After the beach (closed for Becaa57)

[Bluntitis]

I know she likes me. But wanting to make an entrance with only a towel around my waist was much to fast. I feel a responsibility to reschedule my intentions and give her more time to figure out what she wants. In the meantime we can gradually increase the intimacy of our relationship. A walk in the wood leaves much space to exchange feelings. I will text her.
“Dear Becca, sorry that I embarrassed myself in front of you. Will you make a new start with me? Would like to go for a walk in the woods. I can pick you up at your apartment tomorrow at nine am.”

 

[Becaa57]

I stare at the text. The apology felt honestl and I guess it was an honest misunderstanding of what I'd said and done, although you were aware of the reason my last relationship ended over my virginity and how to end it. But a walk in the woods might be a way to begin again. He did seem to want to be a friend and kind of father figure I'm lacking.
"Yes that sounds good, I'll bring a picnic lunch oh by the way I have my bike so we won't need to ride double "

 

[Bluntitis]

That is wonderful, she accepts my invitation and the fact that she takes a lunch with her means she is willing to spend a long time with me. How will this develop into intimacy and sexual acts? I don’t know how other than to ask her honestly in what way I can help her. Maybe I should tell her that intimacy is sometimes just to experience and evaluate what you like or don’t. You can’t always know in advance.

After I have texted her I will be at her apartment in ten minutes she stands ready in front of the building. She wears a short dress under which her strong, muscular legs show a nice complexion. She smiles and waves when we see each other. She looks so sexy … I don’t think she knows how pretty she is. I feel sweat on my breast. It smells like excitement. I feel her caves on my shoulders when I part her pussy lips a bit with my index fingers and thumbs and lick at her moist clit. She looks me in the eyes and I have the feeling she reads my mind. Oh, shame on you daddy! Control your thoughts!

After the bike ride we start a hike of three miles to the lake.

“Becca you know I am willing to help you with the problem you had with your ex boyfriend. But I don’t know how, what do you want to know and how can I help?”

 

[Becaa57]

I am glad you arrive on time. I chose a dress for today, hope it's not a mistake. You seem to like seeing me in it, which makes me smile. I put the basket in my bike and follow you to the park by the forest. We walk for a while, then stop for lunch. I put out the food I bought. Then you tell me you are willing to help with the problem with my boyfriend.
"Thank you, but right now there is nothing I can think of you could do to help me. This is my problem. I like you and you come across as a father figure but thanks but not today . Now have some chicken and wine"

 

[Bluntitis]

“I understand, I try to be there when you need me. Take your time, when you are ready to explore what’s the problem we will see. There are a lot of other boys even nice ones. Maybe one of them gives the right feelings to unfold. You are a very nice person, you deserve a great boyfriend”.
She laughs and her face catches the sun, it’s breathtaking.

 

[Becaa57]

"You are sweet!!!! I guess over here things are different. I don't need or want a boy thanks. I think I need time and friends. Do you think you can be one? I do like you.

 

[Bluntitis]

“Thank you! I feel honored to be a friend of yours. When you want, feel free to text me. We can see each other as often as we want, when agenda’s fit. Thanks for lunch as well. It’s nice to have the opportunity to talk to you so relaxed.”

we walk back to our bikes and arrive safely at your home.

 

[Becaa57]

When we get to my place I smile at you. Do you have time to come up? No shower this time but we do have some wine leftover? Just to talk

 

[Bluntitis]

“It a shame to spill wine. Thanks for your invitation.”

I feel a little embarrassed to enter the apartment again where I made such a terrible mistake. I feel praised that you didn't hold it against me.

 

[Becaa57]

We go up and into my apartment and I can tell you are apprehensive about it. "Just sit on the couch, I'll pour us some wine and get some snacks" I pour us both a glass of wine and hand yours to you. Then sitting on the couch facing you, I tuck my legs under. I'm close enough to touch, but not real close. Taking a sip of wine I take ab breath. "If anyone had said that I'd be entertaining a married man in my apartment, I would have said they are crazy. and by entertaining I don't mean dancing or anything like that so if you are hoping I'll put on a strip show, you are out of luck. Beside I'm only wearing like 2 pieces of clothing. I meant talking to. I really enjoyed today and want to thank you for spending some time with a crazy American girl. I really appreciate it. I would say you are the first friend I've made here.
But I do have some questions for you, if you don't mind. Answering is voluntary of course, but I've been thinking" Reaching out to touch your hair, stroking it for a second. Taking a breath.

"Ok here goes. I know you are married, and I will never get in the middle of your marriage!!! I'm curious though
What did you tell your wife, that you can spend so much time with me?
Will we be able to do something like this again?
Do you want too?"

