Lots_Daughter
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Lilias sighed, happy to have at last escaped the hustle and bustle that seemed to fill every inch of the N’Mosran family estate. Her silk gown rustled as she burst through the great door leading out into the garden, her one last place of refuge from the wedding preparations which were now in full swing. But even as Lilias breathed a sigh of relief, her heart was heavy, and she knew that the armed guards who were now her constant companions would soon find her and escort her back inside. She needed to use these few moments of privacy to think and recollect herself, to prepare herself to face the uncertain future.
The garden of the N’Mosran estate was famous in Terraq City for its intricacy and beauty, plants and flowers both exotic and native flourishing within its high stone walls. It resembled a garden of paradise to those who lingered among the emerald green foliage, but as was true of the N’Mosran Clan, looks could be deceiving. Some of the plants were poisonous to the touch or taste, while a few were even carnivorous. These plants were usually accompanied by signs warning of their dangers, but more than one foolish servant or visitor had gotten too close to a Blood Rose and been horribly lashed by its dagger-like thorns. However, to Lilias’ delight most of the flowers were perfectly harmless, and she now stepped forward into the bright sunshine and wandered to and fro among the beautiful, fragrant beds. The garden had always been a place of happiness for her, but now she was plagued by memories of the not so distant past. Memories of the man who had so often walked and sat and talked with her within these walls. Memories of the man who still had a firm grasp on her heart. Oh my beloved… If only… If only…
Lilias still clearly remembered the day she had first been introduced to Kalinthor, the eldest son and heir to the D’Argost family. She had been only twelve at the time, and he fifteen, but from the moment their eyes met something magical seemed to happen. It was as if a red hot needle had passed through their hearts and bound them together with an invisible, unbreakable thread. Lilias had known at that moment that someday she would belong to him, body and soul. Kalinthor and Lilias were often together from then on, meeting at the many balls and private parties held by the wealthy families of Terraq City. The young couple scarcely seemed to notice anyone but themselves in the room, dancing together over and over again until they were reminded by their parents that there were other young people to dance with. Their preference for each other was obvious, and it did not take long for their parents to consider uniting their families in marriage. Soon, a formal agreement of betrothal had been signed, and the young couple waited eagerly for the day they would be made man and wife.
A match between the families of D’Argost and N’Mosran caused quite a stir among the aristocracy, and not a little amusement. It was well known that the D’Argost family was descended from angels, while the N’Mosran family had traces of demonic blood in their veins. Both families were proud of their otherworldly ancestry, which blessed them with striking beauty and uncommon magical power. Lilias herself was so lovely, kind, and trusting that she unintentionally stole many hearts, her large, ruby red eyes and long ivory hair becoming the subject of many a sonnet. As the affianced couple matured, they each displayed the contrasting virtues of their sex; Kalinthor became tall, strong, and handsome, while Lilias became curvaceous, graceful, and ever more beautiful. Kalinthor, Kal as she came to call him when they were alone, soon towered over his bride to be, and the few times he had been allowed to press her to his heart, she had heard it beating as quickly as her own. They were together as often as possible, always under the watchful eye of a chaperone to see that no “premarital misconduct” took place. Only rarely had they been able to share a moment of true privacy, and even then they refrained from too much physical contact. The love and passion between them was so strong that they feared that a single kiss would consume them whole. When business or other affairs kept them apart, they would write long letters to each other, and the privacy of these letters was a great relief to the lovers, who found that they could speak more freely when no chaperone was there to check their words. Often Lilias would write “To think that a man as great as my Kal should truly love me, a worthless girl who can offer nothing but her love and devotion.”
Lilias had reasons for thinking so little of herself, for despite her beauty, kindness, and social graces, she was seen as a familial embarrassment by the N’Mosran clan. The N’Mosrans, led by their formidable matriarch Malista, had a well-earned reputation for duplicity, cunning, and political machination. As a whole they tended toward ruthlessness, and were quite willing to sacrifice others in order to improve their lot. While Malista’s eldest children, Valira and Quaron, served her well, the proud woman was disgusted by Lilias’ meekness, honesty, and persistent virtue. The girl could not bring herself to seduce and toy with the feelings of others, and was completely incapable of telling a convincing lie. Also, she was the only N’Mosran to be born with absolutely no magical ability, a shame which was not easily tolerated. Malista saw no value in her youngest child except as an object of trade, and she leapt at the chance to marry her off to Kalinthor and in one swoop improve their social standing and be rid a family misfit. Lilias knew of her mother’s feelings toward her, and it filled her with pain, but rather than rebel she instead attempted to obey her to the best of her ability, hoping that by improving her family’s social standing her own value would be increased in their eyes. Lilias longed for her family’s approval, and the knowledge that she could aid them by marrying her beloved Kalinthor made the union all the more sweet to her.
