Close encounter of a personal Kind

[cgraven]

OOC: This is a close thread that Vespiris and I started on e-mail

I see the man shaking from the corer of my eye, I turn
to ask him if he's okay when he falls and the lights
go out. I think I scream when the tree crashes into
the bar. I cant find a way out but the wind and rain
find there way in, tearing through my thin shirt and
short skirt in moments.

In the purple glow and strobe flash of lightning I see
the man shuddering on the floor. I make my way over to
him.

"Pat! Pat, Are you okay?" Christ, he's shaking...I
don't know what to do, but I'm glad this corner is out
of the brunt of the storm. I kneel on the floor and
try to get him up but I can't lift him.

Another bolt of lightning hits close and the wind is
cold.



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I see Lexi making her way to me.

The clothing she wears is plastered to her body by the storm fury. It hides nothing. It only enhances her beauty.

My hands reach for her as she tries to lift me. My hands still shake.

They slip and Lexis' blouse is ripped open. I try and stammer an apology but my teeth are chattering. I am half out of it. Her breasts are prefect. Her bra soaked through by the rain hiding nothing. Her red hair killings to her face.

She is beautiful.

The shaking begins to subside as the medicine kicks in.

I look into her eyes. "Sorry"

 

[Vespiris]

I am taken aback, never has anyone ever removed my clothes violently. I see him regain control and I try to forgive him, try to forget what his hands felt like tearing my blouse.

I shake my head and pull the wet hair away from my face. A cold blast of wind reminded me of the storm.

"Can you get up, we should get you out of the wind...further back behind the bar perhaps?"

 

[cgraven]

"Yes I think I can make it. I'll need a little help those."

Pat leans on Lexi's shoulder as they make their way behind the bar. The closeness of her, her sent the warmth of her body. These all have an effect on him. There is a strong deep stiring in his loins that can not be denied.

They final make it behind the bar.

Lexi's lips are turning blue, her lower lips stirs with the first trembling, as the cold begins to reach her.

Pat has been on the road for a long time and he recognizes the signs. He Opens his coat and enfolds Lexi into it drawing her close to him. Sharing what little warmth he has to offer.

'Take it easy Lexi. I'm just trying to keep you warm." ..... "Is there a basement to this place, blankets, anything? I got to get us out of the wind or we'll be dead by morning"

A shiver still occasional passed through his body. Pat was no longer sure if it was the Malaria or Lexi's closeness that was the cause.

 

[Vespiris]

Huddling behind the bar I'm finding that the remains of my blouse and my tiny skirt are useless against the cold. My teeth are chattering and I'm shivering all over when Pat hauls me close to him.

I stifle a scream and try to pull away.

'Take it easy Lexi. I'm just trying to keep you warm."

His hands are curled around my back and I can't pull back. I feel his thumb caress my spine, lightly, and for some reason that's what sets me off. I am locked in a bar with a probably insane man who is bigger and stringer than me. Fear floods my mind and heart, but I try to relax. I don't want him angry. I almost miss what he says next.

"Is there a basement to this place, blankets, anything? I got to get us out of the wind or we'll be dead by morning"

I try to think, but I can hear his breathing, his heartbeat and smell his scent and they overwhelm me.

"There's the back room, My coat is back there, and some blankets, a cot for the really bad drunks. Should we go back there?" Not only is my jacket back there, but I have a change of clothes. Please let me go to the back. Please.

He agrees and we stand up again, with him leaning on me, arm draped over my shoulder. I feel my bones creak when he settles his weight on me, but we make it to the back okay. I eye my locker and debate if I should tell him about my other clothes. I show him to cot and shiver when he pulls away, leaving my skin to the air again. I get my jacket and wrap myself in warm dry cloth that smells of me. Not knowing what to do, I pull my stepstool close and perch on it, watching Pat with wide blue eyes.

"So what now?" I don't know if I want the answer.

 

[cgraven]

Pat

Lexi guides us to the back room it are dark but at least we?re out of the wind. I pull away. Fishing through the pockets of my jacket I find the stub of a candle that I keep for emergencies. My fingers fumble with the waterproof matches as I light it. The faint light grows, but no heat. Lexi shows me the cot. My eyes scan the room. I spot an old dust cover Coleman lantern in the corner. I shake it. Someone or something is watching out for us as I hear the fuel slouch in the tank. Its' light grows as I set on top of the old wooden locker.