I sit waiting for your answer. "These are serious questions to me, so don't rush"

 

[Bluntitis]

When you stroke my hair, I tempted to bow my head towards you. It feels good.

“Becaa this are difficult questions, but I will answer them the best I can. They did wander through my mind these last days. Before I met you on the beach, I have never imagined to spend time with a young lady. It feels so good, that I really would like to go on with it.

Having said this I can’t prevent to look at her a bit worried. I see her eyes narrowing. She is a bit afraid of what is coming.

“As you say I have a family and I will fulfil my obligations towards them. It’s not my intention to hurt anybody by seeing you, but that also includes me. I realise, since I met you, that I miss the interest in me as a person. That is what you add to my life.”

I stay silent for a moment to think how to continue with these tough questions.

“I haven’t told my wife about you. Otherwise, things will be too complicated. I work as an independently established advisor in the field of zoning. I have clients in this region, mostly municipalities. I visit them by bike or car depending on the distance. During those day I have time to spend with you. In weekends I have less time. Although I sometimes take Bruno with me for a walk near the lake or in the woods.”

I hope this will work out for both of us. She has much more time living on her own than I can ever offer her. I lean back uncertain of the impact of these answers …

 

[Becaa57]

I listen to your answers and can see you've given them some thought. I am relieved that for you as well, this was unexpected and not planned at all.

"I'm glad, that for you as well as me this is unexpected, but something I want more of too. I enjoy spending time with you."

"I'm also glad you didn't tell your wife. At this point, I think the less I know the better right?"

"I currently work from home, so my days are very flexible. I do tend to go to the beach in the afternoons, usually to swim, not to cry my eyes out" smiling at that, thinking that even thought it was yesterday, it felt like forever ago, before you came into my life.

"I guess should say this, even though you've not said anything about it. I'm not looking for money or to be a 'kept' woman. I am needing a friend and while I never ever thought that might be a married man, it appears that life has chosen for me."

thinking a minute

"As you know I'm a virgin, and while you were kind enough to offer a solution to that yesterday, that also is not what I'm looking for."

"If you are still ok with this type of relationship, then good. If not, I totally understand"

 

[Bluntitis]

I am very happy that she wants to have a long-term friendship with me. Although it won't always be easy, she understands my home situation.

"Your friendship is worth a lot to me. I promise I won't jeopardize it by trying to seduce you. It's my Dutchiness that will prevent me to shower you with material goods, but that doesn't mean I'm here to drink your wine. The next time I come over, I'll bring some good bottles!"

I stand up and say it's time to go home. I hug her at the outside door. She has a familiar smell allready. It feels weird to leave her like that.

 

[Becaa57]

I return the hug.
"Next time you will have to explain what you mean by your Dutchiness comment?"
I watch as you get on your bike and ride off, waving goodbye.
I go inside, and then send you a text
"I plan to be at the beach tomorrow around 2:00pm if you can make it, would be nice"
Then go in take a shower and sit down with a glass of wine, thinking about what just happened today and what may happen in the future.

 

[Bluntitis]

I chuckle when I read your text. The next time we see each other, I'll tell you about my grandfather, Pete Hoekstra. I have worrisome genes.

Tomorrow two o'clock is to early. I could be on time and put my swimming trunks and a towel in my backpack, but I don't know where to put my suit at the beach. I have to go home first to change.

I text you: “Great idea to go swimming. Two o'clock is too early, three o'clock also good? Will bring a refreshment”.

 

[Becaa57]

I replay with a . "Ok just look for my towel, if I'm in the water!!! Thank you, looking forward to tomorrow a lot!!!"
I watch some TV and read before crawling into. Wondering what you're doing, but not risking a text to you. I don't want you to get questioned about things. God already thinking like the other woman.
Next day I'm up, getting an early start on my work, having a productive although day dreamy day. I change to my bikini and put a wrap on, before grabbing my bike and heading down to the beach. My usual spot is empty, so I spread out there. Running into the water to swim a bit before you arrive.

 

[Bluntitis]

The meeting went well, although I hate lunchmeetings. Having to talk about work while eating a sandwich feels inconvenient. I am distracted, I think of you often. Where are you now? On your way to the beach?

After picking up a bottle of white wine, some olives and crackers in a store, I bike to the beach. Your towel is easy to find on the same spot we met earlier on. I spread my towel next to yours and walk to the waterfront. You yell at me and wave.

“I am coming to get you.”

Normally I would take my time to get used to the temperature of the water. Under the influence of your presence, I immediately dive into the water . For a moment I think my heart is going to stop, the water is so cold. Swimming towards you my body adjusts to the temperature of the water. When I am with you I tap you on your head.

