PineappleKevin
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Ok before you judge me, hear me out. I'm a 23 year old guy, and I have social anxiety issues so its difficult for a guy like me to get a girlfriend.
I'm not sexually attracted to my Mom. I've never fantasized about her that way. However I am turned on by the abstract idea of a mother/son relationship. So its not really my Mom who I'm attracted to, I'm just attracted to the idea.
My mom is single and been divorced for 14 years.
Off late I’ve been considering asking my Mom this: If I can watch porn and fap to it while she was in the same room. There’d be no physical contact between us, she just has to be in the same room.
I just like the idea of someone being in the same room when I’m doing it. It's the aspect of shame and humiliation that turns me on. She doesn’t even have to look at me. I won’t look at her either. I agree that if I was fapping while I was looking at her, that would be very wrong. But that’s not what I want to do.
I’m worried about how she’d react to my question. Would she completely freak out and cut me off as a son or would she just ignore it? How likely do you think is it that she’ll agree to this?
We actually have done this once before. Not intentionally. We both were on vacation and were sleeping on the same bed. After she went to sleep, I turned on the laptop beside me and started watching some porn. A couple of minutes later, she turns towards me and then wakes up. I then squirm and cover myself up and immediately say '' Can you PLEASE turn the other way!? ''. She notices what I was doing and then says '' Ughhh, alright ''. I put on my headphones and cranked the volume up. She wasn't sleeping, she had turned the other way and was reading a book. Somewhere along the way she heard a loud moan from the headphones and then said '' Ohh just get it over with will ya! '' and then laughed. I had done this a second time on that vacation, and I asked her if she could leave the room for 15 minutes. She left, but she just walked back in 5 minutes later because she had forgotten her phone USB cable. As she was picking up, she just glanced at me and laughed like '' Haha you’re masturbating and you’re so embarrassed right now! ''
I would sometimes leave my room door completely open, get naked and watch porn. The first time I did this, my Mom happened to cross my room and it took her a while to realise what I was doing. The second she realised, she turned around and walked the other way. The next few times it happened, she didn’t make that big of a deal, she’d just walk past my door as if it was no big deal.
Once when she walked by, she even briefly looked at the computer screen to see what was going on in the movie. I was watching one of those artsy romantic type porn films. It was of a woman slowly and sensually riding a man's cock. It was really beautiful, and I dunno I think my Mom was also appreciating the beauty of the film lol. She didn't even care that I was sitting right there, completely naked while jerking my cock. She just looked past my cock, and at the screen.
Also here's another incident. There’s a mirror and a makeup cabinet right outside my room next to the doorway. If you look at the mirror, you can see my entire room clearly. I was once watching porn in my room, and a couple of minutes later, she came to the cabinet and started putting on makeup. My door was fully open, so she knew I was in there, and she knew what I was doing. She didn't care though. She just continued applying makeup while looking at the mirror. I was in plain sight, I was completely naked with my erect dick in my hand. But I think she wasn't really paying attention to me. I turned up the volume of the porn (it was nothing too loud, it was a blowjob scene), but there was light moaning and dirty talk. It was turned up loud, She could hear it too. I was masturbating and I ejaculated. I moaned a little while I ejaculate and my Mom heard it too. She didn't pay it any attention.
So as you can see my Mom and I have a pretty weird, open relationship. Nothing is off the table. She's even asked me a couple of times '' How big is your dick when its erect? '' Not in a sexual way. In a curious way because she just wants to know if I'm one of those studs with a big dick or a regular dick.
Anyways do you think I can ask my Mom for this favour? It’s weird I know. But its not really incest. It’s more like a weird favour. I have sometimes asked my Mom if I can borrow some money to buy lube and she’s said '' oh do you need it to jerk off? '' in a humorous tone. I then get embarrassed and say yeah.
Even if she’s ok with this, I will only leave it at this. It won’t progress into anything else, I can promise myself that. I don't even want to go any further than this. Do you think this is ok?
I'm not sexually attracted to my Mom. I've never fantasized about her that way. However I am turned on by the abstract idea of a mother/son relationship. So its not really my Mom who I'm attracted to, I'm just attracted to the idea.
My mom is single and been divorced for 14 years.
Off late I’ve been considering asking my Mom this: If I can watch porn and fap to it while she was in the same room. There’d be no physical contact between us, she just has to be in the same room.
I just like the idea of someone being in the same room when I’m doing it. It's the aspect of shame and humiliation that turns me on. She doesn’t even have to look at me. I won’t look at her either. I agree that if I was fapping while I was looking at her, that would be very wrong. But that’s not what I want to do.
I’m worried about how she’d react to my question. Would she completely freak out and cut me off as a son or would she just ignore it? How likely do you think is it that she’ll agree to this?
We actually have done this once before. Not intentionally. We both were on vacation and were sleeping on the same bed. After she went to sleep, I turned on the laptop beside me and started watching some porn. A couple of minutes later, she turns towards me and then wakes up. I then squirm and cover myself up and immediately say '' Can you PLEASE turn the other way!? ''. She notices what I was doing and then says '' Ughhh, alright ''. I put on my headphones and cranked the volume up. She wasn't sleeping, she had turned the other way and was reading a book. Somewhere along the way she heard a loud moan from the headphones and then said '' Ohh just get it over with will ya! '' and then laughed. I had done this a second time on that vacation, and I asked her if she could leave the room for 15 minutes. She left, but she just walked back in 5 minutes later because she had forgotten her phone USB cable. As she was picking up, she just glanced at me and laughed like '' Haha you’re masturbating and you’re so embarrassed right now! ''
I would sometimes leave my room door completely open, get naked and watch porn. The first time I did this, my Mom happened to cross my room and it took her a while to realise what I was doing. The second she realised, she turned around and walked the other way. The next few times it happened, she didn’t make that big of a deal, she’d just walk past my door as if it was no big deal.
Once when she walked by, she even briefly looked at the computer screen to see what was going on in the movie. I was watching one of those artsy romantic type porn films. It was of a woman slowly and sensually riding a man's cock. It was really beautiful, and I dunno I think my Mom was also appreciating the beauty of the film lol. She didn't even care that I was sitting right there, completely naked while jerking my cock. She just looked past my cock, and at the screen.
Also here's another incident. There’s a mirror and a makeup cabinet right outside my room next to the doorway. If you look at the mirror, you can see my entire room clearly. I was once watching porn in my room, and a couple of minutes later, she came to the cabinet and started putting on makeup. My door was fully open, so she knew I was in there, and she knew what I was doing. She didn't care though. She just continued applying makeup while looking at the mirror. I was in plain sight, I was completely naked with my erect dick in my hand. But I think she wasn't really paying attention to me. I turned up the volume of the porn (it was nothing too loud, it was a blowjob scene), but there was light moaning and dirty talk. It was turned up loud, She could hear it too. I was masturbating and I ejaculated. I moaned a little while I ejaculate and my Mom heard it too. She didn't pay it any attention.
So as you can see my Mom and I have a pretty weird, open relationship. Nothing is off the table. She's even asked me a couple of times '' How big is your dick when its erect? '' Not in a sexual way. In a curious way because she just wants to know if I'm one of those studs with a big dick or a regular dick.
Anyways do you think I can ask my Mom for this favour? It’s weird I know. But its not really incest. It’s more like a weird favour. I have sometimes asked my Mom if I can borrow some money to buy lube and she’s said '' oh do you need it to jerk off? '' in a humorous tone. I then get embarrassed and say yeah.
Even if she’s ok with this, I will only leave it at this. It won’t progress into anything else, I can promise myself that. I don't even want to go any further than this. Do you think this is ok?
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