Lexi get her jacket and wrap herself in the dry warm cloth, it smells of her. Even in the dampness I can smell her sweet fragrance. It fills me consumes me. It lights a yearning in me to have her, take her, and be one with her.

" Lexi that jackets a good idea but you?re soaked to the skin. We got to get out of these wet clothes."

Pat picks up one of the two blankets. The rats have gotten to it, shredded it for their nest, it's less than useless. He lets it drop scooping up the other he shakes it out. It is dirty, dusty, but in tack. Pats tosses it on the cot then strips off his wet clothing. He knows that this is no time for false modesty. His muscles ripple in the lanterns light. His body well worn by the years, solid from hard physical work, scared from war.

Lexi is setting on a stool huddled in her jacket, it's wet from her soaked clothing beneath, her lips a deeper blue now, her teeth chattering.

"Lexi we got to get you out of those clothes".

There no response. Pat slips the now wet jacket from her shoulders. Her blouse and skirt quickly follow it. Lexi sits shivering in her bra and panties. Pat enfolds her in their one Blanket as he picks her up. God she is light as a feather bout their is a strength and suppleness to her body.

He lays her on the old cot. They are as close as any lovers now wrapped in that old Army blanket. Pat feels the nearness of her, her sent, the warmth of her body. Lexis' hard nipples are pressed into his chest.

Pat can resist her young body no more he bends to her and brushes her lips with a kiss.

 

[Vespiris]

I'm so cold...I just want to feel safe and warm again. Gradualy my jacket soaks up water from my hair and wet clothes. He starts undressing, peeling away wet layers of clothes until his skin is all that is left.

I find myself both drawn to and repelled by this man. The hard muscle and scars show off a toughness I didn't know until now that I hungered for. But the idea of being locked alone with this man is frightening. My skin is tingling and numb from the chill and I wander into the recesses of my own mind for a while, barely noticing when he strips away my clothes.

He warps me in a blanket and holds me close, the mutusal heat slowly soaks into my skin and back into my bones. Its been a long time since I was this close, this out of it with a man.Being a bartender I try not to get too drunk around other people, and definetly not on the job. My nipples harden and scrape along his chest, sending differnent shivers through my body.

Think, Lex, this is not good. But what can I do? How do I regain professional space when I'm curled around a naked man?

A flash of fire on my lips wakens me from my thoughts. He kissed me! I gasp and feel his tongue probe softly into my mouth. He still tastes of beer, and the sence of normalcy from what feels so long ago causes me to relax. I want to hold that past. I respond tenderly for a moment until the scrape of the blanket on my bare skin brings me back to my current reality.

I use all my strength to try to pull away. "Please, please don't..."

 

[cgraven]

Lexi use all her strength to try to pull away from me.

"Please, please don't..." I hear her words but Lexis' tone dose not convince me that she really means it or is it only my longing for this petite redhead that makes believe this.

I feel Lexis' rock hard nipples as they scrape against my hairy chest. She had responded to my kiss. There was doubt of that. Her tongue was warm and sweet unlike my beer soaked breath. God what should I do, I pray.

I want her. I need her so badly. The years of loneliness come crashing about me. I had been close to no one sense the war. I had lost to many that I cared for. How long would I run from human contact? When would I take the chance?

I was thinking too much. The storm was ragging in its' primeval fury. Its' savage energy pressed in on me. I could resist it no longer. I could no longer resist the need to Have Lexi.

I bent my lips to her again, not as gently as before but with the full fury of the ragging storm. My tongue slipped the barrier of Lexis' lips and tongue. It entwined with hers' to dance in passion in her mouth.

My hands strayed to her firm young breast under our blanket. Kneading and teasing her nipples through the barrier of her bra. No longer was I thinking' reasoning, or considering the consequences of my actions. I was one with the storm.

I found the claps in the font of her bra. My fingers opened it in less than an instant. I broke the passion of our kiss. I paused, only moments to watch the lantern light play across Lexis' naked breasts. Quickly I lowered my mouth to a rock-hard nipple. I drew it in to my mouth flicking my tongue across it, sucking on it, nipping at its' perfection with my teeth.

My hand found her velvet thigh it moved higher.

 

[cgraven]

OOC: Sorry I'll be away until Friday. Must make money to support some of my vices

cgraven

 

[Vespiris]

The storm crashes and shakes the building. I can't pull away as he kisses me again, and deeper. His strong hands pin me to the cot and grind down my skin. I know I can't get away and his touch burns like fire.

