Are you a 30+ man with rape fantasies?

[lonelybride]

I'm a woman in my 20s who has discovered that it's hard to ignore my dark past and the impact it's had on me.

I'm seeking a man older than me who might be intrigued rather than disturbed by the way I fear sex and the other complications of my history, someone I could be honest with.

I crave connection and friendship and conversation and if I could find this in a person I could also share that vulnerable sexual part of myself with - I'd be grateful.

Idk I know this is pretty incoherent and I might delete it in the morning, but I'm awfully lonely and I'm feeling really rejected tonight and I just wish I could find someone who might understand me and how I am and like me anyways.

My marriage is complicated and I'm not here to discuss it in particular, but I'm also not here to disturb it; most of our interaction would be text based. I can tell you enough that you can make a decision about the ethics of the situation, if you want, but I mainly mention it because I need to be discreet.

Anyways if you're interested in having some conversations with me maybe send me a message and introduce yourself? I want to get to know you, and you can ask me questions too if you like.

Updated to add: I haven't worked my way through all of the replies to this post yet, and I'm grateful for the interest! But it already seems very clear from what I did read that should have mentioned two things I am not interested in or looking for: advice from total strangers who know nothing about my life but what I've written here, and role play.

 

[JohnsonLongwood]

I hope you connect with someone who can listen to your needs. I'm a bit too much "30+" for you, though dark pasts don't disturb me and I do have some rape fantasies and even role played rape (consensually) with a girl when I was younger.

Good luck.

 

[theeonanist]

I'm a woman in my 20s who has discovered that it's hard to ignore my dark past and the impact it's had on me.

I'm seeking a man older than me who might be intrigued rather than disturbed by the way I fear sex and the other complications of my history, someone I could be honest with.

I crave connection and friendship and conversation and if I could find this in a person I could also share that vulnerable sexual part of myself with - I'd be grateful.

Idk I know this is pretty incoherent and I might delete it in the morning, but I'm awfully lonely and I'm feeling really rejected tonight and I just wish I could find someone who might understand me and how I am and like me anyways.

My marriage is complicated and I'm not here to discuss it in particular, but I'm also not here to disturb it; most of our interaction would be text based. I can tell you enough that you can make a decision about the ethics of the situation, if you want, but I mainly mention it because I need to be discreet.

Anyways if you're interested in having some conversations with me maybe send me a message and introduce yourself? I want to get to know you, and you can ask me questions too if you like.

I wish you the very best of luck in finding someone.
I hope also that aside from seeking sexual relief from Lit you are getting enough emotional support IRL. If not please reach out. There are people who can help.

 

[sport404]

I'm a woman in my 20s who has discovered that it's hard to ignore my dark past and the impact it's had on me.

I'm seeking a man older than me who might be intrigued rather than disturbed by the way I fear sex and the other complications of my history, someone I could be honest with.

I crave connection and friendship and conversation and if I could find this in a person I could also share that vulnerable sexual part of myself with - I'd be grateful.

Idk I know this is pretty incoherent and I might delete it in the morning, but I'm awfully lonely and I'm feeling really rejected tonight and I just wish I could find someone who might understand me and how I am and like me anyways.

My marriage is complicated and I'm not here to discuss it in particular, but I'm also not here to disturb it; most of our interaction would be text based. I can tell you enough that you can make a decision about the ethics of the situation, if you want, but I mainly mention it because I need to be discreet.

Anyways if you're interested in having some conversations with me maybe send me a message and introduce yourself? I want to get to know you, and you can ask me questions too if you like.

Updated to add: I haven't worked my way through all of the replies to this post yet, and I'm grateful for the interest! But it already seems very clear from what I did read that should have mentioned two things I am not interested in or looking for: advice from total strangers who know nothing about my life but what I've written here, and role play.

Hey Lonely Bride, It sounds like you've not only hit a crossroads in your life but you're in the middle of a freeway spagetti bowl. Frequently I think the road we go down is, or can be, influenced by our past and your past didn't just hit a pothole but went from smooth glass to dead ends, major repair work, massive detour etc., etc., etc.