“Come on, let’s get out. I have a cooled bottle of white wine with me which is now warming up.”

We go out of the water and we toast with two paper cups. I feel very happy. Drinking wine with a beautiful young woman on the beach. Can it be like this forever?

 

[Becaa57]

I swim back with you, feeling cold when the air hits me now. I wrap a towel around and we go up to our blankets.
"Thanks for bringing the wine and crackers, feels weird to drink wine out of a paper cup, but safer too" Click the cups together we drink some and just sit enjoying each others company.
"How was your day? You had a meeting?" Now that I've adjusted to the air, I lay back on my elbows looking at you.

 

[Bluntitis]

I love the attention I get from you, but am reluctant to talk about my work.

"Thank you for asking. The meeting went well, it took a lot of time and it is all about zoning regulations and procedures. It is boring but they pay me good money for the pleasures in life. Not that money is so important. A pleasant afternoon at the beach doesn't cost much. Your company is priceless. First I would like to hear about your day so far, before I will tell you about my relatives.”

I am lying on my side next to you, so I can maintain eye contact.

 

[Becaa57]

I sense you don't like talking about work, and will remember that. When you ask about my family, I lay down next to you on my back, my head turned towards you so we can talk quietly.
"My day was ok really. Work is busy but not overwhelmingly so. I enjoy the job, however working from home limits my social interactions." As I talk I see your eyes traveling up and down my body, but not in a weird or creepy way. I'm just glad I'm fit. "Oh I did get asked out on a date!! That was different, I said no but still was nice. I guess he found out I am single again"
Thinking how to phrase what I'm going to say next.
"I think for now, if you are ok with it. You will be the only man in my life"

 

[Becaa57]

"So you were going to explain about your relatives what makes you Dutchy? I'd like to know, it's something I've never heard of"

 

[Bluntitis]

“I am not possessive, but I like the idea that I’m the only one for you. It does mean that I feel responsible for you.”

I feel the need to feel your body. I am lying on my back with my head against your upper arm. I can feel the warmth of your skin.

“If I’m the only one in your life, you also have the right to know who I am. My genes, that’s what to worry about.”

I grin.

“I have Dutch blood in my veins. I was named after my grandfather, Pete Hoekstra. He was a carpenter and lived in a village in Pennsylvania. He had a Dutch mentality, quite blunt and straightforward. He did leave his marks in the village. He fucked all of his friends’ wives.”

As I say this, I’m glad I’m not looking at you. I would burst out laughing.

“It’s not immediately alarming. That behavior sometimes skips a few generations. I think my father is a decent man.”

To reassure you, I gently press a kiss on your upper arm.

 

[Becaa57]

I like you cradling your head in my arm, I bend it so my hand is resting on your chest.

"I wouldn't say you are responsible for me, but I would love knowing I can ask things of you, that you will do if possible of course"

"Your grandfather sounds like quite a character, how did his friends handle him fucking their wives??"

Smiling when you say it skips generations and then move on to state your dad is a decent man.

"Well I guess lucky for me, I'm not married to one of your friends??? " Chuckling a little.

Thinking that kind of explains how forward you were in my apartment.

"A carpenter? Are you good with wood? or working with your hands?"

 

[Bluntitis]

She puts her hand on my chest. It feels good to tough each other.

“It didn’t end so well with my grandfather. My grandmother, who knew about it, forced him to leave when it was enough. They divorced and he died many years later a bachelor.”

You’re getting naughty, that excites me.

“I don’t like to cheat on my friends, so it’s also better for me that you didn’t marry one of them. I will always make an effort to meet your expectations. I am theoretically trained, but still fit and at home in several markets. I am good with wood and my hands. It’s not for me to judge, but I’ve never had any complaints.”

I pet her belly like I’m tapping on wood. It’s time for a change of subject before it gets out of hand.

“Do you have any colorful relatives, what kind of family do you come from?”

 

[Becaa57]

"Well I guess your grandfather learned his lesson, but I would think being divorced would make his womanizing easier?"

"So you're saying my virtue would actually be safer if I was married to a friend," looking at you with a smile, this is a strange conversation, but fun at the same time.

Feeling you pat my belly. "That's not as hard and fit as I'd like it to be"

Thinking about my family.
"Not very colorful, no womanizing as far as I'm aware. They are actually very religious, part of the reason I'm still pure" with air quotes. "They were not at all supportive of me moving over here especially because there was a man in the picture. I didn't live with him, so not a harlet in their eyes, at least not yet. Every time I call I get the when are you coming home, find a good boy and get married speech. I am not sure marriage is for me anyways really"