My body responds to what my mind fears. He tears away my bra and roughly devours my breast. I gasp as his rough fingers slide up my inner thigh and wrap around my hip. His teeth nibble my nipple hard enough to startle. I fell the pressure from his erection on my leg, burning hot, solid and thick. I try to wriggle up and away from him, but he has hooked his thumbs around the band to my panties and pulled them down my thighs.

I hear him growl as he bites my tender nipple and forces a finger into me. I'm wet, but tight and my body reacts, arching upward and taking my breath away.

 

[cgraven]

Pat

I feel Lexi respond to my touch. She's wet, but tight, her body reacts, arching upward. Her warmth, her closeness takes my breath away. Still I can sense the fear within in her. Lexi is like a moth drawn to the flame. Seeking it, yet afraid of it, somehow knowing it will lead to her destruction.

Lexi! Her nearness drives my passions on with a fury to match the storm. I trail kisses down the perfection of her body. Across her flat belly and the downy red fur that invites and yet guards the entrance of that which is most private to her inner being. I inhale her fragrance and bury my face in that soft downy field. My tongue slips pass the outer guard of those delicate lips to find her tender clit.

I taste the wetness of her rising passion. My tongue flicks across her clit. Slowly I draw it in to my mouth to suck and roll it on my tongue.

 

[Vespiris]

He seemed to grow tender when I stilled, kissing my stomach and working his way between my thighs. I shuddered when his mouth claimed my clit.

Now, even if I could, would I want him to stop?

I didn't know. I didn't want to think about it. I didn't want to enjoy it.

His tongue teased my inner folds before returning to caress my clit. A moan escaped my lips and I hated myself for it. I struggled to get away but one strong hand was all it took to pin me again as the other pulled my panties off completely. Ashamedly, I could put up no resistance to him spreading my legs open wider and continuing to assault my clit.

 

[cgraven]

A moan escaped Lexis' lips and I renew my assault on her now nipping at her hood clit with my teeth. She struggles to get away but one strong hand was all it took to pin her again as the other pulled her panties off completely. Lexis' resistance ceases, she spreades her legs open wider and I continuing to assault her clit. The juices of her passion now freely flowing bath my face. I lick her, bite her, probe deeper into Lexi with my tongue, her wetness and my tongue make an obscene slurping sound that drive me onwards.

I raise my head. Lexis' downy soft golden red bush is matted with our combined lust. My need for her grows pushing me forward over the edge of reason into a dark world of passion and lust. Lexi lies still all resistance seems to have gone from her. I rip away the blanket jealous of even it touching her. The lantern light plays across her shimmering sweat glazed body. Her breath is coming in short fear inspired gaps. Lexis' firm breasts heavy with her effort to breathe. Before she can react I bind her delicate wrists together with the remains of her blouse and secure them to the head of the cot.

The fear and questioning grow in her doe like eyes. The velvet softness of her thighs caress my legs as I position myself to take what she offers me in one breath but refuses in the next. My cock is more than ready to take her, my mind gone with reason only lust and passion now. I slowly push my hips forward easily forging into her. Lexis' eyes beg no don't but her warm body welcomes me. Lowering my head my mouth and teeth renew their assault on one of her now supersensitive nipples.

 

[Vespiris]

He strips the blanket from my body and I feel a chill over my sweat soaked skin. I am swalloed under his weight again as he ties me to the cot. I should be struggling. I know this. But I can't seem to move. I can't seem to care.

I see crazed lust in his eyes and wonder if there is any way he could just...just not... but there isn't. The wetness seeping from between my legs assures me of this even more than his hands slowly positioning me for him.

His cock slips into me, my soaked pussy stretching to accomedate him. So full, so open, so stretched, it borders on holy pain adn I want to get away but I can only shiver. My body isn't my own, but his.

He none too gently kneads my breasts and bites my nipple. His second stroke is harder and deeper than the first, plunging intro me, underlinging the mix of perfect pain. I feel as though he is breaking my small body with his cock, claiming it and tearing it with his teeth. I can't take it.

Again I try to pull away, but there is nowhere that is away. I shudder and squirm around him and my only reward is to feel him grow ever harder, throbbing deep within my tortured pussy. I feel a tear run down my face.

