This is a rather strange idea that popped into my head. I should first mention that while I'll explain the idea in chronological order, I'm not sure what order would be the best way to tell the story. I will mention that this is not really an erotic story: Jerkers should go elsewhere. The story is about a rape victim, but it is not about the rape. It is not the traditional literotica rape story: No mention of revenge on the rapist is made, the victim doesn't enjoy it, etc. I think I have a powerful idea here, mainly because I felt myself almost cry coming up with this idea. It is very depressing.
She is standing on a bridge, about to commit suicide. A guy walks up to her. He doesn't introduce himself and they don't know each other. However, he does, much to her shock, ask her if she'll go out with him on a date.
When she asks him what in the world he is thinking, he explains himself. His explanation will be entirely honest and will consist of some mix of the following reasoning:
1. He's really shy. Being rejected by her somehow doesn't bother him because she's about to die anyways. Yes, this is weird. But he still says it.
2. If she says yes, then her beautiful face will be in the world that much longer.
3. He thinks the world will be a better place with her in it.
She ends up going out with him. He doesn't ask why she was suicidal, but she eventaully tells him. He had already somewhat guessed on his own, though.
Eventually, she told him she wanted to hit him. It was a rather unhealthy response to the rape. She wanted to feel empowered, not against him but against the rapist. He accepted it. She did eventually have sex with him, but she always hit him before sex (and quite frequently hit him regardless). He loved her and accepted this. He took it silently; it wasn't about him, he was merely a tool. It was somewhat eerie in that even on the first time, he was completely silent, though she was screaming at him the entire time and hitting him as hard as possible, even using a paddle.
He was careful to hide the bruises. He did not consider it an abusive relationship. There was an understanding that she was abusing her rapist, not him. She never apologized and cuddled afterwards and she never made sexual contact afterwards. Not once did he show any signs of expectations to the contrary.
He had, in past relationships, been into masochism. Nonetheless, he felt no joy in the beatings...it was not about love or sex at all. He never told her about this past because he knew the very possibility that he might enjoy what she did would destroy her.
Besides him and her, only her mother knew about the beatings. When asked what she got out of them, he could not give a good answer, except to say that whatever she got, it was something she needed and could not find somewhere else.
The beatings continued into their marriage, but after about 9 years of marriage, she told him that she did not need them anymore.
She is standing on a bridge, about to commit suicide. A guy walks up to her. He doesn't introduce himself and they don't know each other. However, he does, much to her shock, ask her if she'll go out with him on a date.
When she asks him what in the world he is thinking, he explains himself. His explanation will be entirely honest and will consist of some mix of the following reasoning:
1. He's really shy. Being rejected by her somehow doesn't bother him because she's about to die anyways. Yes, this is weird. But he still says it.
2. If she says yes, then her beautiful face will be in the world that much longer.
3. He thinks the world will be a better place with her in it.
She ends up going out with him. He doesn't ask why she was suicidal, but she eventaully tells him. He had already somewhat guessed on his own, though.
Eventually, she told him she wanted to hit him. It was a rather unhealthy response to the rape. She wanted to feel empowered, not against him but against the rapist. He accepted it. She did eventually have sex with him, but she always hit him before sex (and quite frequently hit him regardless). He loved her and accepted this. He took it silently; it wasn't about him, he was merely a tool. It was somewhat eerie in that even on the first time, he was completely silent, though she was screaming at him the entire time and hitting him as hard as possible, even using a paddle.
He was careful to hide the bruises. He did not consider it an abusive relationship. There was an understanding that she was abusing her rapist, not him. She never apologized and cuddled afterwards and she never made sexual contact afterwards. Not once did he show any signs of expectations to the contrary.
He had, in past relationships, been into masochism. Nonetheless, he felt no joy in the beatings...it was not about love or sex at all. He never told her about this past because he knew the very possibility that he might enjoy what she did would destroy her.
Besides him and her, only her mother knew about the beatings. When asked what she got out of them, he could not give a good answer, except to say that whatever she got, it was something she needed and could not find somewhere else.
The beatings continued into their marriage, but after about 9 years of marriage, she told him that she did not need them anymore.
