Being known as a Cocksucker

[sterculius]

I really love sucking cock, but I particularly LOVE the way that simply "being" a "Cocksucker" makes me feel. I began sucking cock as a teen, giving daily blowjobs to my best friend Larry. He always wanted me to let him tell our other friends that I was a Cocksucker, and even threatened to tell them without my permission, but I always strongly objected, fearing that it would get back to my family. We used to imagine our friends all knew and I would be on my knees in the center of a circle, sucking their cocks one after another. I would masturbate imagining he had told them, but he never did. Sometimes I wish he had told them. I confessed to my wife recently about having been my friend's willing and eager personal cocksucker. She chalked it up to adolescent sexual experimentation, which I guess it was. I neglected to tell her that I still meet with men to suck their cocks. I wonder how different my life would be if everyone knew I was a Cocksucker. Any opinions?

 

[SissySalina]

Shouldn't you be honest with your wife?
If you love each other their should be no secrets between you.

 

[Astroman72]

I really love sucking cock, but I particularly LOVE the way that simply "being" a "Cocksucker" makes me feel. I began sucking cock as a teen, giving daily blowjobs to my best friend Larry. He always wanted me to let him tell our other friends that I was a Cocksucker, and even threatened to tell them without my permission, but I always strongly objected, fearing that it would get back to my family. We used to imagine our friends all knew and I would be on my knees in the center of a circle, sucking their cocks one after another. I would masturbate imagining he had told them, but he never did. Sometimes I wish he had told them. I confessed to my wife recently about having been my friend's willing and eager personal cocksucker. She chalked it up to adolescent sexual experimentation, which I guess it was. I neglected to tell her that I still meet with men to suck their cocks. I wonder how different my life would be if everyone knew I was a Cocksucker. Any opinions?

You've mentioned your regular servicing of your friend Larry numerous times on this forum, and it never fails to get me hard! That's my biggest fantasy, to have a casual, ongoing, purely physical cocksucking relationship with one big-cocked guy who I could trust to keep it secret.

You really need to write that up in a story, or preferably multiple stories.

That being said, I think SissySalina's point is worth thinking about.

 

[housek]

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I really love sucking cock, but I particularly LOVE the way that simply "being" a "Cocksucker" makes me feel. I began sucking cock as a teen, giving daily blowjobs to my best friend Larry. He always wanted me to let him tell our other friends that I was a Cocksucker, and even threatened to tell them without my permission, but I always strongly objected, fearing that it would get back to my family. We used to imagine our friends all knew and I would be on my knees in the center of a circle, sucking their cocks one after another. I would masturbate imagining he had told them, but he never did. Sometimes I wish he had told them. I confessed to my wife recently about having been my friend's willing and eager personal cocksucker. She chalked it up to adolescent sexual experimentation, which I guess it was. I neglected to tell her that I still meet with men to suck their cocks. I wonder how different my life would be if everyone knew I was a Cocksucker. Any opinions?

Im interested in knowing how you got into being Larry's cocksucker...and at what age did you stop sucking him off...did you suck others guys in college? AND wife has no comment about it? please do tell more!

 

[OldFred65]

I really love sucking cock, but I particularly LOVE the way that simply "being" a "Cocksucker" makes me feel. I began sucking cock as a teen, giving daily blowjobs to my best friend Larry. He always wanted me to let him tell our other friends that I was a Cocksucker, and even threatened to tell them without my permission, but I always strongly objected, fearing that it would get back to my family. We used to imagine our friends all knew and I would be on my knees in the center of a circle, sucking their cocks one after another. I would masturbate imagining he had told them, but he never did. Sometimes I wish he had told them. I confessed to my wife recently about having been my friend's willing and eager personal cocksucker. She chalked it up to adolescent sexual experimentation, which I guess it was. I neglected to tell her that I still meet with men to suck their cocks. I wonder how different my life would be if everyone knew I was a Cocksucker. Any opinions?

You should tell your wife that you still love sucking cock and that you still do it any time you can. My wife loves that I suck cock, in fact it was her that encouraged me to start doing it.

 

[turbocs37]

I think I would enjoy being known as a cocksucker in certain settings. Maybe a frequent vacation destination. I wouldn't like it in my hometown. One of the things I do fantasize about is men recognizing my car when I'm at an abs and that encourages them to stop in and feed me a load.

 

[Cocklover559]

I love being known as a cocksucker. The best this is when my friend brings strangers over to suck off together. I suck cock any chance I get.

 

[betabrad]

I would love for a woman to make me suck another man's cock for her and make me a cock sucker.

