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[AngelofyourNighmares]

Angelina (Angel)
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Angel had always been what most considered a good girl, she came from a good family, was hardworking and trustworthy, and people seemed to love her all in all she was a good person... but even good people had secrets, even good people fell in love, with what her daddy always said was the guy from the wrong side of the tracks, but Angelina never once thought like that, she always seen the good in people, she had always seen the good in her ex, she had met him when she was 18 and just starting college, he had been 23 at the time, and she had fell in love with him at first site, and she decided then and there to give herself to him completely and she did, but she also had very big dreams, dreams that he never tried to take away from her, but yet at the same time the two of them were going down very different paths, she was on the fast track in college, to become a dentist following in her fathers footsteps and her ex well, he made money his own way, she never questioned him she never cared, he treated her right, he loved her, he respected her, and he gave her everything she needed and more. She didn’t question him and he didn’t tell her, but deep down she knew he was doing illegal activities, but he never got her involved, and as much as her family tried they couldn’t break them apart, or at least she thought they never could...

When she turned 21 and finally graduated college, and got started on her career that’s when her life started to fall apart, she had fallen more and more in love, and it was a dark love in and out of the bedroom, the sex was amazing all-consuming, she didn’t know anyone could make a girl cum as much as he did, she loved that he dominated her, she never knew she was a submissive until he showed her that life.... until he stopped making love to her, he stopped coming around her, he stopped calling and texting... she had never been more confused and soon she would find out why... he leaves here he leaves her a letter, and just doesn’t even have enough balls to tell her. “Dear Angel.” Angel, she thought he started calling her that all those years before... now he was leaving her a fucking letter. She never once tried to change him, never questioned him, she had given him everything still she read on. “I know I should be telling you this to your face, but I can’t see you right now... I’m going away for a while, you deserve better than me, I’m no good, your father was right.. your everything, sweet, strong, smart, passionate, giving, submissive, you're the girl I thought I would never find, and when I did I knew I should have stayed away... I know I’m no good, you know it too deep down, I do love you my pet, I always will, but I can’t allow you to get any farther involved in my life, it’s dangerous and I’m dangerous... but love, be happy, live your life, don’t be afraid to love, you will always be a part of me.” She read these words and her heart broke, she felt like she was dying and she remained like that for over a year, she finally moved on, met a safe and comfortable guy that her family and friends loved, but for her, it was just comfort, no one would ever be him.

Today was the day she was to be married, she didn’t love the man, she cared for him, but her heart, well her heart would always be his... she had a good life now, good friends, a good man, dream job, car, house, but she needed and craved more... she was still a good girl but still very much hung up on the one man she could never really have... she had one close friend that knew her and knew her well. “Angel, I like Peter, but you don’t love him... don’t make a mistake,” Liz told her, she shrugged and smiled saying she did and she had too, she would feel guilty Peter was a good man, and she didn’t want to leave him on his wedding day but she didn’t say that out loud, her thoughts always went back to her bad boy from the wrong side of the tracks.
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[AngelofyourNighmares]

bumped

 

[yaturtle]

Jack watched the sun come up over the lake behind his hotel. He had been gone for sixteen months and now he was less than an hour away. It was risky business for him to return. When he left the police were looking to question him in connection to the murder of a prominent politician's son. The people responsible for knew he had to much information and were looking for him as well. To make matters worse he fled with 50k and a fair amount of their product in order to hide. Several people had been arrested and charged but nobody wanted to see him around. He had sold of the product and opened his own custom bike shop near fort Meyers beach. He had practically been raised in body shops and hot rod building so the business came easy to him. What did not come easy was relationships. It had killed him to leave his angel that note, but he was sure at the time it was for the best. He never realized what she meant to him until he couldn't see her. Now he had to take the chance of coming back to get her. His foot kicked the starter and his bike roared to life. He wrestled with what he would say to her as rolled down the highway. Out of the corner of his eye he spotted her blue toyota with university sticker in the back window. It was parked in front of her sister's place and went around the block before parking the bike across the street. He was still sitting on the bike when the front door opened and her sister and another girl all dressed up.
His angel was right behind them in a wedding gown. He had a sick feeling in his gut and jaw was locked tight. The other two girls we talking a mile a minute, but Angelina locked eyes with him and stopped dead in her tracks.

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Is this what my life has come to I wondered to myself as my sister and my best friend fawned all over me getting me prepared for what is supposed to be the happiest day of my life when in my own reality was the second saddest day of my entire life, the first when the love of my life rode away on his motorcycle only leaving me with a letter of a excuse and now today pretending I was marrying the man I loved and wanted to share my life with even though it was the last thing I wanted, but I had to let myself move on and this was the only way I could see in doing so is to give my heart or try to give my heart and soul to another one.