Lilias came to a bench beneath a flowering cherry tree and sat, overwhelmed by memories of when she and Kal would sit there together, their hands touching as they talked or simply enjoyed each other’s company in silence. To think that all their loving words would come to nothing. Gazing down at her left hand, the girl shuddered at the gaudy ring she now wore, so different from the beautiful yet simple ring Kalinthor had given her. It had all happened so suddenly. She had been writing a letter to Kal in her chambers, when suddenly the doors had flown open, and her mother and several servants had entered. The stunned girl was informed that her engagement to Kalinthor D’Argost had been terminated, and she was now to marry the son and heir of a family utterly unknown to her. She would later learn that this family, though rich, lacked the air of aristocracy, and they had given Malista an offer she could not refuse. Still reeling from the shock, Lilias had watched helplessly as every gift, every trinket Kalinthor had given her was taken away. She pleaded for her mother to reconsider, for her to at least keep her beloved’s letters, but Malista was unmoved, and ordered for her engagement ring to be taken as well. Lilias fought desperately to keep this one last proof of affection, but she was not strong, and soon even the precious ring was taken from her. Once every vestige of her former betrothed had been removed, the girl was left to weep in solitude, with only a single sympathetic servant to try and stay her tears. A few days later, when she was too weak to weep further, she was officially engaged to the strange man and forced to wear his ring.
Lilias had lost her rosy glow after that, the broken-hearted girl going through the motions as if she knew not what was happening around her. Invitations were sent, gifts received, the wedding dress sewn, and all without the girl’s input or attention. Then she had received a letter from Kalinthor, smuggled in by the sympathetic servant, begging her to elope with him. All the life seemed to return to her, and for an hour Lilias rushed about in exquisite happiness, beginning to pack a bag in preparation for their flight. But then the guilt her mother had instilled in her came down like a hammer, and the girl found herself in a painful conflict with her own heart. She loved Kalinthor more than anything, but how could she betray her mother, the woman who had given her life? She had always been such a disappointment to her, and now she had the chance to make her happy, to benefit her whole family. How could she abandon them for her own selfish happiness? After two hours, in which many tears were shed, Lilias wrote the shortest letter she ever had to her beloved, giving it to the servant woman to be delivered. It read simply:
Kalinthor,
I cannot. Forgive me.
Lilias
She never received a reply, and though her heart ached with pain, she prayed that Kal would understand.
A strong wind began to blow, and a shower of delicate pink petals rained upon the girl who had once been so happy. In a few days she would marry a man she did not know. And what then? She did not think that she could ever love him, but perhaps she would one day know happiness again. Cupping her hands, Lilias caught several of the pink petals, and though it pained her, she felt as though she and Kalinthor were close, as if the thread that bound their hearts had become shorter. Where was he now? What was he thinking of? Beloved… where are you?
The garden of the N’Mosran estate was famous in Terraq City for its intricacy and beauty, plants and flowers both exotic and native flourishing within its high stone walls. It resembled a garden of paradise to those who lingered among the emerald green foliage, but as was true of the N’Mosran Clan, looks could be deceiving. Some of the plants were poisonous to the touch or taste, while a few were even carnivorous. These plants were usually accompanied by signs warning of their dangers, but more than one foolish servant or visitor had gotten too close to a Blood Rose and been horribly lashed by its dagger-like thorns. However, to Lilias’ delight most of the flowers were perfectly harmless, and she now stepped forward into the bright sunshine and wandered to and fro among the beautiful, fragrant beds. The garden had always been a place of happiness for her, but now she was plagued by memories of the not so distant past. Memories of the man who had so often walked and sat and talked with her within these walls. Memories of the man who still had a firm grasp on her heart. Oh my beloved… If only… If only…
Lilias still clearly remembered the day she had first been introduced to Kalinthor, the eldest son and heir to the D’Argost family. She had been only twelve at the time, and he fifteen, but from the moment their eyes met something magical seemed to happen. It was as if a red hot needle had passed through their hearts and bound them together with an invisible, unbreakable thread. Lilias had known at that moment that someday she would belong to him, body and soul. Kalinthor and Lilias were often together from then on, meeting at the many balls and private parties held by the wealthy families of Terraq City. The young couple scarcely seemed to notice anyone but themselves in the room, dancing together over and over again until they were reminded by their parents that there were other young people to dance with. Their preference for each other was obvious, and it did not take long for their parents to consider uniting their families in marriage. Soon, a formal agreement of betrothal had been signed, and the young couple waited eagerly for the day they would be made man and wife.
