BDSM and such question period

[Todd]

I learned a lot last time we had a BDSM and like thread so I thought I would start another one so that I can learn somemore.

I prefeace this with saying that BDSM though it is not my personal cup of tea, between two conscenting legal age people they can do what ever they want when ever they want and enjoy every moment of it. For if this world was all like me, what a borign perfect world it would be

Ok, Unto my first question.

Since the last thread on this subject I have been trying in my minds eye fantasies to try the thought of BDSM activities and no matter what I try in my mind i end it with an uneasy feeling of nonconsent.

I know that sounds pathetic I can't even get it on with my mind.

So to those who are good and have done this lifestyle a while, when you first indulged in the activity what did you run into in your own mind along these lines?

Again this is not an atack on BDSM but a self learning question, so please do not take this as offense but as a time to teach me as a student.

 

[Guest]

So to those who are good and have done this lifestyle a while, when you first indulged in the activity what did you run into in your own mind along these lines?

Well, honestly, I do not remember anything. I guess I knew what I wanted right away? For as long as I can remember I have craved submission sexually. The more I was exposed to, the more I learned...the more I wanted.