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MyRubiLips
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Hello and welcome to my small corner of the world. 
Feel free to call me Rubi. I am a divorced/single mother of three in my mid-thirties. I have always had a passion for writing, and deep down I know it is still there, but something has been lacking. I have not had the motivation/desire to write. (Or, is that, "to follow through" on my writings?)
There are times when I think I have a great idea, or perhaps only "a great title", and then I sit there and think to myself Now what?????? Suddenly, I'm at a loss on how to even start a story. (And I run different scenarios in my mind... IE: Start with dialogue as a way to introduce a couple of characters, start with a sex scene to pull a reader in and leave them curious as to where things are going, or to start with a general into that helps set the scene...)
I'm not seeking "advice". I don't need someone to tell me "just write" or "just start and it'll come to you". I am aware how to write, I am just trying to push past my own mental blocks and/or to understand them. I feel like I am Stella Payne and am trying to get my groove back. I'm not even certain on how to describe/explain the type of muse I want...I am just hopeful that by getting to know some others from Lit more and conversing with them I may find inspiration.
It is quite rare that I load YIM as I am always multitasking when at the computer or especially if accessing Lit from my tablet. I'm not looking for "cyber". (So don't send a message saying "get on ur knees and suk my big d*#k slut!" Your PM will be ignored. And that's brings up another point and pet peeve of mine. We're on an erotic literature web site. Please use full sentences, punctuation, and spell out words.)
Yes, I am subservient and passive by nature, but no that doesn't mean I'll be "your cyber slut and devoted to you and only you" when we talk. "Sir" is something that is earned and not just given when corresponding with a man. I also don't do the odd-cyber-capitals-thing. My grammar teachings will have me continue to capitalize an "I" when I'm speaking of myself instead of using the "i". In the same vein, I will not capital "You" when talking about you unless it's the beginning of a new sentence. Those quirks are my own, and if they bother you we'll not get along anyway. It also does not rule my life. Even when I was collared, and committed deeply, in the past it was not a 24/7 lifestyle.
As I previously mentioned, yes I am an enigma. I'm a slut and I know it. I glorify it. It is who I am. So I don't need a lecture that "I'm a bad person" or "white trash" or whatever because my children have different fathers. I do not care about your opinion in that matter and you will not make me hate myself. If you're that type of man then move on. If, however, you're one who enjoys sluts then come say hi. Also, I think I am reasonably intelligent and articulate and do take pride in that, but at the same time I know I have had lapse in judgement when I've been horny and may not always make the best decisions. I certainly am libido driven and have oftentimes been a bitch in heat, but I doesn't actually mean I am horny 24/7.
Have I lost you yet? Does any of this make any sense? I suppose what you can clearly take from this ad for friendships is I am predictably unpredictable.
I look forward to getting to know new people!
Feel free to call me Rubi. I am a divorced/single mother of three in my mid-thirties. I have always had a passion for writing, and deep down I know it is still there, but something has been lacking. I have not had the motivation/desire to write. (Or, is that, "to follow through" on my writings?)There are times when I think I have a great idea, or perhaps only "a great title", and then I sit there and think to myself Now what?????? Suddenly, I'm at a loss on how to even start a story. (And I run different scenarios in my mind... IE: Start with dialogue as a way to introduce a couple of characters, start with a sex scene to pull a reader in and leave them curious as to where things are going, or to start with a general into that helps set the scene...)
I'm not seeking "advice".
I don't need someone to tell me "just write" or "just start and it'll come to you". I am aware how to write, I am just trying to push past my own mental blocks and/or to understand them. I feel like I am Stella Payne and am trying to get my groove back. I'm not even certain on how to describe/explain the type of muse I want...I am just hopeful that by getting to know some others from Lit more and conversing with them I may find inspiration.It is quite rare that I load YIM as I am always multitasking when at the computer or especially if accessing Lit from my tablet. I'm not looking for "cyber". (So don't send a message saying "get on ur knees and suk my big d*#k slut!" Your PM will be ignored. And that's brings up another point and pet peeve of mine. We're on an erotic literature web site. Please use full sentences, punctuation, and spell out words.)
Yes, I am subservient and passive by nature, but no that doesn't mean I'll be "your cyber slut and devoted to you and only you" when we talk. "Sir" is something that is earned and not just given when corresponding with a man. I also don't do the odd-cyber-capitals-thing. My grammar teachings will have me continue to capitalize an "I" when I'm speaking of myself instead of using the "i". In the same vein, I will not capital "You" when talking about you unless it's the beginning of a new sentence. Those quirks are my own, and if they bother you we'll not get along anyway. It also does not rule my life. Even when I was collared, and committed deeply, in the past it was not a 24/7 lifestyle.
As I previously mentioned, yes I am an enigma. I'm a slut and I know it. I glorify it. It is who I am. So I don't need a lecture that "I'm a bad person" or "white trash" or whatever because my children have different fathers. I do not care about your opinion in that matter and you will not make me hate myself. If you're that type of man then move on. If, however, you're one who enjoys sluts then come say hi.
Also, I think I am reasonably intelligent and articulate and do take pride in that, but at the same time I know I have had lapse in judgement when I've been horny and may not always make the best decisions. I certainly am libido driven and have oftentimes been a bitch in heat, but I doesn't actually mean I am horny 24/7.Have I lost you yet? Does any of this make any sense? I suppose what you can clearly take from this ad for friendships is I am predictably unpredictable.
I look forward to getting to know new people!
for one of the best of the naughty ladies.