I'm more then curious about your dark past (which I believe we all have a dark side to us). It's funny how people all have a dark side (thoughts, wants, desires) and yet when they hear of others dark side the judgementality comes out (quite hypicritical isn't it). I'd love to hear more of this dark past and it's effect on you now. Are you the victim of your dark past? Are you wanting to act out on your feelings but feel you'll be judged negatively. So many questions you've put into my head.

I hope you are willing to get back to me.
Anxiously waiting to hear. Sport 404

 

[doublea89]

I have some things from my past that scarred me as well. I would be willing to share with you and maybe help you with yours. PM me.

 

[Slavetrader6977]

Hey I'm interested in hearing you out and if that's all you end up needing to help you that's cool cause I'm here for you no matter what. I know you don't know me and probably don't believe me but all I can say is if you can't find anyone or whomever you choose doesn't help I'm here so take care and be safe

 

[DD4Thee]

Happy to help if I can.

 

[The_Gypsy]

I'm a woman in my 20s who has discovered that it's hard to ignore my dark past and the impact it's had on me.

I'm seeking a man older than me who might be intrigued rather than disturbed by the way I fear sex and the other complications of my history, someone I could be honest with.

I crave connection and friendship and conversation and if I could find this in a person I could also share that vulnerable sexual part of myself with - I'd be grateful.

Idk I know this is pretty incoherent and I might delete it in the morning, but I'm awfully lonely and I'm feeling really rejected tonight and I just wish I could find someone who might understand me and how I am and like me anyways.

My marriage is complicated and I'm not here to discuss it in particular, but I'm also not here to disturb it; most of our interaction would be text based. I can tell you enough that you can make a decision about the ethics of the situation, if you want, but I mainly mention it because I need to be discreet.

Anyways if you're interested in having some conversations with me maybe send me a message and introduce yourself? I want to get to know you, and you can ask me questions too if you like.

Updated to add: I haven't worked my way through all of the replies to this post yet, and I'm grateful for the interest! But it already seems very clear from what I did read that should have mentioned two things I am not interested in or looking for: advice from total strangers who know nothing about my life but what I've written here, and role play.

Hi
Let me first say that I am 55, married. I am intriged by what you have posted and I do have rape fantasies that I will happily discuss. I make no judgements about other peoples thoughts fantasies or life styles. I do listen and I do comment but do not preach. If you think I can be of interest then feel free to contact me

 

[Buckonlyme]

I'm a woman in my 20s who has discovered that it's hard to ignore my dark past and the impact it's had on me.

I'm seeking a man older than me who might be intrigued rather than disturbed by the way I fear sex and the other complications of my history, someone I could be honest with.

I crave connection and friendship and conversation and if I could find this in a person I could also share that vulnerable sexual part of myself with - I'd be grateful.

Idk I know this is pretty incoherent and I might delete it in the morning, but I'm awfully lonely and I'm feeling really rejected tonight and I just wish I could find someone who might understand me and how I am and like me anyways.

My marriage is complicated and I'm not here to discuss it in particular, but I'm also not here to disturb it; most of our interaction would be text based. I can tell you enough that you can make a decision about the ethics of the situation, if you want, but I mainly mention it because I need to be discreet.

Anyways if you're interested in having some conversations with me maybe send me a message and introduce yourself? I want to get to know you, and you can ask me questions too if you like.

Updated to add: I haven't worked my way through all of the replies to this post yet, and I'm grateful for the interest! But it already seems very clear from what I did read that should have mentioned two things I am not interested in or looking for: advice from total strangers who know nothing about my life but what I've written here, and role

 

[Buckonlyme]

Good morning My Lady. Please allow me to introduce myself my name is Kenneth.

