College Girl Explores BDSM (Open to 1)

[Salacious_Scribe]

Téa unlocked her door and entered her apartment. Not for the first time, she was grateful her aunt had offered to help pay her college expenses. If her parents paid for it, she would be sharing a dorm room. If she tried to do it on her own, she' d be living in the homeless shelter on K street.

Kicking the door closed, and locking it, she went to her computer to start to do some research for
Diversities in Sexual Expression and Lifestyles class. Téa had always wanted to be a sex therapist, ever since her HS health teacher played a Dr. Ruth video everyday for the entire semester.

For the last two weeks they had been earning about BDSM. Téa had never been so aroused in her life. Today they had spent the whole class talking about people who enjoyed restraints, pain, humiliation and loss of control.

"Despite the popularity of books like 50 Shades of Gray, BDSM is still an unusual form of sexual gratification, only used regularly by 8-10% of the population, and less than 5% live in the lifestyle all the time." Her professor told the class.

Then his presentaion showed a series of images of people who had been bound and beaten until bruised and bloody. She had an orgasm just watching men and woman restraind and beaten with various items.

Of course she wasn't a virgin, after all she was a sophisticated and well traveled college sophomore, majoring in Pyschology, with a double minor in journalism and drama. Her goal was to be the next Dr. Ruth with her own show helping people with their sexual dysfunctions.

After discussing this sexual practice for a week now, Téa desperatly wanted to experience what it was like to surrender control to another, to be tied up and used for someone elses pleasure. She ahd thought...and dreamt of nothing else.

Now, she had a reason to try it out. She had to research those who live the BDSM lifestyle. She turned on her computer, and began to search for a way to find a male top who would be interested on an online relationship, at least at first. She wasn't stupid enough to meet a strnger and let him tie her up and...

Soon her search lead her to a web site that billed itself as

Master, Slave, Mistress & Dominatrix BDSM Sex Dating

After entering the information required for a free account, she began to browse the male Tops within a 200 mile radius. Not finding one she liked right away, she paid for a three month membership, and filled in her extended profile. reviewing her ad, she was pleased with it, and waited for the replies to roll in.
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Name: Loni (of course she didn't use her real name)
Age: 20
Gender: Female
Seeking: Male Dominant
I am: Submissive curious

About Me: I'm a college sophmore, majoring in psychology. I have recently been exposed to the BDSM lifestyle and am interested in exploring it some more as a submissive. Currently I am not in a relationship. I would like a Dom who is willing to start inteacting via email, and text messaging. If the trust builds it could lead to meeting in person, and more. I look forward to serving the right Master.
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[Salacious_Scribe]

Tea forced herself to wait until after dinner, the next day to see if anyone had replied to her posting. She was hoping for at least one message from someone that wasn't a dick pic or come off as a creeper.

After eating the Tuesday night meatloaf, and succotash, and a piece of peach cobbler, Tea returned to her apartment and logged on to her computer. She opened the website and was absolutely shocked. Not a single response to her ad.

'I know I'm sexy as hell,' she thought to herself as she reviewed her ad to see if she said or did something to put off potential Masters. Not seeing anything obvious, she decided to see if she could find someone and reach out to them.

After an hour of scrolling through not quite rights, and what the fuck was he thinking, she hadn't found anyone she wanted to contact. Logging off in disgust, she headed up to her room to masturbate for the third time that day, hoping she would find her Master soon.

 

[Knightmare27]

Nicholas sat down in his office chair and started the computer. Another long day at work was over. Time to dive into his second life. The life of a dom. He had recently moved into the area, bringing all his toys with him. They were still neatly packed up in the basement (the basement had been one of the features that had immediately piqued his interest about this place, in fact), waiting for deserving buttocks to lash. Maybe today...

At 39, he was a bit old to be single. Then again, he was only single officially. Someone of his interests tended towards other, odder types of relationship. Subs, slaves... he might not have been officially dating anyone, but he was certainly having fun.

Medium-sized and slender, he did not turn heads, but he looked nice, dependable. Like a teacher you would like to have. Little did they know that he was, in fact, a little bit too fond of the cane to be acceptable in a modern-day school. His day job in advertising was something he was good at, but not passionate about. It was strictly something he did to finance his hobby. All that custom furniture did not come cheap, after all.

Recently, as he was looking for subs, he had come across many who had been inspired by...those books. He had not read them, knew the films only by reputation, but that was enough for him. Well, at least it had caused a lot of curiosity about his lifestyle. He was looking for someone special, though. Not that easy to find when you are new to an area and know very few people in the local scene yet.

He got up a little and went down into the basement. He liked unpacking the equipment he had brought, indulging in the memories they brought back. Today, he was planning on putting up his first bit of heavy equipment. His favorite. A custom-made rack, complete with extra-wide leather straps and a ratchet mechanism to make it easier for him to keep the tension at exactly the level he wanted it.

He briefly wondered what the movers had to have thought when they moved THAT piece... sure, it only looked like a low table and some parts of machinery when taken apart, but still... The "table" was already in one corner, and now he unpacked the winch. As he screwed it into place, he stroked the smooth surface and remembered Julia, the cute goth girl, who had once suffered a giggling fit while stretched out, for some reason...

He screwed the spokes into their holes on the winch, then moved over to the foot end to install the stocks. He gave the whole contraption a few good kicks to see if it was solidly put together, then lay down on it, hands behind his back like one of his subs. Good. Everything was up and working. The only thing that was missing was a girl to use it. That was the next thing he would be taking care tonight. Hopefully.

