Aay'Han

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Aay'Han
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Aay'han.


Lit has been a place that I shall never forget. There has been so much here I've enjoyed, that I've had pleasure with, people I've met who mean something to me. People who I've shared with and experianced things that I've never thought possible. I've learned much about myself, I've learned about myself as a writer, about myself as a person. I learned about my Furry Side and embraced it, I learned about my BDSM side and lost it.

I fell in love, I lost it. I was hurt, I was betrayed, I was lied to, I was decived, I was used for selfish ends by selfish people who I called friends, people I loved.

I met wonderful writers, I met wonderful people. I met terrible writers, and terrible people.

I've been embroiled in drama, I've been completely involved in it. I've been a piece to be used in games and petty fights. I've been aimed at dear friends and set loose, I've been lied to for justifucation. I've had my heart torn from me, and I've watched people I love come to hate me.

I've been a victim and a villian. I've been a playmate and a friend. I've been a master and a lover.

I remember when the Boudoir began, I remember when I first entered the lounges, I remember when I started stories that people followed zelously. I remember when I had women chasing me who are chased by most men on lit. I rember when I was the man who could walk into a lounge room and every person there talked to me, every woman wanted to touch me.

I remeber falling in Love.

I remember losing Love.

I remember much more.

I remember my first story, with Vadyn, 'Reunited Cousins'

I remember my Last, with Monique_Minx 'Of their Own Accord'

I remember Babygurl, I remember Maid of Marvels, I remember Monique_Minx, I rememeber Fae Bites, I rememeber Rayne_Clowd, I remember Ausus, I remember Vadyn, I remember Iridium, I remember Cherry, I remember Fira, I remember Dahlia, I remember so many...

I remember the characters I created, the stories I wrote, the people I interacted with.

I remember the fun of being here...

But it's not here anymore. Not for me. All that remains is pain, and I won't do it anymore.

I'm sorry, but this is goodbye Literotica.

Aay'han

Aay'han, AY-ye-haan, Mandalorian; Bittersweet perfect moment of mourning and joy. Remembering and celebrating. To have the perfect memory of a moment with a person, and to feel the pain of their loss, but embracing it for the intensity of the emotion.
 
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I don't think we've ever spoken , but I'm sorry you feel this way. What ever your reasons for going, I hope if you do go, you'll be happier..
Take care, and I'm sure your friends will miss here.
 
We spoke once very briefly about a great piece of writing between you and Minx that completely grabbed me.
I know you will be missed and I wish you the best.
I am sure I am not the only one who hopes you change your mind.
 
You where one of the first to make me welcome here on lit, we have had our share of drama our ups and downs and I realize we don't speak now or socialize with each other but I am sorry to see you go.

I believe your friendship and writing style will be missed by many. I am still very grateful for one of our stories and you know why. Take care and I wish you peace and happiness, I hope you find it.
 
Hey man, We have never spoken, but I went through my own shit a while back, took quite a long time to sort it out, and get my head straight, and then came back, I hope you too will come back and join us again here on Lit.

I trust your friends would like to have you back sometime soon, or might not even want you to go, but do what you need to do, and good luck with whatever you decide
 
I may be broken and you might be right about everything but there's a lot of things that I will never forget.

I have said everything I wanted to say to you out of view of all those here. I am not perfect but I am sorry. For everything. You are wrong. There are some things I can't take from you and you know exactly what they are. You have those forever.

We will always be dancing in the dark and we will always be worth fighting for on my end at least.

I will never forget and I can't take that from you either. I hope you remember that.

~ Helot/Nikki ~
 
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