A match between the families of D’Argost and N’Mosran caused quite a stir among the aristocracy, and not a little amusement. It was well known that the D’Argost family was descended from angels, while the N’Mosran family had traces of demonic blood in their veins. Both families were proud of their otherworldly ancestry, which blessed them with striking beauty and uncommon magical power. Lilias herself was so lovely, kind, and trusting that she unintentionally stole many hearts, her large, ruby red eyes and long ivory hair becoming the subject of many a sonnet. As the affianced couple matured, they each displayed the contrasting virtues of their sex; Kalinthor became tall, strong, and handsome, while Lilias became curvaceous, graceful, and ever more beautiful. Kalinthor, Kal as she came to call him when they were alone, soon towered over his bride to be, and the few times he had been allowed to press her to his heart, she had heard it beating as quickly as her own. They were together as often as possible, always under the watchful eye of a chaperone to see that no “premarital misconduct” took place. Only rarely had they been able to share a moment of true privacy, and even then they refrained from too much physical contact. The love and passion between them was so strong that they feared that a single kiss would consume them whole. When business or other affairs kept them apart, they would write long letters to each other, and the privacy of these letters was a great relief to the lovers, who found that they could speak more freely when no chaperone was there to check their words. Often Lilias would write “To think that a man as great as my Kal should truly love me, a worthless girl who can offer nothing but her love and devotion.”
Lilias had reasons for thinking so little of herself, for despite her beauty, kindness, and social graces, she was seen as a familial embarrassment by the N’Mosran clan. The N’Mosrans, led by their formidable matriarch Malista, had a well-earned reputation for duplicity, cunning, and political machination. As a whole they tended toward ruthlessness, and were quite willing to sacrifice others in order to improve their lot. While Malista’s eldest children, Valira and Quaron, served her well, the proud woman was disgusted by Lilias’ meekness, honesty, and persistent virtue. The girl could not bring herself to seduce and toy with the feelings of others, and was completely incapable of telling a convincing lie. Also, she was the only N’Mosran to be born with absolutely no magical ability, a shame which was not easily tolerated. Malista saw no value in her youngest child except as an object of trade, and she leapt at the chance to marry her off to Kalinthor and in one swoop improve their social standing and be rid a family misfit. Lilias knew of her mother’s feelings toward her, and it filled her with pain, but rather than rebel she instead attempted to obey her to the best of her ability, hoping that by improving her family’s social standing her own value would be increased in their eyes. Lilias longed for her family’s approval, and the knowledge that she could aid them by marrying her beloved Kalinthor made the union all the more sweet to her.
Lilias came to a bench beneath a flowering cherry tree and sat, overwhelmed by memories of when she and Kal would sit there together, their hands touching as they talked or simply enjoyed each other’s company in silence. To think that all their loving words would come to nothing. Gazing down at her left hand, the girl shuddered at the gaudy ring she now wore, so different from the beautiful yet simple ring Kalinthor had given her. It had all happened so suddenly. She had been writing a letter to Kal in her chambers, when suddenly the doors had flown open, and her mother and several servants had entered. The stunned girl was informed that her engagement to Kalinthor D’Argost had been terminated, and she was now to marry the son and heir of a family utterly unknown to her. She would later learn that this family, though rich, lacked the air of aristocracy, and they had given Malista an offer she could not refuse. Still reeling from the shock, Lilias had watched helplessly as every gift, every trinket Kalinthor had given her was taken away. She pleaded for her mother to reconsider, for her to at least keep her beloved’s letters, but Malista was unmoved, and ordered for her engagement ring to be taken as well. Lilias fought desperately to keep this one last proof of affection, but she was not strong, and soon even the precious ring was taken from her. Once every vestige of her former betrothed had been removed, the girl was left to weep in solitude, with only a single sympathetic servant to try and stay her tears. A few days later, when she was too weak to weep further, she was officially engaged to the strange man and forced to wear his ring.
Lilias had lost her rosy glow after that, the broken-hearted girl going through the motions as if she knew not what was happening around her. Invitations were sent, gifts received, the wedding dress sewn, and all without the girl’s input or attention. Then she had received a letter from Kalinthor, smuggled in by the sympathetic servant, begging her to elope with him. All the life seemed to return to her, and for an hour Lilias rushed about in exquisite happiness, beginning to pack a bag in preparation for their flight. But then the guilt her mother had instilled in her came down like a hammer, and the girl found herself in a painful conflict with her own heart. She loved Kalinthor more than anything, but how could she betray her mother, the woman who had given her life? She had always been such a disappointment to her, and now she had the chance to make her happy, to benefit her whole family. How could she abandon them for her own selfish happiness? After two hours, in which many tears were shed, Lilias wrote the shortest letter she ever had to her beloved, giving it to the servant woman to be delivered. It read simply:
Kalinthor,
I cannot. Forgive me.
Lilias
She never received a reply, and though her heart ached with pain, she prayed that Kal would understand.
A strong wind began to blow, and a shower of delicate pink petals rained upon the girl who had once been so happy. In a few days she would marry a man she did not know. And what then? She did not think that she could ever love him, but perhaps she would one day know happiness again. Cupping her hands, Lilias caught several of the pink petals, and though it pained her, she felt as though she and Kalinthor were close, as if the thread that bound their hearts had become shorter. Where was he now? What was he thinking of? Beloved… where are you?