OLDERNWISER
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I adore my demons. Seriously, I know I am flawed and like to do things that are not healthy, however I am getting to the age where smoking is leading to disaster.
Having tried hypnosis, patches, gum, etc, etc, I thought I was a hopeless case. Add that to my drill sargent doctor who told me I would quit when I decided I wanted to quit (I wanted to quit at least two years ago) well, like I said, I thought I was a hopeless case.
Today is one week - who knows? I may not make it for the twelve weeks of therapy (therapy week is week number two)
in any case, I have high hopes. The drug blocks the nicotine receptors, so even if I could get my hands on some tobacco, it would not give me any relief. And I hope this is a lesson I will remember, and never smoke again..
Anyone here who smokes and is trying to stop, good luck to you, I feel your pain.
xoxo
OnW
yes - I am having wild dreams. I am not sure just how to separate this from wild hallucinations, seeing as I live alone.
Chantix has made me feel, at times, that I am not sure what is real
thanks for asking, and do you want to get wild?![]()
I adore my demons. Seriously, I know I am flawed and like to do things that are not healthy, however I am getting to the age where smoking is leading to disaster.
Having tried hypnosis, patches, gum, etc, etc, I thought I was a hopeless case. Add that to my drill sargent doctor who told me I would quit when I decided I wanted to quit (I wanted to quit at least two years ago) well, like I said, I thought I was a hopeless case.
Today is one week - who knows? I may not make it for the twelve weeks of therapy (therapy week is week number two)
in any case, I have high hopes. The drug blocks the nicotine receptors, so even if I could get my hands on some tobacco, it would not give me any relief. And I hope this is a lesson I will remember, and never smoke again..
Anyone here who smokes and is trying to stop, good luck to you, I feel your pain.
xoxo
OnW
I've never tried it, but my mom (who is a nurse) says everyone she's known who has used it (which is a lot of people), wound up starting smoking again within a year. She looked up the drug info and sounded a little skeptical. You never know though. It might work for you.
It worked great for me, but I don't think that it was only the Chantix. After all, I was VERY ready to quit, and was on my third time quitting in as many years. I think you have to be truly sick of it all (the rituals, the cigarettes, the smell, everything) for a cure like that to work. I tried Wellbutrin twice before Chantix and had no luck. when the pills were gone the smokes were back.
I still miss the way they made me feel though. That sense of satisfaction after the first hit was what kept me hooked all those years. If you don't smoke, that might not make sense (satisfaction? from smoking?), but it's the only way I can describe it.
~Paul
And then it was a week later - still no restart - and now it's about 8 weeks - and still no re-start.
Psychosis, I hope not but yes, there is a sense of unreality for me at times. At night I have been wakeful and then in the morning sometimes a little confused as to whether a particularly vivid dream was real.
I missed a dose two days ago and the next day bought a pack. Damn, damn, damn! I was doing great, it’s absolutely true, the earlier posts here about finding that mindset that says “I am not a smoker.” It does work as long as you can keep your head in that place. For now the crisis is over but I worry how I am going to handle it when I stop taking it (the pills, I mean.)
Starting week three…wish me luck.
There are now commercials on TV for Lawyers here in Texas that have a class action suit against the makers of Chantix for the severe side effect it causes in some people. There evidently have been several suicides involved with the drug and they allege that Pfizer has been hide this fact.
Fuck everybody
and the horse they rode in on.
Quitting sucks.