Apologies All Around!!

[Esclava]

All that being said, DVS...

...there is STILL nothing wrong with my subbie courage. I HAVE walked in those shoes. I WAS his until he released me - even after being abused unmercifully by him (completely outside SSC).

It is my subbie courage that has brought me back after 10 years of saying I would never come back to such treatment - that I would never submit to another - yet, it calls me and I must answer.

I have never "teased" a Dom/me I did not intend to get to know better - and I won't start now. There is only one here I have been interested enough in to converse with. There was no attraction - so there is no longer conversation.

Please don't presume to know the depths of subbie courage in any of the subs in this place. Yes, there may be some who tease and run to safety...But I assure you, we are here who do not tease nor do we run.

I am quite sure that my subbie courage will stand me in good stead if and when a Dom/me worthy of it comes for me.

Esclava

 

[DVS]

Re: All that being said, DVS...

...there is STILL nothing wrong with my subbie courage. I HAVE walked in those shoes. I WAS his until he released me - even after being abused unmercifully by him (completely outside SSC).

It is my subbie courage that has brought me back after 10 years of saying I would never come back to such treatment - that I would never submit to another - yet, it calls me and I must answer.

I have never "teased" a Dom/me I did not intend to get to know better - and I won't start now. There is only one here I have been interested enough in to converse with. There was no attraction - so there is no longer conversation.

Please don't presume to know the depths of subbie courage in any of the subs in this place. Yes, there may be some who tease and run to safety...But I assure you, we are here who do not tease nor do we run.

I am quite sure that my subbie courage will stand me in good stead if and when a Dom/me worthy of it comes for me.

Esclava

I thnk you are mistakening subbie courage with personal courage. I couldn't try to undertand what you may have experienced in the past, but I don't see what you're talking about as just subbie courage.

I may have the ability to understand the basics of the submissive mind, who knows. That's for the submissives to decide. It's a sexual feeling and that's what I was tweaking with my post.

What you are talking about is a much deeper and more powerful feeling and only you can understand what you've experienced. I couldn't begin to influence something so strong.

There may be subbie courage there, too, but it's your personal courage that has allowed it to be there.

 

[Esclava]

Re: Re: All that being said, DVS...

I thnk you are mistakening subbie courage with personal courage. I couldn't try to undertand what you may have experienced in the past, but I don't see what you're talking about as just subbie courage.

I may have the ability to understand the basics of the submissive mind, who knows. That's for the submissives to decide. It's a sexual feeling and that's what I was tweaking with my post.

What you are talking about is a much deeper and more powerful feeling and only you can understand what you've experienced. I couldn't begin to influence something so strong.

There may be subbie courage there, too, but it's your personal courage that has allowed it to be there.

Yes, personal courage has allowed me to listen, once again, to the voice of subbie courage - to desire to be taken and used by a loving Master - to serve him as he desires without question or debate. Question him for clarity, yes - but I have never questioned his authority. I simply do as he bids - because it pleases him and I live to hear him say, "You please me." Unless I am mistaken (correct me if I'm wrong), that is what I understood from your definition of subbie courage. I am his as long as he commands and for as long as I am pleasing. And only my Master/Dom/me can tell me what is pleasing to him/her.

My apologies if I sounded like I took offense...perhaps I did. It was not intentional. However, I am passionate about things that are very close to my heart. Seems as though I said something like that in another thread...

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