Have you heard of split brain theory?
Here's the gist. Due to epileptic treatment of severing the communication pathway between two brain hemispheres and our understanding of body control by parts of the brain, it was discovered each hemisphere of a brain is capable of having it's own personality.
This is scientifically proven, and it brings up interesting questions on the nature of self. Are you the sum of your hemispheres? Is each hemisphere it's own unique intelligence? If so, who is in control? I was introduced to this concept more than a year ago. My conclusion was I am a beautiful partnership of two unique intelligences. My right brain, the non dominant partner that controls the left side of my body, considers itself feminine. It takes a lead on creative endevours. Since my left brain types, my typing is paused as my right brain dictates to my left how things should go. Creativity being a right brain thing is fairly common. I'm not sure the feminine voice is. I don't think it is, because my dominant brain doesn't agree with us being feminine. It can get on board with it sometimes, but more on that later.
You see, I touch myself with both hands. I usually get off with my right hand, so left brain. It doesn't care much of anything about what I am fantasizing about. Boy, girl, my hand, a tree... What it cares about is if the fantasy gets impregnated. He'll happily go to town to impregnate myself.
Right brain is a little more picky. She likes the cock. Left brain will take any comer, but right wants someone she knows. And not just knows, she's a romantic. It has to be someone she cares about.
How did I discover these things about her? As I said, masterbation. For the most part I cannot cum left handed. I even feel tired and annoyed if I try pushing through something my left hand primed me for. Likewise masterbation without thinking some kind of pregnancy thought with my right hand won't get me even slightly aroused. In fact there is a specific memory of giving a guy a blowjob until he came in my mouth I tested this on. Nothing at all from my right hand. But I remember the memory and use my left hand and I rapidly reach a full orgasm, no tiredness, no annoyance.
Learning these things made me feel closer to myself. Maybe it is insanity, maybe not. I do know when I consider myself two people and imagine impregnating myself I can get myself off with either hand. If I am right in thinking I am the sum of two intelligences, that tells me that at some point my right brain started to care deeply for my left brain. The sum of me, or maybe just my left brain, thinks that's cute.
I consider myself like Garnet in the show Stephen Universe. I think I am both, the sum of two intelligences.
Understand that this is not a statement endorsing gender fluidity. XY is still male and XXis still female. It does speak of complicated sexual Identity though, as you have three selves.for me, right brain is a girl, left brain is a impregnation (which I assume implies male. Not as masculine as an attack helicopter,but better than some other things I guess) and overall I consider myself a bisexual male.
Maybe I got multiple personalities. Maybe I am reading too much into a strange bit of brain research. Maybe this is how Humans actually are. Either way I offer this concept for you all to mull over.
Here's the gist. Due to epileptic treatment of severing the communication pathway between two brain hemispheres and our understanding of body control by parts of the brain, it was discovered each hemisphere of a brain is capable of having it's own personality.
This is scientifically proven, and it brings up interesting questions on the nature of self. Are you the sum of your hemispheres? Is each hemisphere it's own unique intelligence? If so, who is in control? I was introduced to this concept more than a year ago. My conclusion was I am a beautiful partnership of two unique intelligences. My right brain, the non dominant partner that controls the left side of my body, considers itself feminine. It takes a lead on creative endevours. Since my left brain types, my typing is paused as my right brain dictates to my left how things should go. Creativity being a right brain thing is fairly common. I'm not sure the feminine voice is. I don't think it is, because my dominant brain doesn't agree with us being feminine. It can get on board with it sometimes, but more on that later.
You see, I touch myself with both hands. I usually get off with my right hand, so left brain. It doesn't care much of anything about what I am fantasizing about. Boy, girl, my hand, a tree... What it cares about is if the fantasy gets impregnated. He'll happily go to town to impregnate myself.
Right brain is a little more picky. She likes the cock. Left brain will take any comer, but right wants someone she knows. And not just knows, she's a romantic. It has to be someone she cares about.
How did I discover these things about her? As I said, masterbation. For the most part I cannot cum left handed. I even feel tired and annoyed if I try pushing through something my left hand primed me for. Likewise masterbation without thinking some kind of pregnancy thought with my right hand won't get me even slightly aroused. In fact there is a specific memory of giving a guy a blowjob until he came in my mouth I tested this on. Nothing at all from my right hand. But I remember the memory and use my left hand and I rapidly reach a full orgasm, no tiredness, no annoyance.
Learning these things made me feel closer to myself. Maybe it is insanity, maybe not. I do know when I consider myself two people and imagine impregnating myself I can get myself off with either hand. If I am right in thinking I am the sum of two intelligences, that tells me that at some point my right brain started to care deeply for my left brain. The sum of me, or maybe just my left brain, thinks that's cute.
I consider myself like Garnet in the show Stephen Universe. I think I am both, the sum of two intelligences.
Understand that this is not a statement endorsing gender fluidity. XY is still male and XXis still female. It does speak of complicated sexual Identity though, as you have three selves.for me, right brain is a girl, left brain is a impregnation (which I assume implies male. Not as masculine as an attack helicopter,but better than some other things I guess) and overall I consider myself a bisexual male.
Maybe I got multiple personalities. Maybe I am reading too much into a strange bit of brain research. Maybe this is how Humans actually are. Either way I offer this concept for you all to mull over.