He went back upstairs and checked his favorite BDSM dating website. As always, it took quite some searching before he found an ad that seemed intriguing. A young psychology student, intrigued and apparently inexperienced. Eager to learn, it seemed. Did she even have an idea what "serving a master" entailed? Well, he would teach her. She certainly sounded quite a bit more interesting than the usual bored housewives.

He wrote her a message:

Hello Loni,

I read your ad and I would be very interested in taking you on as a sub. I gather that BDSM is new to you, and that you find it intriguing. I am quite experienced as a dom, have my own private dungeon (it is small but quite well-stocked), and do not have a sub yet, since I am new to this area. I know how frightening the idea of being tied up and whipped can seem, so I will give you a gentle introduction into our lifestyle.

I am 39 years old and, as I said, new to the area. My day job is quite boring, but it pays well (a BDSM dungeon is not cheap!). Outside BDSM, I am a bit of an exercise nut and quite fond of bicycling. I also like to read and have recently taken up learning the flute, but I am not very good at it yet. I will not play it to you, since I am not that cruel. As you can see, quite a normal guy once the whips are away...

We can communicate in messages at first if you wish. I am sure you have many questions. Most beginners do, and, as you will soon learn, communication is the most important thing about keeping play safe and fun for everyone involved. Yes, even when you have a gag in your mouth. Especially when you have a gag in your mouth. So feel free to ask and then, when you feel comfortable, we can try some of the things in practice.

I have only a few questions for you, especially: Are you completely new to BDSM? After all, many vanilla (our term for non-kinky) couples do like the odd tie-up game here and there. I am not just asking out of curiosity, by the way. As I said, it is all about communication. If you have any prior experience, that helps me find out more about how you react to things like that, about your likes and dislikes and things like that.

If you are interested, I would be very happy to hear from you so I can help you find out more about the kinky world. Who knows - you might even enjoy it. You might discover aspects of your psychology you did not even know you had. Most submissives do at one point or another.

Master Nick

He sent the message and waited for an answer. With some luck, he would soon have an eager young (and cute) student he could teach the joys of pain and submission.

 

[Salacious_Scribe]

Tea waited an additional twenty-four hours to log in. The few people she knew o dating sites complained about creepers and dick pics and assholes that flooded their inboxes but had no chance to get into their hot boxes.

She was scared no one would find her desirable for whatever reason. Pushing her self doubt aside, she logged in. She saw the small one in a red circle on the envelope icon. She excitedly clicked it and read the message. This sounded...normal. No dick pic, and he was a bit older, but not grossly old. The mention of the private dungeon was a bit worrying.

After reading it a dozen times, she began to type a response. The deleted it. Then started again. Two hours later he was proud of what she had...

Master Nick,

Thank you for responding to me, and welcome to the area.

Come on girlfriend, she chided herself, you've written thousands of papers, how hard can this be? She read his message one more time and began to type...

Master Nick,

Thank you for responding to me, and welcome to the area.

I appreciate your offer to train me and to be gentle while doing so. To answer your questions,

I have only had one boyfriend I've been intimate with, and we never tried anything kinkier than the back of his dad's Silverado. Every time we talk about it in class I come home and jill off several times until I fall asleep. I constantly search for pictures of women tied up and being used. I even subscribed to public disgrace and I am in love with Princess Donna.

I don't think I'll enjoy pain, but I am willing to try. I love the idea of being controlled and used and humiliated. Being naked and serving a room full of people, and having them just grab me and use me like I was no more than a piece of furniture.

I would like to start by doing things that you tell me too, and I am willing to send photo proof. Also from my research, I know that honesty is important so I do want to tell you my name is not Loni, if and when I feel comfortable meeting you, I will tell you my real name.

Hopefully yours,
loni, the unworthy.

PS this is something I am dying to try...

https://bondage-me.cc/wp-content/uploads/2019/08/ssilv_2269.mp4-.jpg

She moved her pointer to the send button and paused as she reread her message. taking a deep breath and closing her eyes, she clicked send and had a mini orgasm just from taking this step.

 

[Knightmare27]

loni,

Very well, then. I will begin by giving you humiliating tasks over messages. We will start with small things since you say that you do not have any experience with kinky stuff. It would not be the first time that someone gets all excited and curious about being a sub and then turns out not to like it as much as she thought it would. Though I am confident you actually thought this through and like being ordered around and humiliated.

So, your first task will simply be the following: No, as you call it, jilling off for an entire week. HOWEVER, you will also be required to do research on BDSM and report your findings. Make sure to look at many pictures. But NO release! You will not even touch your genitals for an entire week. Of course, I expect total honesty from my slaves, so it is obvious you must tell me of any violation, and receive additional punishment. You will hate it, I promise.

At the end of the week, you will send me a video of you naked, begging to be allowed release. If I like your begging, I will allow you to. If you have even one shred of dignity left in that video, or hold even a bit of your feelings back, I will sentence you to another week. After that, I am quite sure your begging WILL be believable. But I trust you will be a good girl and make it in one, right? We would not want you to suffer agony.

This will be your first task. It is meant to be educational and painful and humiliating at the same time. It will also teach you things about your body you probably did not know, like what it feels like to really, really desperately want to orgasm. It depends entirely on your willpower how well you make it through that week. And again - no violations! You can be sure violations will be punished extremely harshly.