Liz looked at her and knew that this wasn't what her best friend wanted as did her sister. "Annie." Her sister called her she had many nicknames apparently she thought rolling her eyes. "You don't have to go through with this we all know at least me and Liz know you don't want to marry Paul." She said softly. "I've made my decision." Angelina said firmly as Liz and Kelly led her out the door.

She looked around feeling a familiar presence and locked eyes with Jack. Her heart began racing, her head was spinning, her hands were clammy this was not happening. Liz and Kelly followed Angelina's gaze and both gasped as well as she felt her legs give out.

 

[yaturtle]

In the instant before she collapsed jack new she was still his. He strolled across with confidence as if he only left yesterday . The girls were desperately trying to revive Angelina ,but jack needed to stop the commotion before it attracted any attention. quickly and calmly he inserted himself between the other two girls and tossed his angel over shoulder to take her back inside . While the girls fussed he closed the door behind them. As she came to jack spoke to all of them as stared into his angels eyes." It's a wonderful dress but she won't need it today. I'm the only one you will ever love and I'm back to take you away. "

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Angelina couldn't believe this was happening on today of all days, she felt the world collapsing beneath her feet figuratively and literally. She felt like everything was spinning, and everything was happening so damn fast. She faintly heard her sister and friend freaking out, lord thank you for it only being them there her parents had already headed to the church.

When she came to she looked up into those dark pools of his and was stunned by his words as she sat up and anger took over her as did her own emotions. "Are you kidding me right now Jack." She stated angrily. If her sister and Liz weren't standing there she would have slapped the fuck out of him. She heard her sister speak calmly. "We will head to the church you guys need to talk, I'll stall. Call me. " She stated firmly although she already knew what the outcome of this was going to be she had to let her little sister figure this one out on her own.

Liz was about to protest when Kelly grabbed her hand and led her out the door. They left her alone with Jack in the living room of Kelly's house good thing she wasn't at her parents, god she wished she was home in bed and this was just some kind of bad dream.

She tried to control her heavy breathing when she looked at him her dark blue eyes were full of rage.

 

[yaturtle]

Jack turned to face here when the door closed.He was seething inside determined to figure out why she was doing this. For over a year I have been working to build a new life foe us, time and time again i sent messages.
Finally when i read about the indictments i decided it had cooled down enough to come back for you. Jack reached out to rub the material from the collar of her dress between his finger and thumb. Now it's clear why you would not respond.

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

The way he turned and looked at her when he closed the door bewildered her, he had no right to feel any type of way the way he left her. She looked at him confused for a moment so angry she was shaking in the moment.

“You never sent me any messages for one, and two you have no fucking right to be angry with me jack you left me remember, I never asked for a better life you chose to leave, you chose to leave me and now you want to show up and you think you have a right to be angry with me.” She said standing up needing to control her rage.

“I had to move on.. you think it was easy you think I want to marry someone I don’t love. God your a idiot... you should have never have left me. Your the one in the wrong not me, I am the only one that can be angry here.”

 

[yaturtle]

Jack's eyes went wide and he screamed . No messages??, what the fuck I sent over a dozen messages and two burner phones so you could call me because your whole family's phones were tapped. The note was a ruse to keep the police and the Patrick family away from you. When I left the only one I could trust was Evan Patrick. Evan had a man on the inside of the sheriff's department. That guy supposedly dated a friend of yours named Liz. He told Evan that he would go through Liz because he couldn't risk contacting you directly. Evan has disappeared and old man patrick has a price on my head With no idea what his man Paul's last name or number is I had to take a chance and come back. And the police could try and charge me with conspiracy in a murder . Are you telling me liz never said a word? Jesus when was the last time you saw her?

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

He startled her when he screamed he still had no right to be angry with her what so ever and the more angry he seemed the more angry she was becoming. She looked at him startled when he mentioned that he sent her messages and burner phones, she didn’t get anything at all. “I got nothing from you." She said softly although she was still furious with him.

She listened as he spoke as she was putting two and two together. She had no idea who Evan was she thought to herself. She started to pace back and forth trying to control her anger and her confusion. Her eyes went wide at the mention of her best friends name. She felt sick as she was listening to everything he was telling her.

"Today I saw Liz today.... She's with Kelly is my family in danger, Jesus Jack I feel sick, I am so damn confused. "Liz is my bridesmaid was, I don't know what the hell is happening. " she felt as if she was going to have a panic attack.

