So I have this abuse fetish. I liked my hair pulled to the point my scalp will be sore for days. Smacked around, choked, spanked with belts, flogs etc,. My husband used to love doing these things but now he doesn't really do them. That's the first problem, the second one is that I am addicted to this kind of sex and go thru withdrawal. I get moody, cranky, bitchy. I mean we will have sex and whatever but not the way I feel that I want and need. But as soon as he does one of those things I feel balanced again. Has anyone experienced anything like that?