Being single...
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Angel
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Everyone falls in love sometimes, everyone gets burnt, and if you're like me you kick yourself for being STUPID yet again. But deep down we know that it's just human to want to keep trying over and over again, even if you keep getting burnt. Love sucks, it hurts, I hate it. Then again, I love it when I have it. Well when it's reciprocated.
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Phoenix
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I HATE BEING SINGLE
To tell the truth I hate being single. the beginning of year I was in a VERY tight relationship with someone and now from July to now I have been throught the usually parade of losers, golddiggers and evil women in general phase. Then I have been through the "I do not need to be loved" phase and now I am on the "For the Love of Sean Connery will be in love before I die" phase. SO I can say sooner or later I will be in another failed relationship which while go to phase 4: "I hate this bitch but I love her too."
To be honest though I miss having someone in my corner so to speak. It's funny after all this time I still get jealous when I see Asya and her hubby cuddling on the couch just watching a movie. Why you ask? Because I like cuddling? Well yeah but that's not it. Is it because they are watching a porno movie? They are wooohooo no no that is not it either but damn that is a good reason if any. No the real reason I am jealous is because they are still very much in love and I have never been that deep for someone. Sometimes I think I will be alone for every with women popping in and out of my life like bit players in movies.
BTW: Don't worry Raven we all get burn sometime or another even I the indomitable and every horny Mr. Phoenix has had burn marks on heart.
To tell the truth I hate being single. the beginning of year I was in a VERY tight relationship with someone and now from July to now I have been throught the usually parade of losers, golddiggers and evil women in general phase. Then I have been through the "I do not need to be loved" phase and now I am on the "For the Love of Sean Connery will be in love before I die" phase. SO I can say sooner or later I will be in another failed relationship which while go to phase 4: "I hate this bitch but I love her too."
To be honest though I miss having someone in my corner so to speak. It's funny after all this time I still get jealous when I see Asya and her hubby cuddling on the couch just watching a movie. Why you ask? Because I like cuddling? Well yeah but that's not it. Is it because they are watching a porno movie? They are wooohooo no no that is not it either but damn that is a good reason if any. No the real reason I am jealous is because they are still very much in love and I have never been that deep for someone. Sometimes I think I will be alone for every with women popping in and out of my life like bit players in movies.
BTW: Don't worry Raven we all get burn sometime or another even I the indomitable and every horny Mr. Phoenix has had burn marks on heart.
A shrink type person once told me when you love deep, you hurt deep. Perhaps it is not much in the way of consolation (I said many foul words when he said that to me). I think once you have time to heal you will find someone again. Take care of yourself, you seem to be a very nice man with a big capacity to care.
He is a nice man with a big capacity to share and care. It's just that some of us don't know how to accept that.
I shouldn't speak in this thread because before Tiggs hurt Ravenloft I did, and I still feel bad for that, but I also know that the decision that I made for me at the time was the right one, and I couldn't lie to myself anymore, I needed to go with the man that had my whole heart, mind, soul and spirit.
I AM in love, and I know that if anyone deserves to feel what I do then it is Ravenloft, I thought he'd found that, but again it has slapped him in the face. I'm sorry for that. I know he doesn't want to hear sorry, but there is no other way for me to put it.
Try to be happy Jason, try to move on, it will hurt and you will hate for a while, but just think one door has to close for another to open. Your door will open soon enough.
Try to stay happy. Were ALL here for you should you need us.
I shouldn't speak in this thread because before Tiggs hurt Ravenloft I did, and I still feel bad for that, but I also know that the decision that I made for me at the time was the right one, and I couldn't lie to myself anymore, I needed to go with the man that had my whole heart, mind, soul and spirit.
I AM in love, and I know that if anyone deserves to feel what I do then it is Ravenloft, I thought he'd found that, but again it has slapped him in the face. I'm sorry for that. I know he doesn't want to hear sorry, but there is no other way for me to put it.
Try to be happy Jason, try to move on, it will hurt and you will hate for a while, but just think one door has to close for another to open. Your door will open soon enough.
Try to stay happy. Were ALL here for you should you need us.
I'd give you a hug Jason, but what with you feeling Felt puppets up and the fact that you would probably slap me across the face, I might leave it up to Beaker (LOL).
Please know though that if you need an ear you have my Email address, use it.
Please know though that if you need an ear you have my Email address, use it.
