because I'm never just one. I'm black sometimes, blue mostly.. peaceful and serene, yellow because I smile and am happy and laughing, red with passion and fuschia with lust, purple when feeling my most confident, etc.
Never hon...i have been reading your posts...you are a little bitter as of late. Hon it is not a bad thing that you have lesbian feelings and there is someone out there for you. so what if you were brought up to believe it is wrong...everyone deserves to be happy...we only have one life and we need to do what it is to make us happy. I too was brought up to believe that relations with the same sex was wrong...but there is someone that i would love to be with that is a woman. It is not wrong...we are here to live and be happy...please don't let the religion get you down...