"You're hurting..." my words stop with a scream as he thrusts into me harder, stealing my voice.

 

[cgraven]

Lexi tried to pull away. She shudder and squirm around me and her only reward is to feel me grow ever harder, throbbing deep within her tortured pussy. I see a tear run down Lexis' cheek. "You're hurting..." her words stop with a scream as I thrust into Lexi harder, her voice dying in a sob.

From deep within in me a voice comes creeping. A voice I had banished years a go. It whispers mercy. Mercy the last time I showed mercy it had cost my friends their lives in the blinding flash of a grandee. The tears running down Lexis's cheek gave strength to that voice. "What has she done to you? ..... "Taken you in from the cold?" ... "Aided you when no one else would?? A rage grew in me to still that voice.

Harshly I withdrew from Lexi. My callused hands encircled her delicate waist. Quickly I flipped Lexi over and raised her ass in the air. The faint light illuminated her firmly rounded, smooth ass. Lexis's luscious breasts where crushed into the mattress, her tears hidden from me, a moan of pain escaped Lexis' parched lips. The rag that consumed me pushed me on. I dipped two fingers in to her sweet smelling pussy. I lubricated the head of my cock with Lexis' own juices brought forth by her passion. Quickly I spread the cheeks of her ass. Lexis' anus looked impossibly small. I did not stop to think but trust vigorously ahead. Lexi arched her body and every muscled clinched as I hopped through her anus. I forged ahead in long deep penetrating strokes to silence that voice. My body stiffened as my lust for this petite redhead erupted deep within her.

I collapsed on Lexi. Hot bitter tears ran down my cheeks, bathing her back. My arms encircled her firmly but gently. I shock with sobs for what I had done, for the need to have Lexi, and the need to give back to her some measure of pleasure. No words would come to my lips.

 

[Vespiris]

For one brief second I have hope as he withdraws from me. He searches my face with a look of confusion, which is swiftly replaced with anger.

Then his rough hands grab me, flip me over and horror begins anew. Fingers slide into my ravaged sex pulling out with no care for the pain they cause. Adn then I feel the cheeks of my ass spread harshly. Something wet touches my anus and I find myself impaled on him once again.

This time I will be torn apart. I cannot take this, not so quickly. I scream and scream but what little sound comes out is swallowed by the cot. His hands hold me solid and still for his invading, firey painful cock.

What seems like years of pain later I feel him throb within me and his cum fills me. He slips from me, spent and I collapse when his hands stop holding me up. I feel him fall on top of me and we shudder together.

My back is wet. Is he crying? I slip from his hands and curl around my knees in a corner of the cot. He is crying. His tears shine in the flickering laight. I feel his cum seep from my ass where I sit and I can move no further, just hug my knees and shiver.

I can hear the rain again. He looks at me for a long time.

 

[cgraven]

I can hear the rain again. I gaze at Lexi for a long time. She is curl around her knees in a corner of the cot, like a babe in the womb, withdrawing, escaping the horrors of reality. A road I know so well, have traveled for so long. What have I done to this petite woman, now so much like a frighten child lost in the woods, exposed to the ragging storm of my lust. My tears continue to flow. There are no words that will bring Lexi comfort, I know.

Slowly I get up. I take a small bottle form the inside pocket of my jacket. Placing it by the lantern I let it warm. Still Lexi lies there unmoving expect for the now silent sobs that shake her body.

The oil is warm now. Opening the bottle the faint hint of jasmine fills the room.
I let the amber liquid pool in my cupped hand. First rubbing my hands together, then laying them on Lexi's shoulders, I rube the sweet scented oil into her tightly drawn skin. I feel Lexi tense in horror. My tears mix with the oil as I try to sooth the hurt from her body.

 

[Vespiris]

His warm hands slide across my skin but all I can do is wonder what he's going to do to me now. I shiver and he tries to massage the tension out of my shoulders.

Eventually my muscles do relax and I find myself weeping, forehead pressed to my knees, my hair covering me like a soft blanket.

His hands slip lower, gently working on my spine, my lower back. I shudder as a finger grazes the top of my ass and he moves higher again. I don't know what he wants from me, I only know that I cannot stop him from taking it.

 

[cgraven]

Lexi is weeping, forehead pressed to her knees, hair covering her face like a soft blanket. Eventually her muscles do relax and I find myself unable to stop my tears. Tenderly I brush the hair from Lexi's cheek. Our tears mingle on its' curved surface. My lips brush its' surface kissing away those tears.

