Can I ask my Mom if I can do this?

[PineappleKevin]

Hi I'm a 23 year old guy.

First of all I just want to make it clear that I'm not sexually attracted to my Mom. I don't think of her like that. However I am turned on by the abstract idea of a mother/son relationship (even if its roleplaying).

I'm also turned on by the emotion of embarrassment and humiliation, when its related to masturbation. Which is why I've been considering asking my Mom if I can watch porn and masturbate while she was in the same room.

This has happened a couple of times before but it was all incidental. We were on vacation once and were sleeping on the same bed. After she fell asleep, I started fapping to some porn on the laptop. She then turns to me and wakes up and see's what I'm doing. I then say '' Can you PLEASE turn the other way!? ''. She then turned around and said '' Ughh alright ''. She heard some of the sound effects from the porn video, and started laughing. I was getting really turned on by the whole situation. The fact that she knew I was masturbating, and the fact that there was a lot of shame and humiliation involved in it. I then came and moaned a little and my Mom heard that too.

I've often kept my room door wide open while I was watching porn and jacking off to it. My Mom has seen me every time she walks by, but she doesn't make a big deal out of it. She once even barged into the room while I was doing it because she needed to get something out of the closet. As she walked by, she just glanced at me and started laughing like '' Haha you're masturbating and you're so embarrassed right now! '' and then she went out.

So its happened a couple of times before, but its not been voluntary. So do you think I can maybe ask her if she can be in the same room? Do you think she'd understand my fetish? I'll make it clear to her that I'm not sexually attracted to her.

And plus this will not progress into anything else. Don't worry I'm not interested in getting sexual with my Mom. She's not attracted to me like that either.

 

[Adrraiya]

you said: "I once even masturbated while we were in the same room. We were on vacation and were sleeping on the same bed. Late at night I started watching porn the laptop and was masturbating. She noticed what I was doing and I told her '' Can you please turn the other way? I'm kinda busy here. ''. She just turned the other way and said '' Ughh alright do what you have to do. '' She wasn't uncomfortable or anything, she just left me to it."

My input as a mom of a 30 year old guy who would never attempt to masturbate in front of me out of respect for me as his mom..... Your mom tried to tell you she isn't comfortable with it. Sure, she is open with you as that is more normal these days.... but that does not mean she wants this from you. It does not mean she is OK with you going at in with her in the room or the bed. More likely she remembers being your age & recalls what it is like to need to get relief so she extends a measure of motherly tolerance.

I think this is what other people are trying to tell you. You are being disrespectful to your mom each & every time you do this. Why be so inconsiderate of your mom... who is clearly also providing a roof over your head despite your being over the age of 18.

If you want an audience, find a friend.