 

[yaturtle]

Jack was fighting hard to control his anger. He could not strike a women in anger , but he might put his fist through a door if he did not get a sensible answer soon. And he knew he could not get caught or let it be known he had come back into town. Taking a deep breath he stepped back " send her text ,tell her to get somewhere private fast and call you. They cannot let anyone know I'm here. I need to know why she never gave you anything and who the fuck her friend paul is ".

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

What the hell was he so angry for. “I don’t understand any of this, especially why you are so damn angry! You left me jack me!!!!” She screamed her pent up anger finally overflowing. She looked at him confusion clear and evident in her eyes that she had no idea what in the hell he was talking about he wasn’t making any sense to her.

She chewed on her lip, what did he think he would just come back into her life and things would be all roses, well life didn’t work that way. He hurt her and he thought he could just swipe that all under the rug by explaining it all away she had a life now she wasn’t a dental assistant she was a dentist she had her own home for Christ sake and he wanted her just to leave everything without explanation.

She looked at him and threw her phone at him. “You do it, until you explain further what the fuck is going on and why you think you have any right to be mad at me I don’t have to do a fucking thing.” Never mind she thought snatching her phone and texting Liz and waited for her to call her, when the phone rang she answered it but had no idea what she was even supposed to say.

 

[yaturtle]

Jack was waiting as Angelina stared at the phone dumbstruck while her girlfriend repeated he name waiting for her to speak. He lost his patience and took the phone from her. Is this Liz? Liz immediately began crying and yelling don't you hurt her . Jack yelled back LIz!!! ,listen to me carefully . I have never hurt her and I never will. Now I need you to calm down and answer some questions for me. What happened to the messages and the phones your boyfriend Paul gave you for Angelina . He held the phone up so they could both hear the answer. What are you talking about I never got anything.....and furthermore he is just a friend . I would never date him for gods sake he's marrying my best friend . It took all his strength not to throw the phone and give in to rage boiling just under the surface. " Liz Liz I need you to pull it together for your friend. Go back into the house and tell everyone you just spoke to Angelina. She has a little case of cold feet and felt a little sick. You are going to get her now , things are just a little delayed. Then get your ass back here. That's when he whipped the phone of the sofa and sent it flying across the room. He was staring daggers through Angelina. When I told you Evan went to Paul from the sheriffs office... his name didn't ring a bell? .WHAT THE FUCK!!!

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She didn’t understand anything that was happening and why jack was blaming her for all of this, was he always this selfish she wondered to herself. She gasped at him when he snatched the phone from her hand. “Asshole.” She muttered angrily. She could hear her friend through the phone and knew Liz was extremely upset and she didn’t appreciate the way that he was coming across to her but at least she knew Liz could be trusted.

She felt her heart racing as she listened to what Liz was saying liz was just as much in the dark as angel was. She was stunned by Lizs words holy hell what the fuck was happening? Her fiancé was he someone she didn’t even know.

“Jack if you yell at me one more fucking time I swear to everything holy I will smack the shit out of you.” And she was dead serious people feared him she was not one of them people.

“How are you blaming any of this on me, you could have been honest from the start, you didn’t have to leave me, I would have went anywhere with you no matter the danger....god your selfish I never realized that before but you truly are. “

She wanted to change, she was uncomfortable in this dress. “I’m going to change. I suggest you change your tune before my friend gets here.” She said walking away slamming her sisters bedroom door and locking it, she would have to
Borrow something of Kelley’s.

 

[yaturtle]

Jack sat in silence while she was locked in the bedroom. He had to find out if this guy was the one who set him up in the first place. He had to know if Evan was still alive.As he stared at the door he realized she had been in his dreams every day he was gone. The realization she had given herself to another man sickened and infuriated him.Now he wasn't sure if he could stand to touch her, never mind take her back. He had remained faithful ,but he thought she would have known that from his messages.He looked at the front door and envisioned himself riding away on that bike alone forever. His head was pounding and every minute seemed like hours. He was sure of only one thing. He had been set up, and someone was going to pay for it.

The front door opened and her sister and Liz came in together looking around to find her. jack said "she's in the bedroom. When she come's out take one car to the red roof motel on interstate 70 south . You will see my bike parked in front of the room, we can talk there without anyone showing up unannounced. only take one phone and make sure the GPS is turned off."

He left the room open and went across the parking lot into the woods with his forty five and an extra magazine to make sure they arrived alone.

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She needed some time to herself and some time to think she was so angry angrier then she had ever felt before. She needed to know, no she had a right to know what the hell was going on. She changed quickly wondering about her sisters fashion choices but didn’t have the strength or energy to look for something else to wear at the moment. If he only knew the reasons behind her getting married, she knew that’s what all this was about well his anger at least. She hadn’t even slept with him telling him she wanted to wait till marriage this time around.

