Arab Bicurious Woman?

[BICURIOUS01]

Wht Do I Gota Say To Get Some Answers Around Here?

IF SOMETHING NOT UNDERSTOOD I ACCEPT PRIVATE MESSAGES...THANKS EVRY1

NEW HERE AND TRY'N TO EXPLORE...HERE IS A LIL TO KNOW ABOUT ME...

I HAVE MY PREFERENCE OF ARAB CHICS...HARD TO FIND BUT THIS IS WHT I LIKE...

I HAVE TO ADMIT A LIL NERVOUS TO ASK...BUT IF I DON'T ASK I'LL NEVER KNOW...

I AM KINDA LET'N MYSELF OUT 2NITE N LET'N OUT SIDERS OF MY LIFE THAT I LIKE WOMEN...GREAT I STILL DON'T FEEL BETTER

I RECENTLY ENCOUNTER'D MY FIRST SAME SEX KISS, WENT TO A NAKED LADIES STRIP CLUB AND FOUND THAT I LIKED IT...

I AM MARRIED. TWO YEARS AND THIS MAKES IT HARDER BECAUSE HE DOESN'T KNOW ABOUT THIS OTHER SIDE OF ME, BTW HE IS ARAB TOO. HIM AND MY FATHER WOULD PROBLY KILL ME...AND DISOWN ME.

I TRY TO B RELIGIOUS AND GUARD MYSELF, BUT IT IS GETTING HARD'R TO DO THE MORE THAT I TRY TO DENY I LIKE WOMEN TOO.

MY HUSBAND AND I HAVEN'T ANY CHILDREN YET BUT HOPE TO GOD WILLING...

I AM A SECRETARY...HOP'N TO MOVE SOON FOR BETTER JOB...

R THR ANY ARAB OR ANY OF THE WOMEN HERE WHO IS IN MY SITUATION...BECAUSE I NEED TO KNOW HOW U DID IT OR DO IT...HOW DO KEEP UR SECRET FROM UR FATHER? OR UR HUSBAND IF UR MARRIED...HOW DO U DEAL WITH LIFE.

I DON'T WANT TO SHAME EITHER OF THEM. BUT I AM LYING TO MYSELF AND DOING SO I LIE TO MY GOD, MY FATHER AND MY HUSBAND...AND I LOVE THEM ALL. WHAT TO DO

 

[DarkBee]

with all that caps, i don't think anyone will take you seriously.

Or believe that you're not a 15-year old boy.

 

[Etoile]

I'm not even sure how the system allowed it. Usually all-caps messages get converted.

BiCurious01, I think you have to make a choice. Your options are:

• Ignore your urges and know that your husband, father, and god are happy with you. You might be miserable, because you ignore what you want, but at least they will be happy, right?
• Continue to seek out same-sex interaction on the sly. You will probably live in fear of them finding out, though, so you may not like this option. It's also not fair to your husband if you are cheating on him.
• Tell your husband, father, and god what you want. If your father disowns you, you will survive. If your husband divorces you, you can find another one who is more open-minded. You may be alone, but at least you will be happy with yourself.

If you live in an oppressive country, I would go with the first option. If you are in a more open-minded country (US, Western Europe, etc) then I would go with the third option. The second option sounds like it would be too miserable to live with for long.