barebacking story 1&2 of 4

[indiguy6969]

Ordinarily post would be long in the GLBT forum, but I looking for input from all those who love unprotected anal sex as I am driving myself crazy wanting to actually feel those big loads in my ass. Im a submissive fem gay man in my 20's and havnt found my mr. Right yet. I long for manogmy with my dream guy, everything that goes with it, including the raw feel of his dick sliding in and out of me until he fills me up with cum. Ive been careless 4 times with two men in my past. And even though I was totally freaked out and worried when I finally realized that the first time I was with my 2nd lover, and first real fuck buddy who should have been in professional porn. Eric 25 yrs old Ripped chocolate body,lived in my apt complex with his bf rick who was oddly a top as well and they were very succesful drug dealers of methamphetamine, and GHB. I was 19 and roomating with my homophobic/mildly racist uncle, who like the rest of my entire family has no idea im bi/gay. Well I was totally sprung on the both of them, and they were on me. I spent whole weekends naked getting tweaked, g'd, and fucked. I knew they had plenty of fun with other guys too who were more experienced bttms, and would bareback which I wouldnt do. But that didnt mean that I. Wasnt a total catch, I had just enough experience with dildos to be able to take my first few penetrations from real and massive dick, only on my back ofcourse and only 6 or 7" of his 9" until we discovered that I had never heard of doucheing. So... disapeared to the bathroom with their toybox for a few hours. Doucheing the first time was the most refreshing feeling ever, I took a shower and then started working my ass with an array of dildos. Until eric popped in and saw a naked 19 year old on his back, long legs open wide working his ass with big rubber cock while sucking on another dildo. Pleasently suprised he asked if I wanted the real thing again yet. I was so excited, tweaked, and g'd, douched so clean and empty I couldnt believe how amazing I felt in everyway imaginable. Feeling more sexi and wanted then ever in my life, totally inhibitionless, years of fantasy and fun but frustrating sex ending quickly because I couldnt handle real dick for very long had finally led up to me with the hottest blk man ive ever seen, his bf, atleast 12 hours or so of my taking real dick for as long as I could then loosing myself after filling my ass up with warm water until It was coming out clear as going in then expjrementing with my spinc contractions, my O spots and the very deepest bttm of my bttm. I was ready, no making him stop, no akward pressure, no cumming and quitting, no saying no to anything and most of all, no condom. All my fantasies involve me getting my ass filled up with cum. My dirtier ones involve multiple men filling me up with load after load during gangbang. Which I have been in a handful of 3-5 guy gangbangs later in life but all wore condoms. But not this weekend, this weekend I was finally living my first fantasy. I was a sexi little teenage white boy, a complete ho being used by a hot black guy, his massive dick, and his passive bf who liked to play with my hair, holdy legs open, rub his dick on my face and in my mouth while holding my arms down watching his bf pound my ass harder and deeper till he finally got every hard inch all the way up in my ass. Thighs slapping against my ass, the loud sounds of sweet dibilitating pleasure moans, yelps, whines, and real dirty convo. Rick toyed with my totally shrunk limp kittle dick until he got me hard enough to cum like a volcano all over my chest, neck, and chin seein as how I started off on my back on the edge of the bed with legs open wide or resting on erics shoulders but finished with him on his knees in bed holding my arched back up, long legs wrapped around his body, lower half of my body in the air with the driving force of a rock hard 9" cock pounding deep and downward. He started to cum after I did, my whole body had finally given up any effort to do anything accept my mind fixating on the feeling of every deep stroke all the way in touching the end of my ass and back out my hole was starting to tighten up and spasm whick pleased his dick into shooting stream after stream of jizz everywhere in me, he slowed down to long easy stroaks all the way in and out so that I could feel cum everywhere inside me. I hadnt needed anymore lube since the begining when he stroked his dick slick and put to bottle of astro gel inside my ass and squeezed gobs of it in me. My ass took all of his cock pounding hard for a solid hour, except when rick would put the pipe between my lips and fire. Up a massive hit of ice while eric held his cock still all the way in me. Then slowly, teasingly, push all the way in and all the way out. This became my alltime favotite thing to do ever.the most mindblowing. Orgasmic hands down best feeling/rush in the world for me is ripping a hit of ice while slowly taking every inch of a big cock, the rush of the drugs combined with hightened sensations of taking dick and my mind racing in off the chart excitement feeling/being like a total ho but booming with confidence and self esteem as I feel all of this while seeing the look on a model hot blk mans face during the whole time hes fucking and when cumming inmy 120lb slim boy build teenage ass.
He laid my body down after making sure I got every drop and I was seeing little waves in my vision, my heart was racing, legs shakeing, ass filled with cum, body covered in sweat and cum. We smoked a cigarette, then took a shower together, we were so hot together. I was still way too high for my inhibitions and rode his dick again in the shower letting him cum in me again.
For almost a year from 19-20 I was over at their apt atleast every weekend getting tweaked and getting my brains fucked out by mostly eric and I became a great fuck. Well eventually life parted us different ways. Almost 10 years ago now.iraculously I tested neg for everuthing every 6 months for two years until I slipped up again when I was 23. Was lucky again but had better odds. Thats another story. I seldom use hard drugs anymore. Was never a habit or an asdixt, just occasional fun when it happens to be around