I really like that picture you sent me, by the way. That is quite some heavy bondage and requires an experienced hand. Not quite painless, either, by the way. We can try things like that later when we meet in person. Too bad I do not have access to a pool. At least not to one where people would be awfully understanding about a few bondage games with a potential risk of drowning for you. I know, such spoilsports.

Master Nick

Nicholas sent the e-mail and smiled. He finally had a sub. An eager young sub, though she was a little shy about it. He completely understood. How long had it taken him to accept who he was and get in touch with the scene! He knew how hard it could be to not only admit that you are into this but to also seek out others to help him fulfill that fantasy. Others he knew would tie him up and beat him, because he had started as a sub. Only later had he discovered his dominant side, and he sometimes flattered himself that this was a reason he understood how subs felt so well.

Whatever the truth of that was, he had given his new sub instructions and he would see them carried out. He had no idea what that threatened "punishment" would be, but he had some Things planned that would definitely make her regret failing...

 

[Salacious_Scribe]

Sir,

Upon reading your instructions, I must admit I had a mini orgasm. I was not touching myself, but I was aroused from watching a public disgrace video of a college-age girl in a bookstore. I couldn't help but imagine myself tied up and being forced to do what she did.

Starting right now I will force myself do learn about BDSM without touching myself. Do you have any recommendations for books or websites for me to use? My knowledge is limited and there is a lot of information online and some websites contradict others. There is little to distinguish opinion from fact. Any and all help will be appreciated.

Also, I ask your indulgence, I am willing to send the video, but I am not yet ready to be naked on camera and share it. Once I learn to trust you, then I will be willing. May I wear lingerie instead?

As for the picture, I was indicating that I am extremely fascinated by water bondage, not necessarily a pool. A hot tub, bathtub, or large tank would probably serve for us, with enough imagination.

your slut
loni

 

[Knightmare27]

loni,

I do hope you were not touching yourself. Remember that I have complete authority over you now, and that means I can make you do quite unpleasant things in punishment if you ever do.

You are absolutely right that there is a lot of contradictory information on BDSM out there. Also, many things are best learned by experience. However, I will graciously supply you with a list of web links and a reading list of some books. To show your gratitude for my help, you will read them daily, for at least one hour, naked. I respect your wish and will not demand photos as proof, but you are, of course, still required to do this task.

I approve your request to wear lingerie while begging for release. HOWEVER, in order not to make it too easy, you will, before you take the video, bring yourself ALMOST to orgasm. If you accidentally go over the line and do orgasm, that will, of course, bring the harshest of punishments upon you. Remember, I want you desperate, and will not tolerate failure so early on. There are no beginner's mistakes for a slave.

Oh, imagination is everything in BDSM. I think I can arrange a smaller amount of water somewhere to tie you up in. I MIGHT even make it nice and warm, if you prove a good slave until we meet in person. I am very much looking forward to wrapping your entire body up in ropes. For now, though, you must prove yourself worthy by doing all of your slave tasks, as assigned by me. I wish you good luck with that.

Master Nick

 

[Salacious_Scribe]

Sir,

I have started a blog at bdsmthoughts.kink/Nicksslut and will be posting my thoughts and feelings there for you to read and share as you desire. I have already posted today.

I look forward to the links and reading material you will provide, and thank you for allowing me to cover myself in the video for now. You are a kind master and I hope to please you.

your slut
loni

ORGASM DENIAL DAY ONE

I am new to BDSM, I had never thought about it before I began to study it in my Diversities in Sexual Expression and Lifestyles class.

Seeing the pictures and learning about the lifestyle started to make me horny and I found myself masturbating several times a day. Even after the class moved on to other sexual practices, I continued to look for information online about the lifestyle.

I recently found a man online who is willing to train me to be a sub. This will be a diary of my experiences as I learn more about my desires, under Sir's guidance. My first task is to read about BDSM and tell Sir what I've learned. I am not allowed to pleasure myself for seven days while researching BDSM, no matter how much I am aroused by my research.

It's been 24 hours since my last orgasm, and I can already feel an ache in my pussy reminding me this is the longest I've gone without orgasm in over 3 weeks. I don't know if I can make an entire 7 days, but Sir has told me if I fail, the repercussions will be unpleasant. I must admit there is a part of me that wants to fail, just to see what punishment will entail.

There's another part of me, hopefully, a stronger part, that wants to make Sir proud of me by successfully completing the first task he has given me. In order to remove temptation, I have mailed all my toys to myself, so they are not readily available. I also did all my laundry already so I wouldn't be tempted to ride the washer or dryer. Unfortunately, other temptations are not so easily removed.

When I took a shower last night, the massaging shower head I have pleasured myself with was tempting me. Of course, my fingers are always ready to lend a hand

One day down, six to go. At the end of the 7 days, I have to edge myself than make a video begging for release. From the tone of Sir's email, he wants me to be a mindless drooling slut desperate for an orgasm, begging for his permission to cum. If I feel like this before the first day is over, I'm sure he's going to get exactly what he wants.

Today I read about Shibari Bondage also known as Japenese Rope bondage. I was very aroused by the images of the nude woman wearing them. Tomorrow I plan on wearing one while going to class. If Sir gives his permission I may share a picture of me in it.

Master Nick's Slut.

