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smileinsecret
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A number of years ago when I'd never even come out of the CD closet online, I was friends with this guy.
We were proper good mates, helped each other fixing cars, went clubbing, sat off chilling together. At the time he had a girlfriend.
One night at a club me, my mate and his girlfriend took some ecstacy.
We had a top night, chatted into the wee small hours about life, the universe and everything.
Him and his girl went upstairs for a fuck, hearing them goint at it sent me into their downstairs bathroom for a quick one off the wrist.
30 mins later I was sat on their couch having a drink, when my mate walked down and we sat off talking and smoking cigarettes at the pace that is mandatory on E.
The conversation moed onto sex and kink and under the influence I let on about wearing my mums lingerie to beat off in.
He too confessed to the same. Telling me that he used to take his sisters stuff and spend all day in her clothes when she was out with his mum.
Acceptance of my curse- For the first time ever. I wasnt alone!
He then mentioned fantasizing about sucking dick when dressed up.
Having the same fantasies of sucking dick, I came clean. We agreed to touch eachother to see how we felt.
We put some porno on the TV and took off our pants and held eachother's dicks. I began to stroke him, it was very weird holding another mans hard dick in my grip. I looked down and saw him holding mine and I went totally limp.
Nothing.
I enjoyed the fantasy more than the reallity.
Realising that there were some things best left untried.
It totally destroyed our friendship.
I was just wondering if any other CDs have been here (under the influence or not) with bi-experimentation.
How did it go?
Anyone ever had a fantasy that you tried to make reality and it went horribly?
We were proper good mates, helped each other fixing cars, went clubbing, sat off chilling together. At the time he had a girlfriend.
One night at a club me, my mate and his girlfriend took some ecstacy.
We had a top night, chatted into the wee small hours about life, the universe and everything.
Him and his girl went upstairs for a fuck, hearing them goint at it sent me into their downstairs bathroom for a quick one off the wrist.
30 mins later I was sat on their couch having a drink, when my mate walked down and we sat off talking and smoking cigarettes at the pace that is mandatory on E.
The conversation moed onto sex and kink and under the influence I let on about wearing my mums lingerie to beat off in.
He too confessed to the same. Telling me that he used to take his sisters stuff and spend all day in her clothes when she was out with his mum.
Acceptance of my curse- For the first time ever. I wasnt alone!
He then mentioned fantasizing about sucking dick when dressed up.
Having the same fantasies of sucking dick, I came clean. We agreed to touch eachother to see how we felt.
We put some porno on the TV and took off our pants and held eachother's dicks. I began to stroke him, it was very weird holding another mans hard dick in my grip. I looked down and saw him holding mine and I went totally limp.
Nothing.
I enjoyed the fantasy more than the reallity.
Realising that there were some things best left untried.
It totally destroyed our friendship.
I was just wondering if any other CDs have been here (under the influence or not) with bi-experimentation.
How did it go?
Anyone ever had a fantasy that you tried to make reality and it went horribly?
