Bye for now have to learn how to hit curve balls

[svenmn]

As I sit here writing I wonder where my path may lead as time draws nearer to go out alone. My mind wanders like the rivers as it rises in the spring overflowing its banks. My life is no longer my own I say to my friends. We have walked the forest paths together on many of time. At a fork in the road, we find our travels thou we may choose different routes we always seem find each other farther done the lane. We’ve crossed the mountain, vale, sea, and glen in search of one to hold everlasting. I’ve found the one and have held her oh so long, only to find out that as we traveled a wide arid wasteland that it is taking her from me. For me it is like watching a flower wither in the desert sun, as her memory drifts further and further away. Time has been kind to us over the years many beautiful memories that I cherish and share in this place from time to time. They are just thoughts that slide in and out as my day goes by. I have not shared this with anyone here or elsewhere. My love is dying of a rare brain tumor, I finally said it. If I had lost her all of a sudden would the pain be less, or is it that as I watch the days go bye with her memory fading. Knowing the day will come that she will no longer know who I am. For already simple things are gone like tomorrow is our anniversary and she does not remember. Lost the thought came and gone, oh to have finally said it, I miss my life, I miss my wife. For now I walk the paths alone, friends I have found here I will have to say have helped me find the words once lost.

I say goodbye for now sometime I will return and hope to find you all still here.

Sven

Don't feel sorry for us, we don't, we are just taking time for each other to enjoy the time we have it is just some of people I have met here have been wonderful. Did not want to leave without explaining.

 

[Off]

Goodbye.
Good luck.
Watch out for the high cheese...

 

[*bratcat*]

 

[donk mr donk to you]

hang in there.

 

[Guest]

svenmn

i dont know what to say , all i can say is i hope the very best for you, i am in kind of the same situation as you , but your writing it all here ,when i read it , i couldnt help but shed a tear , there are many things in this world we take for granted, when something like happens it really makes your outlook on life alot differant. time together is priceless , which i didnt realize until 2 years ago . again take care and enjoy life!!

 

[intrigued]

Oh God......sven, my heart is breaking for you. I have no idea what to say to you. I am so sorry, dear.

Please just know you are filling my mind and my heart and I will pray for you and your love, for the best possible moments that you can share.
You are a beautiful person, and since meeting you, you have touched my heart with your beautiful words that calmed me and gave me hope. Bless you dear...bless you. Keep my email and use it whenever you need to, I'll be right here for you....always.

Connie

 

[Bindii]

I'm so sorry to hear you bad news sven. Your words bought tears to my eye's. I know how painful it is to watch someone you love fade away.

My prayers are with you and your wife.

 

[just pet]

There are no words to ease the pain. My prayers are with you and your wife. You have friends here.

pet

 

[svenmn]

Oh God......sven, my heart is breaking for you. I have no idea what to say to you. I am so sorry, dear.

Please just know you are filling my mind and my heart and I will pray for you and your love, for the best possible moments that you can share.
You are a beautiful person, and since meeting you, you have touched my heart with your beautiful words that calmed me and gave me hope. Bless you dear...bless you. Keep my email and use it whenever you need to, I'll be right here for you....always.

Connie

Oh my sweet red rose, I write for you friend to friend life is something that I have tried to enjoy as we went along, no regrets live and enjoy.

"If I knew the way it all would end, would I do it all again?"

Yes, for 20 years I've held her now, and even if today is the last loving her has made me who I am. For behind each man is a great woman, they love you always. And yes the children what a marvel is that women make, are next generation great and small.

I thank you for prays and thoughts.

Sven

 

[svenmn]

pet oh pet

There are no words to ease the pain. My prayers are with you and your wife. You have friends here.

pet

Oh pet you wild rose, popping up where you shouldn't, burying your roots deep in my heart, you and Connie twined your brambles around my thoughts pulling my heart to yours to help the healing begin. For friends like you I have needed this week. Last week I tried to cut free mowing off the brambles but those roots started new ones before I even finished cutting the old.

Oh sweet flowers of mine.

Sven

 

[bully]

Sir, you do not know me nor I you, but when one comes forth with a truth as painful as that is, tells it to strangers and friends alike, it truly touches me.

Please take care of yourselves. Be selfish with your time together. Love remains and, no matter what, it does not change.

very sincerely,
a friend

 

[herpesface]

hang in there.

You've got an even more amazing username than me