 

[Knightmare27]

loni,

Thank you for sending me the link to your blog. I will use it to monitor your progress as you learn how to be a good slave. You are quite promising, and I am proud of you. Now keep up the good work and do not allow yourself any slip-ups. Just that I am pleased with you now does not mean I will tolerate failure. As a slave, you are my responsibility, and a bad slave shames her master. I do not take kindly to being shamed.

The part of you that wants to fail is your inner masochist. She is mistaken, though. I promise you that whatever I do if you fail will not be the fun ride she imagines it will be. It will take you to your limits and make you regret even having had that thought. No slave can be a good slave without prompt and harsh punishment, so believe me that your fun is NOT a concern when I choose what to do to you. Be a good slave, and obey.

Tell me more about those toys. In fact, as soon as they come back, I will demand that you demonstrate them to me. Pray that you are allowed to orgasm by then, or I will make you demonstrate them WITHOUT being allowed to come! How is that for an incentive to succeed at this task? Remember, it is all up to you and your performance whether you will be allowed to orgasm ever again. It could only take a week - if you are good.

Needless to say, you DO NOT have permission to let that shower head get anywhere near your pussy for now. If you fail to do so, I will make sure to punish you in a way that will make you afraid of showering at all, let alone letting your dirty mind wander to the shower head. You are a slave. Your orgasms belong to me. Cheating on me with so much as an object is an offense that will only be forgiven after horrible punishment.

Indeed I do want you to be mindless and drooling. And I do not think you will have to do much acting, actually. However, you will not be a slut. A slut is open to many, but a slave is only open to her master. Whenever he wants her to. That is the lesson of this first training: I own your orgasms now, and I can give or take them whenever I want. When I allow someone else to give one to you, you will show gratitude to him or her. However, you are NOT to offer it without my permission, that should be clear.

I do give you permission to send me a picture of you wearing a rope harness. As soon as you are worthy of meeting me in person, in fact, I will knit one for you myself. For now, though, I want you to make one and wear it all day. It is brave of you to combine this with orgasm denial, by the way. The rope rubbing against your crotch all day will be hell - but nothing compared to the hell I will send you to if you come by accident.

Master Nick

Nicholas smiled. She was really getting into this! He wondered how well she would do the rope harness. If she was telling the truth - and she better be - she had not even dabbled in bondage before. Shibari looked easier than it was, and even he was not even halfway towards mastering it. Partly because he preferred simpler techniques, and partly because it required a lot of training and a very patient sub to do right.

 

[Salacious_Scribe]

As Tea reads the email, she sees the words good, promising, proud, and pleased all in the first paragraph. She is elated at his praise of her.

She quickly responds to him

Sir,

You have made me feel very happy with the lavish praise you heaped on me in the first paragraph of your message.

As you told me in our first communication, honesty is important, so that is why I talked about being tempted to disobey you and curious about the punishment.

Once I get my toys back, I will take pictures of them for you so you know what I have and like. I will not intentionally fail at this task, and if I do eventually give in to temptation It will be after a long struggle.

I have posted my blog for today. I hope you like it.

loni

ORGASM DENIAL DAY TWO

So I promised I would wear a rope harness today. I stayed up until 4 am trying to get it right. I failed. I understood how to tie one, but tying it on your own body was impossible. I was disappointed and Sir will be too, he was looking forward to a photo of me in a harness. Maybe one day he will make me wear one, I hope so.

So in an email exchange with Sir, he told me I was using the wrong term for myself. I am not a slut, I am a slave. Being uncertain of the difference, I began to read about different types of submissiveness.

Pet Play could be fun, but some people go further than I would. Ponyplay is not my thing. But I wouldn't mind pretending to be a cat or dog for a few hours maybe at a party.

Furry That sounds hot, not sexy but like you'd sweat a lot. Not something I want to try.

Hucows- No thank you.

Human Furniture Not as a long term activity, but being used as a footstool during a sporting event when I'm not serving snacks or drinks would be deliciously humiliating.

Caregiver/little I can see the appeal to this type of relationship, and may even need or want elements of it, but I have no desire to wear a diaper or suck on a paci. For me, it's more about the relationship. Sometimes I just need someone to love me unconditionally and take care of me. But doesn't everyone?

Slave It sounds a little extreme for my tastes, at least for now. I'm not sure I want every aspect of my life controlled by another person, at least not until I know and trust them. This is what Sir wants and we will need to discuss what all he expects from me, and what I am willing to do before I acquiesce to him as a slave.

Service Submissive This to me sounds like Alice from the Brady Bunch, but without being paid, or getting laid. I think it's worse than just being a slave.

Smart-Assed Masochist (SAM) aka Brat I can easily see myself in this role, I am very sarcastic and can be bratty. But I am not a masochist (See painslut).

Painslut I am not into pain! The thought of being beaten black and blue or having weights or clamps attached to sensitive parts is VERY scary and not a turn on. I prefer to be controlled and humiliated. Having my feet caned scares the bejeezus out of me, but being stripped naked in the middle of a big box store and left alone makes me gush.

During my reading, I came across other names and types of submissives, but those names/types were either a different name for, variations of, or subgrouping of the ones I already listed.

As for my orders to not pleasure myself, today wasn't too bad. The lack of sleep helped tamp down any desire I had, and the energy and will were absent but tomorrow night I have to judge a tighty whitey contest for Alpha Eta Pi, and those dudes are fucking hot. That's going to be rough. I wish I had thought to back out but it's too late now.