I imagine she'd then give me a nickname, like a secret code between us , that she could use in public but that we would both know meant that I was a cock sucker

 

[nfrrdscnnr1]

Your question is a very interesting thing to consider. First, what are the odds you wife would understand and accept your need, desire, or, dare one posit, compulsion, to suck cock? That activity with men doesn't interfere with the relationship with your wife that we know. Do we simply not want to go there?
That aside, MANY folks would not be friends with nor accepting of you if they knew your proclivity, right? Are there any who you do not suck off but know that you do suck others? What reaction do they have and how do you get along with them?
It is possible or even probably that you'd feel a sense of relief at being able to be open about your sucking as there must be some stress at not being able to be open with others. Or maybe you do not feel that way?
Just as an aside, do you consider your cock sucking to be a habit, an addiction, a pleasant pastime with which you could, or could not, do without? Do you obtain sexual release from the sucking that you could not otherwise obtain?

 

[BBCfan]

I really love sucking cock, but I particularly LOVE the way that simply "being" a "Cocksucker" makes me feel. I began sucking cock as a teen, giving daily blowjobs to my best friend Larry. He always wanted me to let him tell our other friends that I was a Cocksucker, and even threatened to tell them without my permission, but I always strongly objected, fearing that it would get back to my family. We used to imagine our friends all knew and I would be on my knees in the center of a circle, sucking their cocks one after another. I would masturbate imagining he had told them, but he never did. Sometimes I wish he had told them. I confessed to my wife recently about having been my friend's willing and eager personal cocksucker. She chalked it up to adolescent sexual experimentation, which I guess it was. I neglected to tell her that I still meet with men to suck their cocks. I wonder how different my life would be if everyone knew I was a Cocksucker. Any opinions?

I've only ever shared my cocksucker side with partners. The first GF I shared it with loved watching me in action, and her encouragement vocally in the moment was awesome. Yet if she brought it up randomly I would feel uncomfortable. It was new part of my sexuality and I was a bit confused and unsure of how to define myself. I certainly didn't want to have it define who I was as I was still a virile heterosexual guy in every other way.

People who aren't in the same headspace can't usually comprehend the dichotomy of being a pussy loving guy that occasionally enjoys the thrill of immersing into my alter ego. Most would think I am repressing my true nature or feel uncomfortable "hanging out" as guys.

I did attempt to explain to one friend I thought was open-minded and non-judgemental and quickly realized what a mistake it was. I now do not tell the truth to anyone that can't handle it, except my partner. I have zero interest in and guy I know as my cocksucker urges are so specific but they of course wouldn't know or understand that.

I actually like having a secret side from everyone except my partner, makes it more exciting. If my partner couldn't accept it then I'd continue to seek one that could.

Thankfully I found.one that accepts it and because I'm able to be completely open and not feel judged I married her.

We have a fun rapport and can joke , tease, discuss and sometimes add it to our sexual repertoire. I am better able to have it exist without any shame ,fear or unhealthy repression.

But otherwise I wouldn't want anyone to know

 

[RipRespon]

I've had 3 times in my life. 1st boarding school, drunk one night I blew my top bunk roommate and after that, he'd threaten to tell everyone as a way to get me to do it all the time (not that he needed to) and he liked to stand beside my bed with his big hard bent dick and read his porn mags on his bed, while I'd suck him. We almost got caught several times.

Then 2 of my wife's lovers. One a neighbor who would stop by for sex whenever and if wife wasn't around or not in the mood, then it was my job to blow him. The other lover always wanted me licking his balls while he fucked my wife and then swapping between fucking my mouth and my wife's pussy or ass.

 

[sterculius]

I've often been complimented on my skills as a cocksucker, notably on my ability to take a large cock completely down my throat and to massage it using my throat muscles until it ejaculates into my esophagus. Why should I be privately esteemed but publicly vilified for utilizing these skills I've spent a lifetime perfecting to bring enjoyment to numerous men and immense satisfaction to myself? I'm proud of being a Cocksucker but must keep this fact secret for fear of being denigrated and despised.

 

[sterculius]

Shouldn't you be honest with your wife?
If you love each other their should be no secrets between you.

I have attempted on numerous occasions to reopen the conversation with my wife about my early oral activities only to have her quickly change the subject, the last time becoming annoyed at my persistence. It's as if she suspects the truth but would prefer NOT to know for sure.

 

[carln3346]

I have attempted on numerous occasions to reopen the conversation with my wife about my early oral activities only to have her quickly change the subject, the last time becoming annoyed at my persistence. It's as if she suspects the truth but would prefer NOT to know for sure.

Sounds very familiar!

