Come, share your love for my Buddy Bear...

[Guest]

Poohlive, this one's for you! Hmmm... This auditorium looks kinda familiar!

IC: Lindsay Rae
Lindsay sat in her seat along the front row of the grand auditorium long after the others had left. Jason was worried about leaving her there alone, but she assured him she would be fine. She just needed a moment to herself. She looked at him with her tear stained eyes and smiled, and he knew she would be alright. He wasn't sure how, but he knew.

After a few more minutes of silence, Lindsay heard someting from the back stage area. "Hello?" she called out through the cavernous room. "Is someone there?"

When no one answered, Lindsay left her seat. She walked up the steps to the stage, past the podium, and across the stage to the back. "Hello?" she called out again. Walking deeper into the backstage area, she noticed a person hunched down in a corner, knees drawn up to their chest.

The person looks up at Lindsay. "G...Gary?" she asked. "What are you doing back here?" Lindsay walks closer to him, and kneels by his side. She slips her arm around his shoulders lovingly, and he starts to cry. "What is it Gary? Let it out..."

OOC: Okay ya'll... You were all too kind to me, and now it's Gary's turn. Though his reason is not the same as mine, he needs his friends as much as I did. Let's share our love.

 

[Ravenloft]

I don't know you as well as my dear Tiggs does Gary but I can tell you that from what I have seen I would be honored to call you a friend. You are a good man with a kind heart and a giving soul. Not to mention a sharp sence of humor.

 

[KillerMuffin]

Huggsies for Gary. I'll share my hunny with you too.

 

[Ambrosious]

When Pooh feels down the whole world is grumpy. Cheer up, and look to tomorrow. It will get better and today won't seem as bad then as it does now. I promise.

 

[Cryo]

Hidden in the shadowy corner, beyond the eyes of man and godess alike hides a lone boy. He sits there watching as friends and lovers poor out their hearts to each other in an unrestrained show of affection. But no affection was aimed at this sad little child. He sits there, tears flowing unchecked down his face, but he refuses still to even close his eyes. He watches the scene like a homeless child in christmas, cold and alone, always longing for what was never in reach, and never will be...

 

[Guest]

Lindsay Rae

"Come on," Lindsay says to Gary as she helps him to his feet. They walk silently through the darkened backstage area. As they reached the stage, Gary looked out at the auditorium in awe. He couldn't believe at how quickly it was startign to fill once again, but this time, for him...

 

[Mackdaddy_74]

Doug:
"Hey Gary I haven't had the pleasure of posting with you,but whatever the problem is,I am sure you can overcome it and if you need to talk,I will be glad to listen and help in anyway I can."
I then turn and head bak to my seat,allowing the next person have their turn.

 

[Cryo]

the boy looked up at slaughter with such a look of hate that the hardened solder was taken aback. Years of pain and solitude welled itself inside the vengeful child until it exploded! BANG!. SLAUGHTEr was thrown across the room with bone crunching force. Where the child one hid now was a gaping hole





OOC; thanks for ruining the mood ambrocius. Really. >_<

 

[Guest]

The Sergeant vanished just as quickly as he appreared. Lindsay walked over to the boy, who was now shaking, and cradled him in her arms. "Are you alright?" she asked. "Did he hurt you?"

 

[Ambrosious]

Sorry, I was hoping to cheer you up some.

 

[Indika]

Kate (aka Indika!)

I walk up to the podium quickly and without hesitation. I speak into the mic for all to hear, "Pooh, it's been a pleasure rp-ing with you in the Star Wars thread in the SRP forum, you are an amazing writer. Thank you for all the fun! Hope whatever is going on in your life, gets better really soon!" BIG SMILE!!

 

[ranajja]

*brows furrowed in consternation and concern, stomping foot slightly in frustration, hands clenched helplessly at sides*

~Ooooh, I hate being in the dark! What in the world is the matter?~

Pooh’, honey, whatever it is, I hope it’s fixable. I haven’t posted with you but once or twice, but you were awfully sweet when you complimented my post in the “good vs evil” thread.

If I can be of any help, let me know.....

 

[Phoenix]

J of the infamous Phoenix Cliq ( Yeah all two of us)

Kicks Katie off the stage, clears his throat and says

"Sorry Katie you knew everyone calls me an asshole to my face and I am scared to hear what they call me behind my back hohoo (fake laugh), but this is not about me for once. Nono this is about the man, the myth, the legend...(dramatic pause) the bear. Yup that's right my buddy Poohbear. I see you are down. Well don't worry I will share my lil green pills with you they will make you happy hey it worked for me.

Seriously Pooh cheer up after all if you are gonna who am I gonna make fun. Without you who will be the butt of my jokes. I need you man. Honestly Pooh cheer up you are one of my favorite writing buddies. After all I joined that damn X-Men thread on the ORP board because of you dammit. Come on you are my amigo, the Sonny to my uhhh manly Cher, the victim to my woopie cushion, the Mr. Wilson to my Dennis the Menace, the Charlie Brown to my uhhhhhh Manly Lucy, the Chong to my Cheech. Come one cheer up buddy it could be worse you could be me. ( Shudders scary thought)

 

[Renegade]

Pushes J out of the way and tells him, "Get back over to your thread dude. Still waiting for you to reply to Rose." Returning to the more important subject at hand, I take my place at the podium and look around. Alot of people here that I know from other places. Adjusting the mic, I begin:

"Pooh, you and I have had our share of disagreements in the past, but despite that, I've always considered you a buddy. When I first came to this site, you were one of the more expierenced role players that I looked up to for guidence on how to post properly. I know how things can eat at you from the inside. Trust me, I know it all to well. But you my friend, need to look at the plus things in life because when you get down to it, that is what realy matters. Take care buddy, and I'll see you around the SRP board."