A need grows in me stronger more urgent, more consuming, than the ragging lust I had to take and dominate Lexi. More power full than the storm, the storms that even know begins to abate. Can she see the burning, deep sorrow, which fills my soul, reflected in my golden hazel eyes, glistening with the tears of sorrow and regret.

I pour the warm oil onto her shoulder. It runs down in rivulets to the cleavage of her breasts. My hands follow. No longer demanding, taking, or commanding. Now they only try to sooth, heal; absorb Lexi's pain and hurt, to impart peace, contentment. My lips form the silent words of regret and sorrow for her pain, unable to take voice as the deepening sorrow fills me. The tears roll down my stubbed cheeks.

I need Lexi more than life its' self, but I will not take her again against
Her will

l

 

[Vespiris]

He's crying with me now. Gently kissed my cheek, but has done no more to harm me. I close my eyes and start to float away on the soft surface of his warm, sweet scented hands soothing my body.

I can only yield as he lays me down again, my sore ass and pussy twinging from the motion momentarily. He caresses me fully, massaging my breasts, my bruised hips, my taut tense thighs, my calves, my feet and up again. My skin is slowly covered in a soft sheen of scented oil.

I relax. I don't know if it is from trust or lack of ability to care but I relax under his hands.

When a gentle finger strokes my cheek I open my eyes again and meet his. Sorrow burns in his face, anger flashes in me for a moment but melts again under the pain I see in him. I notice that he is still very aroused but doing nothing about it.

"Why?" The questioning note in my voice refers to his current restraint, but seems to echo, taking in all of his actions. Why tonight? Why here? Why anyone? Why me? Why stop? Why start? The questions swirl in my mind and in the deep wet blue of my eyes.

 

[cgraven]

"Why?" The questioning note in Lexi's voice " Why tonight?...Why here?... Why anyone? ...Why me?... Why stop? ...Why start? The questions swirl in her mind, tumble from her lips and are reflected in the deep wet blue of her eyes.

"I don't know" ..... "I cant explain" ..... " I'M so sorr...." His voice breaks no longer able to speak.

Gazing at Lexi he know how she must hate him. He must leave, continue his lonely searching. A life of solute. His hands glide lifelessly from Lexi's body. He shifts his weight preparing to leave. "

 

[Vespiris]

His touch falls from my skin and the pain in his eyes make me feel as though I was the attacker and he the victim.

"Don't be silly, its harsh out there. Stay until it calms down..." I sit up on crossed legs and watch the man shrink from me.

 

[cgraven]

I am stunned as Lexi whispers, "Don't be silly, it's harsh out there. Stay until it calms down..." She sits up on crossed legs.

I shrink from her.

I reach out a hand and brush the side of Lexi?s tear stained cheek. " Need you so, want you so, I ..." my voice trails off unable to ask Lexi for that which only she can give and I need so desperately.

 

[Vespiris]

His hand is so gentle now on my cheek. His voice is so broken, childlike, weak...Is this the same man who only moments ago was...my mind shies from the image of what he did.

But he's not doing it now. Far from it. He seems so naked, so vulnerable.

He says he needs me. The thought rolls in my mind like smoke, heavy and choking. I'm as always a soft touch. I am a bartender because I like to make people happy, give them what they need as well as what they want.

I shiver agian and reach for his hand. Slowly.

 

[cgraven]

Lexi shiver again and reach for my hand. Slowly.

Slowly I extend my hand so as not to frighten her. Her eyes are like those of a frighten bird trapped against a window. Trying to escape but with no way out.

Slowly our fingers entwine. First one hand and then the other. We kneel on the cot facing each other, truly naked and vulnerable. I with the sorrow of my past. Lexi with the sorrow of her rape at my hands.

Ever so slowly I press my lips to hers with a gentleness that surpasses the rage and lust of before. Lexi's lips tremble at my touch.

I pause. I wait.

 

[Vespiris]

I want to help, but I don't know how much I can give. Not to him.

Black fear threatens to swallow me again, cold in the depths of my mind.

I look at the scars on his hands. His strong rough hands over my small smooth ones. I take a deep breath and let it out slowly.

"Talk to me." I look into his eyes again "Please. It's not making any sense and I need it to. Tell me who you are."

I'm pleading with him just as much as his eyes beg of me.