 

[Erogenouszone]

Hello Virgin Bride, I'm not sure exactly what your looking for, But I am willing to listen, comment, enhance your fantasy, allow you the freedom to express yourself and your past with no judgement. I'll be happy to jump in if and when you need some assistance. let's do it!
You can reach me @rnrentz@yahoo..com

 

[Buckonlyme]

I'm a woman in my 20s who has discovered that it's hard to ignore my dark past and the impact it's had on me.

I'm seeking a man older than me who might be intrigued rather than disturbed by the way I fear sex and the other complications of my history, someone I could be honest with.

I crave connection and friendship and conversation and if I could find this in a person I could also share that vulnerable sexual part of myself with - I'd be grateful.

Idk I know this is pretty incoherent and I might delete it in the morning, but I'm awfully lonely and I'm feeling really rejected tonight and I just wish I could find someone who might understand me and how I am and like me anyways.

My marriage is complicated and I'm not here to discuss it in particular, but I'm also not here to disturb it; most of our interaction would be text based. I can tell you enough that you can make a decision about the ethics of the situation, if you want, but I mainly mention it because I need to be discreet.

Anyways if you're interested in having some conversations with me maybe send me a message and introduce yourself? I want to get to know you, and you can ask me questions too if you like.

Updated to add: I haven't worked my way through all of the replies to this post yet, and I'm grateful for the interest! But it already seems very clear from what I did read that should have mentioned two things I am not interested in or looking for: advice from total strangers who know nothing about my life but what I've written here, and role play.

Please allow me to introduce myself, my name is Kenneth

 

[Buckonlyme]

I'm a woman in my 20s who has discovered that it's hard to ignore my dark past and the impact it's had on me.

I'm seeking a man older than me who might be intrigued rather than disturbed by the way I fear sex and the other complications of my history, someone I could be honest with.

I crave connection and friendship and conversation and if I could find this in a person I could also share that vulnerable sexual part of myself with - I'd be grateful.

Idk I know this is pretty incoherent and I might delete it in the morning, but I'm awfully lonely and I'm feeling really rejected tonight and I just wish I could find someone who might understand me and how I am and like me anyways.

My marriage is complicated and I'm not here to discuss it in particular, but I'm also not here to disturb it; most of our interaction would be text based. I can tell you enough that you can make a decision about the ethics of the situation, if you want, but I mainly mention it because I need to be discreet.

Anyways if you're interested in having some conversations with me maybe send me a message and introduce yourself? I want to get to know you, and you can ask me questions too if you like.

Updated to add: I haven't worked my way through all of the replies to this post yet, and I'm grateful for the interest! But it already seems very clear from what I did read that should have mentioned two things I am not interested in or looking for: advice from total strangers who know nothing about my life but what I've written here, and role play.

 

[kiaayo]

I'm a woman in my 20s who has discovered that it's hard to ignore my dark past and the impact it's had on me.

I'm seeking a man older than me who might be intrigued rather than disturbed by the way I fear sex and the other complications of my history, someone I could be honest with.

I crave connection and friendship and conversation and if I could find this in a person I could also share that vulnerable sexual part of myself with - I'd be grateful.

Idk I know this is pretty incoherent and I might delete it in the morning, but I'm awfully lonely and I'm feeling really rejected tonight and I just wish I could find someone who might understand me and how I am and like me anyways.

My marriage is complicated and I'm not here to discuss it in particular, but I'm also not here to disturb it; most of our interaction would be text based. I can tell you enough that you can make a decision about the ethics of the situation, if you want, but I mainly mention it because I need to be discreet.

Anyways if you're interested in having some conversations with me maybe send me a message and introduce yourself? I want to get to know you, and you can ask me questions too if you like.

Updated to add: I haven't worked my way through all of the replies to this post yet, and I'm grateful for the interest! But it already seems very clear from what I did read that should have mentioned two things I am not interested in or looking for: advice from total strangers who know nothing about my life but what I've written here, and role play.

Hello, I'm Greg. Very intriguing ad. If you are still looking for someone to share this with you, sounds like something I'd like to explore