 

[Brains_N_Boobs]

If he cannot accept you for who and what you really are, and the way you are, then he is a loser and you can do much better than him. Be proud, be strong and most of all, always be yourself. And most importantly, be true to yourself.

 

[Mal_Huevo]

Maybe he secretly writes shitty porn too?

 

[islandman]

I'm a big fan of the Mr. Clean Magic Sponge. Those things are magic indeed!

 

[FGB]

the title is a little overdramatic but kind of captures the zest.

anyways, yesterday my sort-of boyfriend (he and i are currently virtual and do not talk sexually except from some flirting and teasing) got to know i write erotica. it slipped from me before i could think over it. he then insisted on reading them and i told him that i'll send him a link.

tbh, the submitted story was way normal in comparison of what i want to write in future (think group hardcore sex, dirty language and all), and the realization kind of made me regret doing it. he is a very nice person and is non-judgemental but i fear that he will judge me, even though he had reassured me that theres nothing to judge as its an art.

i gave him the link, sure of doing it, but now i became a bit apprehensive. its a constant state of switching between feelings.

honestly, i'd love to hear your thought over this

Always smile and say...Sure, just as soon as Hell freezes over!

 

[SaAsh]

Sounds like fear of rejection. Say he rejects you over the story you already shared. Knowing yourself, your mind, your imagination, and the direction you want to go with your writing... would *you* even still want him?

I doubt he’ll judge you negatively, though. Everyone loves a woman who can sexy talk.

Well he actually loved the story i already had posted. And yes, it might be the fear of rejection but i thought the same that he should know that

 

[Biggs_Darklighter]

I'm a big fan of the Mr. Clean Magic Sponge. Those things are magic indeed!

Man those things are awesome! I don't even care if whatever chemicals they use causes cancer or AIDS or something. I'd still use them cuz nothing cleans like that.

 

[SaAsh]

If he cannot accept you for who and what you really are, and the way you are, then he is a loser and you can do much better than him. Be proud, be strong and most of all, always be yourself. And most importantly, be true to yourself.

Hehe, yes, i understand it now. I should own what i am and not be totally dependent upon what he might think. His loss if he doesn't like

 

[BrokenBarbie]

Man those things are awesome! I don't even care if whatever chemicals they use causes cancer or AIDS or something. I'd still use them cuz nothing cleans like that.

Melamine sponge. That’s all they are.

 

[islandman]

Man those things are awesome! I don't even care if whatever chemicals they use causes cancer or AIDS or something. I'd still use them cuz nothing cleans like that.

Ditto.

Melamine sponge. That’s all they are.

Whoa.....I just googled.....

 

[Conager]

I'm a big fan of the Mr. Clean Magic Sponge. Those things are magic indeed!

Man those things are awesome! I don't even care if whatever chemicals they use causes cancer or AIDS or something. I'd still use them cuz nothing cleans like that.

Appreciate the endorsement.

Melamine sponge and a handsome face. That’s all they are.

FYP

 

[SouthernDad]

Hehe, yes, i understand it now. I should own what i am and not be totally dependent upon what he might think. His loss if he doesn't like

If what you want to write about is what you want to experience in real life then let him know. No need to stay with vanilla if you want rocky road.

 

[hogjack]

Chalk it up to meth and really poor parenting.

As for your boyfriend, he sounds kind of dickish.

 

[Bad_Egg]

He's going to treat you like a whore now.

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