Are you my Mommy?

[littleguy]

I havent heard anyone talk about this aspect of incest but i would love to hear the thoughts on it...

First a little background and then a question

I was given up for adoption when I was born and a great family adopted me when i was three years old. I have always loved my parents for what they were, but there was always something missing when it came to my Mom. It seemed that all my friends when i was younger had a close unbreakable bond with their Mom. It seemed they could tell her anything and not worry about any reprocusions. I as a child always had a yearning for a "real" Mom that i felt wouldnt give me back or judge me as an outsider. Although i was treated the same as the others that were born from her (from what I could tell) it seemed there was always a piece missing.

Now the question. Does anyone else that has been adopted have anincestous drive to be with their Mom (or a sister)? The wanting to suckle at the breast of someone that gave birth to me or a biological sisrter that would be considered a taboo is a constant desire that i cant shake. I think about Mom walking in on me masturbating and then having a talk with me about it or sneaking in to my sisters bedroom and catching her topless. It may sound humdrum to some but to me its something that ill never have.

I'm currious if this is something that is only a desire because i didnt really have an oppertunity with the family i was with or if these thoughts are something as familiar to other as a "fetish" . I'll tell you that if I had a dollar for every fantasy about Mom or sis... I could probably live in the lap of luxuary.
Oh the stories i've written...

If you would like to discuss it in privave thats fine too.



Mama's littleguy

 

[mara101]

Its interesting. Like you're focused on the real life intimacy, even awkwardness, of the situation. I can see the arousal in that. Feeding off the combination of intimacy mixed with the 'shouldn'tness of it. Being adopted does seem to give you a interesting perspective.

 

[SkylarFalling]

It's not a mommy one but sometimes I think if I hadn't lost my dad when I was so young I wouldn't crave calling my boyfriend daddy so much. Which may be a similar thing?

But I was always a daddy's girl even when he was alive so perhaps not. Who knows!

 

[live4thebj]

Incest is more common than you think and it's not always the trailer park in some hick town. Don't ask!

 

[littleguy]

OK - so i'm not too far off the beaten path huh? Interesting in that we long (crave?) for the attention of a parent enough to even put another being in their place. Even if its in a fantasy role. I would love to hear from others that have for one reason or another lost a parent and try and fill the void in such a manner.
thank you all for the response.