Finishing my little speech, I leave the podium and take a seat near Kate and J as we watch the thread continue.

 

[Cryo]

The air chills, but there is an inner warmth to that chill. TO the podium walks an ordinary man. to everyone else he seemed ordinary. plain. Dull. THe kind of man you might recognise as being a coworker or a regular on the bus, though little else.
No though. To this man, he saw himself as a small child. The calm, outward composure belied the inner struggle he fought with nervousness, anxiety, and feer. It took all of his courage to even stand up infront of the crowd of his superiors.
Yet here he stood, ready to pour his heart out. THe bright lights made the air uncomfortable hot for the man, as a bead of sweat quivered down his cheek. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath. Adjusting his tie, and clearing his throught, the man finally spoke.

"P-Poh....*echem*... Poohlive, my friend. I have known you since you were only 20 posts old. together you and I trudged our way through the unfamiliar terrain that was literotica. Though where I defacted, you excelled. you were allways an inspiration to me, from your beginning attempts at the enterance, to your masterfull works in the SRP, even to our little chats over AIM.
Once I may have called you a friend, a peer, though a peer you are no longer. For now, you are what I endow to become. You are my model. The pleasure of my ability to speak to your true peers now is greater then I can explain, and too much to sustain for long. In that regards..I bid you farewell, until we shal meet again in the battlefields of a random thread. Then once again I shal call you friend."

With that, the man bows, and leaves. His face never showing more than calm repast, except at the last possible moment when the stress of the moment broke his mask, and a single tear ran down his face as he plumited into darkness.....

 

[poohlive]

Hello everyone. I want to say thank you for posting here. There were some wonderful words being said. I really didn't know you guys felt that way.
Anyway, I guess Tiggs started this thing because I was feeling upset. It was partially true, I do have a problem I need to deal with now.
This isn't a normal problem, well maybe it is. I mean, I am sure everyone goes through it, but I don't know how long people go through it.
I mean, honestly, how long is a person supposed to feel alone?
I know I have you guys, and I know if I need anything you are here to help me. I just feel alone right now, like I don't have any friends.
To a point it's true. I don't... I have aquaintences, people I see around, saying hello. I have classes together with some people, but other than that, I do feel alone.
I don't think it's being away from home. Well, it is, but not in the way you might think. My brother, of 16 doesn't go to school anymore, he smokes pot all the time, and gets drunk whenever he can. My mom gets drunk just about every night. She is just lost, I think, I don't know how to explain it, but I do know, every time I go home, I just feel like it isn't my home anymore. I don't know these people...
Well, anyway... I don't want to go into my love life, because well there isn't one. There just isn't, ok, no woman wants to go out with me. I am not trying get sympathy, or exxageratting, it's a fact. No woman has ever gone out with me. I would ask people why this was happening, most would just say I was too young, and love had to wait.
I look at everyone around me, and they didn't have to wait. Why do I have to wait? Why am I the only one... Why?
Usually, this stuff doesn't bother me. I mean before it didn't. That was because I was so preocupied with going to college. Hell, even when I was in the 6th grade, I was more hooked up on reading and my studies than anything else.
I didn't make time for a social life... or maybe I didn't find one, so I decided to do something else to take my mind off of it.
What is the hyrarchial pyramid? The seven things people need to survive as human beings. Obviously food, water, shelter, but one of the top things is sex and affection too.
Thats the only thing missing in my life. I mean, other than that, I am perfect. I have a great life, everything is going great for me.
I guess that is what makes it hardest. Everything is going perfect, but I don't feel perfect, hell, I don't even feel good right now.
I hate rambling. I am sorry everyone. I felt if you at least wanted to see what was wrong. Well, in short, I am lonely, and I can't really do anything about it. Well, I can't do anything more than what I am doing, or trying to do, or whatever.
I do want to thank everyone, this does mean a lot to me. Thank you, and goodnight.
Gary

 

[Cryo]

Echem gary, my post was to show you that ordinary aquiaintences are more close than you think

 

[Guest]

Gary...

As always, my heart goes out to you hon. You can always meet Xander and I in Michigan and start a new family with me, him, and Jason. Maybe we can draw some more Litians there? You know my SN, my e-mail addy, and snail mail addy hon... Anytime you feel alone, contact me. You'd be surprised at how often I still feel alone. (Sorry Jason... ) <Warm hug.> Please hang in there Buddy Bear. Tiggers don't like sad Poohs... And Pooger doesn't like to see his daddy sad either!

 

[denuchi]

Hey man i don't know ya but it seems to me you got the biggest and most caring family right here! You is one lucky Bear. Something to think about:

Family isn't or dosn't have to be immediate, extended families are sometime better at listening and giving advice because they look at it from a different way.

I hope you start feeling better soon!!!

Denuchi

 

[sex-maniac69]

Hey Gary,



I dont really know you but i hope you cheer up soon man

Glenn