 

[sterculius]

Im interested in knowing how you got into being Larry's cocksucker...and at what age did you stop sucking him off...did you suck others guys in college? AND wife has no comment about it? please do tell more!

What began as mutual jerk off sessions quickly evolved into exchanging handjobs and ultimately blowjobs with me always volunteering to "do" him first, and him losing any desire to reciprocate after he had cum in my mouth, the next time being a repeat of the previous time until it became mutually understood that I was the designated cocksucker. I didn't mind because I liked the way this made me feel! At it's height I would blow him usually every day after we got home from school, and sometimes two or even three times that same day. This all stopped when he moved to California to attend Stanford U. My wife hasn't made any further mention of my revelation.

 

[sterculius]

I love being known as a cocksucker. The best this is when my friend brings strangers over to suck off together. I suck cock any chance I get.

My regular feeder has "passed me around" to his friends.

 

[sterculius]

Your question is a very interesting thing to consider. First, what are the odds you wife would understand and accept your need, desire, or, dare one posit, compulsion, to suck cock? That activity with men doesn't interfere with the relationship with your wife that we know. Do we simply not want to go there?
That aside, MANY folks would not be friends with nor accepting of you if they knew your proclivity, right? Are there any who you do not suck off but know that you do suck others? What reaction do they have and how do you get along with them?
It is possible or even probably that you'd feel a sense of relief at being able to be open about your sucking as there must be some stress at not being able to be open with others. Or maybe you do not feel that way?
Just as an aside, do you consider your cock sucking to be a habit, an addiction, a pleasant pastime with which you could, or could not, do without? Do you obtain sexual release from the sucking that you could not otherwise obtain?

I think my wife might suspect I still suck cock but would prefer not to know for sure.
I've never been particularly sensitive to the opinions of others. A number of people who I've met online do know about my oral obsession and we communicate periodically, but no one with whom I can discuss the face to face.
Yes. It does bother me that I must refrain from openly admitting that I'm a Cocksucker to those I know.
I do look back with nostalgia upon the time when I was able to suck cock on a daily basis. I would occasionally climax myself spontaneously while I was being roughly throat fucked by my best friend, or I would jerk off immediately afterward and eat my cum as he looked on.

 

[OldFred65]

I'm happy to be known as a cocksucker. Most of our friends say I'm better at it that their wives and that makes me proud.

 

[Marty Fisher]

I really love sucking cock, but I particularly LOVE the way that simply "being" a "Cocksucker" makes me feel. I began sucking cock as a teen, giving daily blowjobs to my best friend Larry. He always wanted me to let him tell our other friends that I was a Cocksucker, and even threatened to tell them without my permission, but I always strongly objected, fearing that it would get back to my family. We used to imagine our friends all knew and I would be on my knees in the center of a circle, sucking their cocks one after another. I would masturbate imagining he had told them, but he never did. Sometimes I wish he had told them. I confessed to my wife recently about having been my friend's willing and eager personal cocksucker. She chalked it up to adolescent sexual experimentation, which I guess it was. I neglected to tell her that I still meet with men to suck their cocks. I wonder how different my life would be if everyone knew I was a Cocksucker. Any opinions?

Oooooh I fucking LOVE this story and have lived the same life and thoughts MANY times over!! Back then, the fear of being outed was intense, and caused me not to do certain things. Today, I dream of being outed and then used by every man within 10 miles, including family members (especially them!). I too told my ex and tried to get her to get into bed with the guy who's first cock I sucked because he was hung like a pony and a mutual friend of ours as we were growing up. I figured if she would get in bed with him, she'd be hooked to his cock like me and we'd be sharing that cock on a regular basis...but no such luck. Thank goodness for brothers in need of an experienced cocksucker like me!!

 

[Friesbaconnekkid]

I'm Ric Carter, from Somers, Montana, and am proud that people know I'm a cock sucker.
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[StrongMaster7]

I remember in college that there were women who were known for sucking cock. Either that was as far as they would go or they really enjoyed sucking cock or they were just really good at it.

I knew a kind of plain young woman and never looked twice at her until I was told by a friend that she was an amazing cocksucker. From then on, every time I saw her I got excited.

 

[Friesbaconnekkid]

I'm Ric Carter, from Somers, Montana, and am proud that people know I'm a cock sucker.
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[Spoogecup]

I would definitely NOT want to be known as a cocksucker in the general public... There are only a hand full of men (all within 5 miles of my home) who know me as a cocksucker because they all have used me at least once... I quiver intensely when I see one of them in public and he smiles, winks at me or makes that well know tongue in cheek gesture ... The excited feeling that comes over me makes me actually like them identifying me as a cocsucker...