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Name: Melanie Smith
Age: 19
Height: 5'8"
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Name: Melanie Smith
Age: 19
Height: 5'8"
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Dear Diary,
Living in a small town isn’t exactly exciting. From my own experience; days pass by slowly, you find yourself with less and less things to do and the entire area reeks of mundane life. While that might be just fascinating for some, it certainly isn’t the lifestyle for me - hence why the moment that I graduated from high school, I decided to go to a faraway college. So, from my humble beginnings from Georgia, at nineteen years old, I found myself at the University of New York.
Immediately, I was struck by some kind of cultural shock, what with the lights, skyscrapers and enormous amount of people freely walking about. Still, that didn’t get to me for too long. Within a month’s time I found myself freely leaving campus and exploring the city.
I suppose that’s what brought me to my first unusual encounter. If my memory serves me right, I was browsing through HMV, when from the corner of my eye I saw some man acting suspicious. At first, I thought it was just some shoplifter looking for a window of opportunity, but then as I walked around the store, I noticed that he was actually following me! My heart raced when this happened, as my mother made damn sure to let me know every urban legend that there is to know of New York. But I calmed down, when the man did in fact leave. Thus, I wondered; why did he follow me around?
I thought this question for quite a few sleepless nights until something similar occurred as I was grocery shopping. It was then that I discovered that some men simply found me attractive and wanted a closer look, or even to take a picture without me noticing. And for that, I had to blame my large bust.
You see, I was endowed with a large bosom during my late teenaged years. It is so much so, that for the past few years, I needed to be extremely thoughtful as to what to wear. Honestly, at times I wonder if my growth has stopped, being a 38GG cup at 5’8. It doesn’t help that together with my slim figure, that they seem even larger! So, not only do I have to be careful as to what size my tops should be (as something too small simply looks too scandalous for my tastes) but also as to what bra to wear. Padded supporting bras were hard to find, at least for me, but I desperately needed such not only because my orbs weighed me down without so, but because of the natures of my large nipples. Most of the time, I considered my upper half to be a curse, rather than a blessing.
That is, until I began to enjoy these little chases. Maybe I should be ashamed for such a way of thinking, but in recent times I found it exhilarating to have people stare or trying to get a closer look. Not only in public places, but also within my own school residence. I never allowed anything to get too far, even at parties. I would take my time and not drink too much - nor would I take too seriously having a fellow student express his love to me (despite knowing me for obviously less than a year). Perhaps my parents’ conservative attitude rubbed off a little on me? Maybe I was just waiting for the right guy? Whatever the case may be, I constantly found excuses why to never go further than having a man kiss me. And for that, some people thought of me as a tease.
I didn’t really care - as school came first now. I love philosophy and found myself wanting to attend graduate school. Or maybe take a double major next year? The possibilities were endless at this point. Things change, however - so I couldn’t possibly think that what I have planned for the future will fly so easily. At least, that’s my mentality on life.
Well, I have about an hour to kill before class starts. I suppose that I could go for a coffee, or go to the library?
And so, I closed my little journal and checked myself out in the mirror. Not bad, I thought, as my hair just seemed perfect on this fine early November day. Wearing a white tank top and blue jeans, I thought to put on a small leather jacket and some heels before going out. Luckily, there was a Starbucks right in residence.
"One Caffè Latte, please." I asked once I made my way to the counter. I looked at the clock and saw that I was in no real rush.
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