Back in the Saddle..Sort Of

[StarvingNympho]

Hello again.

Well, my date on Tuesday was wonderful. It was nice to be able to be treated like a lady for a change. However, the gentleman and I decided not to have sex because we have always been friends and sex would just complicate things. I appreciate him for lifting up my spirits and reminding that I was beautiful despite what anyone says.

Since our date, my sex drive is back with a vengeance. I have so much sexual tension and energy these days, it's hard to exhaust myself of it all. I have tried everything I could think of to fight the urges inside me; I even ended up painting the walls of my apartment. While I have a few suitors beckoning for my attention, they are too far away, and the men around here frown upon a woman with meat on her bones. I love having my dormant sexual appetite back, I can't find a happy medium. Yes, I am not one for self-gratification, but I have had to relieve myself in private. I'd rather have someone to give all this energy to, but alas, I have not because there aren't any options here.

Even if I did have the chance, I am internally conflicted. Do I want a night of lovemaking that even Aphrodite would smile down on, or do I want a night of unadulterated fucking? I miss foreplay, I miss the dance of seduction, I miss being wanted. But, even a good girl has her down and dirty side.

Any tips on what to do because frankly, masturbation and toys aren't getting the job done for me. Sorry for being a bit more upfront than I normally am, it's the hormones and frustration of it all.

Well, have a good night folks. I'll be on if anyone close to me wants to chat.

Best regards,

SN

 

[harem00]

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[TwilightEmbrace]

I would love to know the answers as well....

 

[crushedice]

This is what you need to do

First of all - all of the seduction and foreplay is great. But when you haven't been laid in awhile your animal instincts take over and you have to just let go.

Find yourself someone who is dd free and let go. Have some no holds barred sex. If it's great do it again until your body is fullfilled.

Once you've gotten this out of your system then you can play the seduction game. And one more thing - this is not the time to playing the coy type. You know what you want so go after it.

 

[StarvingNympho]

Well, as I said before, finding someone in my area isn't that easy. One, I'm in rural country, two, I don't trust men around here; they are either married or on drugs, neither of these I"m remotely interested in, and three, most men here don't dig BBWs, so basically, I am screwed to say the least.

Oh well, I'm not giving up hope just yet.