Until tomorrow
Nicksslave

 

[Knightmare27]

loni,

Do not feel too bad about failing to tie that rope harness. Shibari is a deceptively difficult art that I have not mastered yet, either. Still, when we meet in person, it will be my pleasure to put one on you. I will then seal it with wax to make sure you do not remove it, and send you on your "merry" way. The thought of the knotted rope constantly rubbing against your crotch makes me look forward to this very much!

I see you have been doing quite a bit of research. Good job, slave! It is true that SOME slaves have every aspect of their lives controlled by their master, but not all. Not as I understand the term, anyway. That would be a little to extreme for beginners, anyway. Besides, I would not want the stress of running your ENTIRE life, anyway. I will stick to your sex life for now, thank you very much. You take care of the rest,.

Pet Play is not my thing, either. Especially ponyplay, which is a kink that I understand some have but which does not turn me on, at all. Pretending to be a cat? Maybe. But I would not want you to go all the way. Meowing and pawing and walking on all fours are cute. Making you eat cat food is NOT. I prefer you exactly the way you are: Human. I am less hot on dogs, but that is just a personal preference of mine, nothing else.

Furry: I completely agree. Something some people do of which I do not see the appeal. I mean, I get the cuteness, but, come on, fursuits are not THAT cute. Some are even creepy. And besides, I want to sleep with humans, not cartoon characters. See above.

Hucow: No, thanks. Again - I did not get into this scene to get kinky with animals. I like humans.

Human Furniture: Well, I agree that we could do this as part of a larger humiliation. But it gets boring quickly. Especially for the table/footstool/chair/whatever.

Caregiver: Again, I am into adult. humans. Not into pretending to be a baby for some reason.

Service Submissive: Yes, basically an unpaid servant. If household chores turn you on, that is nice for you, but this is another one I do not like.

SAM: I LOVE subs who give me a bit of attitude. Both because it makes playing so much more fun and because it gives me an excuse for more punishment. And, despite the name, I do not think you HAVE to be a masochist for that. Just a smartass.

Painslut: Well, I AM into pain, in a major way, but do not worry. I am merciful and will rely on humiliation rather than pain, mostly. Though a few slaps here and there might be needed to put you in your place.

Indeed, it is too late now. I wish you luck and strength when you judge that contest. Remember your master, and remember to remain an obedient slave. I will NOT give you permission to slack off on your tasks just because they are a little difficult.

Master Nick

So Loni was doing research, like the good little student she was. Not all of this could be trusted, of course, but she was getting a general idea of what she was getting herself into... very good. He wished she would drop her shyness and agree to a meeting, but there was no need to rush her. She would decide when they could finally meet in person.

He went down into the basement. As a surprise for her, he had decided to learn more about Shibari, the art she was so interested in. Just as he had laid out all the ropes in a neat row on the rack, Atsuko was at the door. An older Japanese domme, she had agreed to be his model for some hands-on exercises. She was a motherly woman, far from a MILF, but she knew everything there was to know about rope bondage.

They exchanged greetings before she stripped down to her underwear and they got ready for the lesson. He was not the nimblest of rope-tier, and, a few times, he pinched her painfully, nearly causing her to fall back into her domme persona... but, eventually, he had mastered some basic moves of this art. It was fun enough, but the actual joy was in imagining doing all this to Loni, to surprise her with his new skill.

Eventually, they were done and he put the ropes away. He went upstairs and took advantage of the fact that he was still allowed to come. He did not even need any porn to do it. Just the thought of his young slave squirming as she tried to look at all these half-naked guys without coming was arousing enough. And it was only day two... what would she be like at the end of the week? Would she earn his mercy?

 

[Salacious_Scribe]

Sir,

Thank you for reassuring me that the harness is something more advanced. I've worked on boats for many summers and can tie knots and work with ropes. I didn't have a problem tying the knots, it was tying them around my body that made it impossible. My joints just didn't bend enough to reach.

I am glad you clarified that you are no looking to control everything I do, that is a relief. I was scared that you were maybe looking for more than I was willing to give.

It appears that our preferences overlap quite a bit and we seem to be compatible. For that I am grateful. I have posted today's blog. It's fairly short because I am tired and have an early class tomorrow. I hope you are not too disappointed.

Your Slave
Loni

ORGASM DENIAL DAY THREE

Before class today I was looking for something a little unusual in the BDSM lifestyle, something not a lot of people are aware of. My research lead me down a rabbit hole and I found something I want to experience, even though it not exactly a traditional part of BDSM.

I want to be a Nyotaimori!

For those that don't know, this is a woman (or rarely a man) who lays on a table naked and acts as a platter for sushi and sashimi. It sounds really humiliating because you just lie there and let people take food from your body. You don't move, talk, or interact with anyone. I was dripping when I saw this image.

https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-NlvOVe_luNc/VSt105Gh0-I/AAAAAAAAAPg/ln0C3hmdHp8/s1600/nyotaimorisushimodel_12897006897701.jpg

Fortunately, I saw that image right before class, so I didn't have time to touch myself, or I would have been late for class. I stayed away from home all day to avoid temptation, and that worked fairly well. At least until I want to the tighty whitey contest.

As one of the judges, I had a very close seat and had dozens of cocks being waved in my face, only a thin piece of material between my eyes (and mouth) and some really really nice cocks. Fuck, just typing this I'm feeling a strong desire to tiptoe through the tulips.

