sophia jane
Decked Out
- Joined
- Feb 10, 2005
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It seems like a good time to say thanks, so here goes.
I have had one of the most difficult (hurricane anyone?) and trying years of my life. It has also been the most rewarding. I am working toward my divorce, am living (more or less) on my own now. I'm going to school full time, I'm writing again. And I found you crazy wonderful people.
When I joined lit, I was shy, very modest, insecure, self-conscious, lonely and very certain that I would never love or be loved. And look at me now! My boobs hanging out for the world to see, I've had a fairly explicit pic thread, I write porn and answer fan mail for it, I've seen my work in print (thanks, Imp!). But more importantly, I've learned that I'm lovable and loving, I'm sexy, I'm sensual, I'm important. I never expected to find these things in myself, and I sure as hell didn't think I'd find them here.
So thank you all. Thank you for holding me up, encouraging me, challenging me, flattering me, flirting with me, befriending me. Thank you for the support during Rita, for the clothes and coats for me and kids. Thank you for making this the best Christmas ever for me, not just because I had so many presents (tho that was a fabulous first!), but because I have so many friends and so much love.
I'm very very hopeful about the new year. And so much of that comes from the friendships I have found here. Love and kisses to you all.
M.
I have had one of the most difficult (hurricane anyone?) and trying years of my life. It has also been the most rewarding. I am working toward my divorce, am living (more or less) on my own now. I'm going to school full time, I'm writing again. And I found you crazy wonderful people.
When I joined lit, I was shy, very modest, insecure, self-conscious, lonely and very certain that I would never love or be loved. And look at me now! My boobs hanging out for the world to see, I've had a fairly explicit pic thread, I write porn and answer fan mail for it, I've seen my work in print (thanks, Imp!). But more importantly, I've learned that I'm lovable and loving, I'm sexy, I'm sensual, I'm important. I never expected to find these things in myself, and I sure as hell didn't think I'd find them here.
So thank you all. Thank you for holding me up, encouraging me, challenging me, flattering me, flirting with me, befriending me. Thank you for the support during Rita, for the clothes and coats for me and kids. Thank you for making this the best Christmas ever for me, not just because I had so many presents (tho that was a fabulous first!), but because I have so many friends and so much love.
I'm very very hopeful about the new year. And so much of that comes from the friendships I have found here. Love and kisses to you all.
M.