Because I must, goodbye.

[rikaaim]

For myself, I must go. I need help. Everyone knows this by now. I am not myself. I will no longer stay here and allianate the boards. I will no longer stay and post my pain and suffering that quite frankly, no one wants to see. I am not here to ruin anybody's life, so I am leaving. I have friends, yes. I can always talk to them in private. I love to write however, and if I do post, when the time is right, I shall endeavor to stick to the better of my craft.

My friends, thank you. Everyone else, I'm sorry.

I must go to get some help. I must go to let go. I can no longer drag all of you fine people through my emotional murk. My actions have spoken louder than my words. They are disgraceful. I am not angry or hurt or sad right now. I am not in any danger from myself. I am simply realzing and accepting. I need help. I'm leaving to go get it. Take care everyone. Good bye. May I one day be able to come back in my right self and be happy.

Much peace to all

 

[ElizabethWest]

Wishing you peace.

 

[minsue]

http://www.hmrprint.com/helensphotos/images/ROSES/ROSE4A.jpg

 

[BlackShanglan]

*nuzzles*

Best wishes and best hopes, pasha.

 

[rgraham666]

Good for you rikaaim. I'm rooting for you. I've been there myself.

When you're well again, we'll be waiting.

Don't be long.

 

[yui]

Peace, Pasha. You know where to find us when you find yourself.

Much, much luck,

Yui

 

[DrFreud]

Good luck.

 

[carsonshepherd]

There's no shame in admitting you need help...

 

[rikaaim]

I owe an public appology, but do not know if it is my place. I am sorry for all the shit I've done. To say any more would make things worse at this point. I am gone. I am done talking.

 

[TheEarl]

I owe an public appology, but do not know if it is my place. I am sorry for all the shit I've done. To say any more would make things worse at this point. I am gone. I am done talking.

I don't know what you've done, but I know what you're in and I respect your decision. Hope it makes thigns better and definitely hope to see you return a happier man.

The Earl

 

[sophia jane]

I'm sorry for your difficult time, and I wish you well. I'm glad I got to "meet" you, though! Good luck.

SJ

 

[R. Richard]

Good luck!

 

[hydrex]

http://www.hmrprint.com/helensphotos/images/ROSES/ROSE4A.jpg

Good luck in your life rikaaim.

That's a great picture minsue. The water drops could well be tears.

 

[Virtual_Burlesque]

Since I don't know why you must, I can only say Good-bye.

Come back soon.

 

[moonlight elf]

Pasha, I believe you made a good decision. We'll be waiting for you to get back. Wishing you all the best.

Moonlight

 

[neonlyte]

It's a lonely path you travel, just remember you're never alone. Go with peace - come back with joy.

 

[gauchecritic]

The people we know make us who we are.

Take care and remember you are part of us.

 

[Liar]

As far as I'm concerned, I haven't seen or heard you alienae anyone, so don't carry that with you.

Do what you hafta, and best of luck.

 

[Shadowskill Knight]

As far as I'm concerned, I haven't seen or heard you alienae anyone, so don't carry that with you.

Do what you hafta, and best of luck.

I haven't seen you alienate anyone either so don't worry about it. I know you need to take care of somethings and I'm sure you will. Good Luck

 

[Guest]

Rika, look after yourself and take good care. We'll still be here, with plenty of hugs, if you need us.

Lou

 

[impressive]

Best wishes, rika.

 

[Guest]

find your way, rika...
youll be better off, i think. come back if you can but if not, know that you are fondly remembered.

 

[Guest]

 

[Quiet_Cool]

find your way, rika...
youll be better off, i think. come back if you can but if not, know that you are fondly remembered.

Can't be said much better than this.

Good luck to you, Rika. Like everyone else already said, come back if you want to when things are better (or sooner, if you want), you'll always be family here.

Q_C

 

[Guest]

Bye-by, Fatty!