I'm going to bed, I have an early class tomorrow, and I need to take an ice bath to try and wash away my need for release. Till tomorrow.

Nicks Slave

 

[Knightmare27]

loni,

An interesting thing you discovered there, and I agree that it is not typically part of BDSM (though there is, of course, a connection to the whole "human furniture" thing). And I can see where a girl who is as much into humiliation as you is coming from, liking this. I will help you explore this fetish, but only if you are a really, really good slave. And I might add some rather humiliating end even slightly painful extras to it, of course.

One idea I had to make it harder for you would be to put you in a slightly different position from the lady in the picture. No comfortable lying on your back for you: You are going to assume a bench position and stay like that during the entire meal while I (and maybe a few select guests) eat off your naked back. Or maybe even a reverse bench, and we eat off your chest, but that is going to be REALLY hard on your poor muscles. Of course, you will still be required to be perfectly still, or beg forgiveness every time you move.

And every time you need to rest, you have to beg for permission and do a little...favor for every guest at the table. That will be a great workout for you, as well as a lesson in service and humility. Exactly the right things for a young slave to learn. You see, I always have your development into the perfect slave in mind. Of course, we can also do it in the old-fashioned way, but that is less interesting for me.

Not that that way is entirely boring, don't get me wrong. The idea of using a pretty young woman such as yourself as a sort of tablecloth is also quite interesting. A feast for all the senses, especially to watch your chest rise and sink as you try to keep perfectly still... an exciting thought! It is just that adding a little bit of exercise to it makes it more action-packed and gives me more excuses to humiliate you.

I congratulate you on staying strong during the contest. It can not have been easy, especially on the third day of your training, with no permission to orgasm for another four days. At least. It makes you see cocks in an entirely new light, doesn't it? Aren't you just desperate to be allowed to touch one of them, to feel it inside you? And yet, you stayed strong. You are coming along nicely, and I am proud of you.

Well, I hope you really did not "tiptoe through the tulips", as you put it. If I catch you lying, needless to say, the punishment will be so bad you will gladly take a whole month of orgasm denial instead. Stay strong, and stay honest, or I will break your will and turn you into the perfect slave, but I doubt you will like it very much. Not that there will be much "you" left after I am done with you. It does not seem like that will be necessary, though...

Good luck with that ice bath... it will give you temporary relief, maybe. As the cold saps away some of that lust in you, remember that you still have at least three days to go through. And you are already taking desperate measures like that. The worst is yet to come. Enjoy. And remember to give me your best desperate begging, or there will be at least another week of this. I doubt you will need much help with that...

You are being a good slave so far, but do not forget that your orgasms are mine now. Take them without permission, and suffer punishment. First, you must become desperate for them, not masturbate all the time. I hope I can teach you to truly value them, how much pleasure there really is in them if you are first taught some discipline. And it is only up to me when you have learned this very important lesson.

Master Nick

 

[Salacious_Scribe]

Sir,

I love your ideas and am excited to try them. I do work out and am stronger then I look, and more flexible too .

I did not visit any flower gardens, as much as I want too. I can't believe how difficult it is to not do something when you're used to doing it several times a day. I can't wait to plunge my fingers into my... God, I have to stop thinking about sweet sweet relief.

I posted my entry for today, I hope you like it.

ORGASM DENIAL DAY FOUR

First of all I want to say thank you so much to almost everyone who has read and followed this blog. I am amazed by the messages I've been getting. Well most of them, There are too many to reply to each individually, especially when many of you have the same questions, so here are a few answers to some questions...

@SUCKMYDICK69- Dude, see a doctor it ain't supposed to be that color.

@HISladysub4eva- Thank you for your kind message. I'm 20, and attending college. I would love to hear from you. I sent you my personal email.

@Daddydomforbaby- Read my past blogs

@buildingaslutharem- No, I currently have a master! Demanding I send you nudes in your first message is a sure way to get blocked.

@showmetits, @facialluvr, @wannabangemall, @hornytoad, @analfukker, @bigdick4smalltits, @hardnhappy, @thiscumsforyou, @studlyman4anal, @fuckidontknow, @noname47630574, @NUDESURFER10, @SPANKMETILUCUM
DO YOU ASSHOLES SEND PICTURES LIKE THAT TO YOUR MOTHERS AND SISTERS? IF NOT DON'T FUCKING SEND THEM TO ME. I WILL BLOCK YOU!

So now that that's out of the way, let's get to business.

Today was kind of warm and sunny. It was a great day for a cute dress, so I wore this to class...

https://i2.wp.com/ae01.alicdn.com/kf/HTB1nQz6rHSYBuNjSspfq6AZCpXan/FeiTong-Sexy-backless-v-neck-floral-dress-women-High-waist-strap-summer-dress-2018-Streetwear-pink.jpg?fit=800%2C800&ssl=1

THAT WAS A BAD IDEA...

Several times during the day, I found myself sitting crossed legged, swinging my leg with my hand between my legs lightly rubbing myself. Fortunately, I caught myself before it went too far, but that made me even more desperate only three days, three long frustrating horny days.

So today I learned about BDSM apparatus. I knew about St. Andrews Crosses, but I had no idea there were so many purpose-built pieces, and even more, items that look normal to the uninitiated, but are designed for those in the life.

To be honest, the furniture alone was boring, not a single piece I saw held any interest for me. Maybe after I experience some of them I might change my mind.

Time for bed. be back tomorrow.