How could he think she got any messages and that she would have ever ignored him didn’t he know her at all she wondered. She sighed when she heard a tap at the bedroom door and she heard her best friends voice. Liz stormed in and hugged me with all her might tears in her eyes. I am so sorry she muttered and explained what jack has said and son. They were leaving

 

[yaturtle]

Jack watched carefully as the girls went into the room .He checked the shopping mall lot as well to make sure they weren't followed. Once inside he turned his back to them and looked out the window as he spoke. "Someone was skimming money from the Patrick family drug business . I know because that money was laundered thru my body shop . Their Son Evan and I are best friends ,and we trying to figure out who was involved. Congressman Billings kid was killed the last night I was here. Evan knew it wasn't me because he had seen angel and i getting of my bike at my place when it was going down. They had put the kids body in the trunk of my olds 442 at the shop. Evan got to me first and told me to run .Both the police and old man Patrick were looking for me. His connection inside the sheriffs dept told him neither of us should contact angel directly because her phone was tapped. Evan had sent me a 100k to help me get a new start . He could have had me arrested or killed any time he wanted. He didn't and I know he never would.Since we no know Liz never got my messages , that leaves Paul. Since Paul intended to marry angel it explains his motivation for blocking my messages. Maybe the phone was never tapped in the first place. ". He had the bridge of his nose pinched between thumb and forefinger as he turned to face them. looking her in the eyes he had to know. " Do you love him Angel?....When exactly did you start dating him?".

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She followed as Liz opened the door and the two girls entered the motel room together angels heart felt as if it were ready to explode however. She could still see the tears in her friends eyes and she smiled as she reassured her that everything would be fine. She took a deep breath when jack walked into the room her breathing was heavy and she was scared and unsure of everything.

She listened to every word that he had to say and was stunned by everything that he had to say as her heart pounded more and more and everything she was feeling showed in her eyes. She chewed her lip so not only was she scared she was terrified and hurt and angry and confused and sad.

“No I haven’t even we didn’t even... it was a marriage of convenience for me it was a means to get over you.”

 

[yaturtle]

Jacks eyes narrowed to slits as he tried to understand what she was saying. His head ached knowing he had to suppress his own emotional turmoil and take control of the situation. The gun in his belt had become uncomfortable so he removed it ,intending to put it down on the table. Suddenly Liz was pleading " no no no she's telling the truth I swear!!!". Jack shook his head as he lay the weapon on the desk next to him. " keep quite' I told you I will not hurt her . He took a deep breath. " I had intended to settle things with old man Patrick , then find Angelina and take her with me. I had not expected to see her car or find her on the way to her wedding. In one hour I am going to meet Danny in the mall lot next door . If all goes well, i will be back. If not, go home and pretend you changed your mind . Knowing what you know now you won't be getting married anyway.
In the mean time I need to know Paul's last name ,and anything else either of you know about him.

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She felt stupid admitting any of this like she owed him any type of explanation she was beginning to think he blamed her for everything and this hurt her more then she even knew, she fought back tears never let me see you cry she thought to herself. She rolled her eyes at him and walked over to the window and looked not that she opened the curtain she just needed to look at anything but him.

She turned back around when she heard Liz gasp and needed to know what had startled her. Angel smiled a bit knowing Jack would never physically hurt her but at the same time she wasn’t even sure she knew him anymore. “He won’t hurt us Liz I promise relax” she glared at jack this time. “Really jack, your freaking her out can you please relax” she asked and looked away from him.

She gave him a look as if to say don’t talk to her like that again or I’ll slap the fuck out of you. Liz told him everything as did angel. “I think I’m going to be sick” angel said before running to the bathroom, no she just needed a moment to herself to cry all this was to much.

 

[yaturtle]

Jack winced as he watched her retreat to the bathroom, wondering if it could ever be the same for them now.He wanted her, and he wanted out from the Patrick family. he knew for sure if he didn't set the old man straight they could never sleep at night. His gaze wandered to Liz, the poor girl was still scared shitless. This should all be over soon Liz. Jack checked his watch . As casually as one could he put the gun inside the pocket of his vest and picked up a bag from the floor next to the bed.
After hiding the the bike he walked across to the mall parking lot and sat on a light stanchion in the middle of the lot. After thirty minutes the first car circled around the lot twice before two more came in and surrounded jack. Danny Patrick stepped out of the last car while the windows of the other two rolled down revealing the rifles trained on Jack. " it's just little old me Danny ,you sure you don't want some more back up?" The old man spat on the ground staring daggers at jack. Some of the old brogue came out when he was mad. " Shut the fuck up Jack your in no position to be a smart ass. Now where is Evan ,and what have you got to say that was important enough to die for?
Jacks heart sunk at the first question even though he suspected it might be asked. " I was hoping you would tell me where Evan was, I haven't been able to reach him. I have Your money he lent me to get away in that bag. I owe that and more . It's obvious now he wouldn't let me take the fall for his brother when they tried to set me up . I actually don't know where Evan his,but I think i Know who does. He laid out what he suspected happened between the two brothers and Paul. With a wave of the hand from Danny the guns went away and the windows were raised. Before Danny pulled away he turned back to jack " I'll be sure to give Paul your message before I'm done with Him.