Nicksslave
loni

OOC: I made up those user names. If they belong to anyone on this site, I apologize, I was not talking to any real person, just imaging the types of messages the lovely ladies of Lit get from some certain types of people.

 

[Knightmare27]

loni,

If I cared about a slave's opinion of how she is to be treated, I would be very happy to hear you liked my ideas. We will see how strong and flexible you are when I serve a full sushi dinner off your trembling, aching body. And do not believe we will make it easy for you if you beg for a break from your duties. The punishments for that alone will make you cry even more than your tired muscles will.

Good. The lesson is working. You were masturbating too much, slave. What you are learning, under my gentle but strict guidance, is the true value of an orgasm. You will be allowed to show your gratitude for this teaching later. In fact I will insist on your showing it. And remember that you still have days of this to do. And if even one fiber of you is not begging for release in that video, an entire week after that.

I feel for you and your problems with bad masters. Obviously, a lifestyle which promises total submission attracts the kind of men who think that subs are stupid. They are not. I understand that you are my willing slave. I would not have it any other way, in fact. WILLING submission is fun. And they can be very persistent and hard to ignore, I know. That is NOT the kind of pain and humiliation I want you to be subjected to.

It is especially annoying how many people take "sub" as an invitation to just start sending or demanding pictures. A good master-slave relation is ALWAYS a two-way street, no matter how much I degrade you (and believe me, I have plans to degrade you in ways you could not even imagine). Oh well. Good on you for making contact with another sub, though. She might be able to teach you how to be a better slave. Just don't badmouth me to her. I will find out, and you will suffer.

I love that dress, and command you to wear it when we meet in person. How did the ice bath go, by the way? Did it give you the temporary relief you were hoping for? Was it only temporary? Good! This is the part where I laugh evilly and remind you that you still have DAYS before you, and can not spend all of them in a cold bath. You have classes to go to... exciting images to watch during your research. Fun!

BDSM equipment is a topic I love, and I have actually invested quite a bit of time and money into it. A St. Andrew's Cross is a very basic piece of equipment, but I love it because of the total helplessness it causes. On no other device are you that spread out and vulnerable, completely unable to move. Some versions can even turn over, but that gets really uncomfortable, really quickly, when you hang upside down.

Too bad you found the furniture boring, but that might have been because you were not actually on it. I have never seen a sub get bored on the rack, for example. Don't be scared by the name. Yes, it has the same name as the medieval torture instrument. It even works similarly. But it is totally safe, and does not even have to be painful. It can be used to just fix you in place, and then do all kinds of things...

Master Nick

Boring? Well, she WAS more into the humiliation side of things than the pain side, but there were instruments for that, too. Oh well. All in good time. She was still a beginner, after all, and they would find out together what she liked or disliked. Not every sub had to be stretched to her limits and whipped until she was red all over. Though he really missed those days, he had to admit to himself. He would just see...

Boring or not, he did go to his basement after this and worked a little more on putting together some of the furniture. Especially the winch, a device which had to be assembled VERY carefully if he did not want to turn some exciting suspension bondage into an execution by falling. He was unlikely to need it with her, but who knew... maybe she would find it more exciting than she had thought once she was fixed to it.

 

[Salacious_Scribe]

Sir,

I am very sorry I did not respond yesterday. I was extremely horny and almost gave in. To stop myself I wen to the university pool and swam laps for over two hours. I came home, showered, and went to sleep. I slept for almost 14 hours.

At this point my arms are too sore, so even if I had the overwhelming desire, the pain would limit my ability to pleasure myself.

I have posted a new blog, covering two days.

your slave

ORGASM DENIAL DAY FIVE AND SIX

So yesterday was Saturday, and my plans with my girlfriends to go shopping fell through. So there I was stuck at home. nothing to do, and the fucking post office choose that day to deliver the box I mailed myself filled with my sex toys.

The temptation was overwhelming. I was sitting on my bed, naked surround by every orgasm-inducing phallic-shaped vibrating toy I own. It was either surrender tom my carnal desire and suffer the consequences or...

I chose or! I pushed all the toys to the floor and pulled on my bathing suit, and headed to the university pool. I swam laps for two hours. Freestyle, sidestroke. backstroke, butterfly, and more. I kept swimming until I couldn't lift my arms anymore.

Then I came home and soaked in a hot bath, and then slept for 14 hours straight. Even if I still had the desire, my arms are way too sore for me too start thrusting hard things into wet things.

I still want to but the urge has receded, at least for now.

So before I was supposed to go out yesterday, I did some research on mainstream movies that feature BDSM and even I realized that the writers of these articles have no clue what BDSM is.

Some of the movies (besides 50 shades) that were listed are

Mr. and Mrs. Smith (remake) Saw it don't remember any BDSM
Basic Instinct except for Sharon Stone flashing her upper thighs who remembers this flick

House The episode where his patient like to be choked. SERIOUSLY!

Exit to Eden Even if it wasn't a dumb comedy, how sexy is watching Rosie O'Donnell being tied up and whipped. EWWWWW!

To be fair, most of the movies listed I never heard of and some were foreign. But every single one of these lists included the 50 shades so how accurate are they?

If this is what is portrayed to the public as BDSM no wonder so many vanillas think a bit of bondage and a few love taps are what makes and D/s relationship.


Today I looked up sub space, since I've heard so much about it, but didn't know what it was.

Apparently it is 'a hypothetical space-time continuum used for communication at a speed faster than that of light.' That made no sense so I looked around some more.

I found another blog by an experienced sub who explained sub space thusly...

Subspace is the emotional and psychological state brought on by an influx of adrenaline and endorphins of a submissive, or a bottom.

So according to this blog 'Subspace varies by person, but it can lease to tunnel vision, or a focusing effect so all extraenous sensory input is blocked out, only the Top, Bottom, and their interaction exists.'

The blog also stated 'there is some science to the phenomenon. The sympathetic nervous system responds to BDSM because of the typical inclusion of pain and pleasure. A release of the natural chemicals epinephrine, endorphins, and enkephalins contribute to drug inducing emotions. These chemicals are a part of the fight or flight response which stimulates a morphine-like result. As a submissive, the chemicals increase pain tolerance, creating a floating feeling when pain is introduced. For many, a subspace creates a drunk or high feeling — pain is gone, problems disappear, and your current state of mind is a dizzy of joyful feelings.'

After reading about this, and what subspace is like, I can't wait to be sent there.

until tomorrow my dear readers...EXCEPT THOSE ASSHOLES WHO SENT ME DICK PICS...

Happy Orgasms

Nicks slave

 

[Knightmare27]

loni,

Good girl! Exercise is good for you, and keeps the punishment away. I wonder what you will come up with next to fight that urge - or how long it will take you to go insane if I do not deem that video worthy. Good work for now, though. An entire day left to endure. A day during which I hope you keep up your research. And don't forget to bring yourself to the edge of orgasm before you do that begging video!

You are right. Portrayals of BDSM often do a terrible disservice to our lifestyle. They are played for laughs, or, especially the older ones, used to show that a character is twisted and evil. And I am NOT twisted and evil, though your nether regions might disagree at the moment. And then there are certain portrayals that take what is actually just domestic abuse and dress it up in leather. I think you know what I am referring to.

One film that I can recommend, with reservations, is a fairly recent one called Secretary. While it is not perfect, it at least accurately depicts two people in a master/slave relationship as actual people with their own likes and dislikes - yes, the slave, too.

I think I remember that episode of House. If I remember correctly, Chase turns out to know the dominatrix from his free-time activities. Pretty terrible portrayal of BDSM, I agree - what kind of idiot wants to get choked WHILE IN THE HOSPITAL? Does not sound very safe or sane to me. Still, it is one of the few times where liking some light bondage on the site is treated as a casual hobby, and not as the defining characteristic of someone. So I give them respect for that.

Foreign movies are somewhat better, but not much - I could not think of a good example, at least not something that would be considered "mainstream". It might be worthwile looking into French movies, since they are always much more open about alternate sexualities. Generally, though, I would avoid movies for research. Nothing is ever portrayed on screen exactly as it is done in real life. Not even regular sex.

Well, the Books That Shall Not Be Named did cause a lot of curiosity in BDSM. A little bit of acceptance, too. It also flooded our world with lots of curious newcomers with fixed ideas of how it should be done. Beating these fixed ideas out of them again is work for more patient doms than I am. I much prefer with curious girls like you, who come into this with a much more open mind and far less need to have stupid books spanked out of them.

Ah yes, subspace. That wonderful land that makes subs who they are. I would go so far as to say subspace is the central concept of submission. Just - it is impossible to describe, being a state of mind and all. And it is not exclusive to subs, either. Fear, pain and excitement cause all kinds of interesting drugs to be produced in anyone's body. Subs are just those who can most readily tap into them.

Subspace is, of course, named after the science fiction concept, but it has not much to do with it. Well, maybe a little bit... in subspace, many do experience weird time phenomena. Have you ever fallen down and seen the ground come closer extremely slowly? That is what your body's drugs will do to you when you are in danger - though it is only pretend danger with us, of course. Same principle, though.

That description was pretty good, but it is really trying to describe something that can only be experienced. It is remotely similar to the feeling many have during extreme sports and such. You are giving yourself a dose of your own, all-natural drugs, and then you are riding the high. Some get these drugs from dropping from a great height, others get them from getting whipped or called names. The latter is more fun, to me.

Quite the contrary, my little slave. You CAN wait to be sent there. First, you must complete your orgasm denial, and beg to my satisfaction. Waiting is one of the most important things a sub must learn. It is a school of patience and endurance as much as it is one of obedience. Then I may send you to subspace, and you will learn what you have been waiting for all that time. But first - you must obey your master.

Master Nick

Today was lesson number two in the little impromptu course in Shibari he had decided to take as a surprise for his new slave. The first lesson had not gone too well, admittedly, because even the basic techniques were deceptively hard to pull off. Eventually, though, he managed to put his dominatrix teacher in a simple arm bind to her satisfaction and took a step back to admire his work. Nice! The slave would be in for quite a surprise.

The rest of the lesson, they concentrated on tying rope harnesses, the thing she had failed to do for herself. He was planning on sending her home with one of those once they met in person - perhaps not on their first "date", but she would eventually have to spend a few days with rows of knots constantly exciting her. The lady's corrections reminded him that she was a dominatrix, and by the end of the lesson, he was halfway into subspace...

When she had gone, he continued working on completing his dungeon. Especially a piece she would probably like very much - it was a spanking bench, but the crouching, helpless position the stocks mounted on it forced you into made it great for humiliation, too. It would make her crouch doggy style, head and hands stuck in a board, feet tightly strapped to the bench. Entirely helpless and very, very submissive.