Back in the motel room he was looking at his Angel but speaking to Liz.
" I need you to buy us a couple of days Liz. Take her car back and tell them she is at your place and needs to be alone."

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She didn’t like the way he was treating her she didn’t deserve it he was the one who left her and didn’t tell her why she had blamed herself for so long, now he was treating her like she shouldn’t have tried to move on she was not in love with Paul but he was safe and someone was better then no one and at least he cared about her she thought to herself. She basically slammed the door as the tears instantly filled her eyes. Her breathing was labored and she could not believe that any of this was happening. She splashed some water on her face and looked herself over she looked a hot mess she then shaker her hair out of the still perfect wedding look it had been placed in and pulled it into a messy bun.

She was skeptical about leaving Liz alone out there but she knew he would never hurt someone she cared about. Breath she told herself just breath though she was feeling so many things....pain, hurt, anger, sadness. She chewed her lip and decided she needed to face the outside world once more she wasn’t scared she was furious that people thought that they could play with her life the way they were. She walked out and walked over to Liz who was hyperventilating and then she realized what was happening her eyes wide as she tried to calm her fiend down.

She heart jacks voice and chills went through her. She grabbed her best friends hand and looked at her. “Breath Liz it’s going to be okay.” She had no idea if it would be but she had to give her fiend some sort of reassurance. She listened carefully to everything that was going on around her, she sighed and looked at Liz. “I got you I promise I’ll protect you.” She said softly though she had no fucking idea how. She chewed her lip once more as she heard what old man Patrick was saying and she was quite curious about his answer as well.

She once more squeezed her friends hand. She listened to every word that was said and was stunned more and more by everything that she was hearing her heart sunk and this time she really did feel as if she were going to be sick she felt as if she were in a nightmare and for the first time she was scared herself though she hid that from Liz very well.

She looked at Liz with a smile. “I’ll be fine, Liz do as he says I promise nothing will happen to you I’d die before I’d let that happen.” She said turning to jack as if to tell him that she meant those words that of something happened to her friend she would die.

 

[yaturtle]

When the door closed behind liz, he turned to look at his angel. And there was the problem. Was she really his ?. Dispite the fact that it was not her fault ,she had still given herself to another man. He couldn't block out that thought to reach out take her like he wanted to. Standing in front her as she just sat on the edge of the bed his hand brushed her hair back from her eyes.
Instead of the passionate reunion he had envisioned it felt more like a death in the family, a numbness he couldn't understand. Without a word he simply laid back on the bed and pulled her onto himself and hugged her. His hands rubbed and caressed her like they had a mind of there own. "Tell me what happened while I was gone".

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

When he looked at her she couldn’t stand it any more the tears filled her eyes and it was like a dam had broken. She shook her head feeling like he hated her when she was the one that had every right to hate him. She knew deep down he was hurt to but what had he expected from her. How could he even think that she let Paul do anything with her, she didn’t only a kiss and then she didn’t even like that and she knew deep down she wouldn’t have gone through with the wedding even though she knew she had every right to move on.

Why was he mad at her though he left her and what was done after that wasn’t her fault she had been deeply hurt more then he would ever realize. She slightly looked away from him her eyes rimmed with tears as a single one rolled down her face. She bit her lip and looked away once more this was horrible she thought to herself the whole situation was.

She allowed him to pull her against him to hold her as she breathed in his scent and felt safe once more. “What do you want to know” she said as she looked at him and slightly pulled away still fighting back the tears that still wanted to roll down her cheek.

 

[yaturtle]

His hands came up to hold her face. " It's been a crazy day angel. You were always mine and mine alone. I know this was all my own doing. You mumbled something about waiting earlier but i didn't even hear half of it. You can't know what a shock it was to find you in a wedding dress. I was nanoseconds away from tearing it in two when you hid in the bathroom. Why did you hide, what did you do? I know it's not your fault , But i need to know . I need to process this .
You understand I signed his death warrant in that parking lot?