A thread for Him.

[ChromeCollar]

{A closed rp.}



Blessed coolness and the black dark of an unused hotel room greeted my weary eyes as I put the plastic card in my back pocket. Slinking into the room, the door made a quiet clicking noise as it closed behind me, enveloping me in the silken darkness.

Slowly my eyes adjusted as I stood there, taking a deep breath. I felt so empty, void of feeling. My eyes focused on the bed, and the overnight bag dropped from my numb fingers to the floor with a thump. With shaking hands, I fumbled with the buttons on my levis, undoing them and pushing them down around my hips to pool on the thinly carpeted floor around my ankles. Next came the slinky top, up over my breasts and head, thrown against the wall and forgotten. Bra snaps unfastened, it landed ungracefully on top of the shirt and I walked slowly toward the bliss that huge empty bed promised, shedding my shoes and socks as I went in a trail of clothing until I was wearing nothing but a simple black lace thong snugged inbetween my asscheeks.

Reaching up, I cranked the AC knob as low as it would go before falling face down on the bed. My soft skin shivered as the cool air began to blast through the room, my nipples puckering against the scratchy fabric of the hotel comforter. Wiggling my toes, I lay there, my cheek pressed against the comforter and staring at the wall. It was with great trepidation that I had driven 9 hours to meet him here. I knew it would be the last time most likely, for us to be together, but I couldnt resist the thought of his body covering mine, from on top and behind.

The feel of his wet mouth on my nipple. His hand rubbing my smooth round ass. He drove all other logical thought from my mind. With a great sigh, I closed my eyes and my exhausted mind gave me peace in sleep. The air conditioner continued to whir quietly, blowing coolness down onto my skin. Sleeping restlessly, I curled into a fetal ball on the bed, my elbows over my knees and waited. Waited, like the good girl I am.

 

[codependent]

The automatic double glass doors opened ahead of me as I entered in. I held my packed bag over my shoulder and searched around for the check-in desk. The hostess greeted me asking how I may be helped. After explaining I already had a room waiting, she collected my information then handed me a card. I pressed the elevator call button and waited for it to arrive. Looking up at the mounted clock it read 9:45. I had planned to arrive much earlier but was delayed on the freeway. The doors opened and I stepped in.

The ding sounded and I went on to find my room. Checking the card, I found the right room and used it on the door. Slowly I opened the door and entered in the dimly lit room. I noticed a bag and clothing out on the floor, knowing she was here. I walked in and there she was lying almost naked and asleep. I was supposed to be there an hour sooner and guessed she had fallen asleep waiting up.

I got an eye full of her beautiful body laying vulnerable for me. Staring at her ass my thoughts wondered of the advantages of the situation. I crept up closer to her, resting my lips against her ass cheek. I began to kiss it softly and slowly squeezed the other. God she was hot, I loved pushing my dick inside her our last meeting. Her thong lay between her lips and tucked into her ass, I had to refrain from drooling. I slowly rubbed my fingers along her crack to her pussy, lightly massaging. She remained asleep while my fingers took advantage of her. My shorts and t-shirt were tossed to the floor leaving me in my boxers. Reaching inside I pulled out my erect dick and leaned in close to her ass. Looking at her closed eyes I began rubbing the tip of my dick against her pussy. I pulled the material aside, to look at her nicely shaved pussy waiting to be fucked by me. I saw that her pussy was wet and wondered if my sexy girl was really asleep.

 

[ChromeCollar]

Shivering, I slowly came out of my dream, wondering what had awaken me. My bleary eyes focused on the red letters of the clock near the bed. He was late. Maybe he wasnt coming. Sighing, I closed my eyes and then froze. A weight was behind me on the bed, and warm skin was pressed against my legs.

It was then that he pushed the heated head of his cock against my pussy. I froze, unable to breath as his cockhead glided across my already soaking bare lips. So close... so close to claiming my pussy. He paused, one hand holding my panties aside, the other braced on my ass for balance, and leaned down to nuzzle my neck. "Tell me what you want baby." He said quietly, flexing his hips and pushing his cock against my cunt.

Groaning softly, I moved my hips back, trying to force him to enter me. "Put it in me please... please put your dick in me..." I begged shamelessly, my hand reaching back to grab his ass and pull him tighter against me. He laughed a little, his cock flexing as it pushed my lips apart, spreading them and revealing my wet entrance for his cock. I turned to watch his face, to see how intent he was as he looked down at the head of his dick pressed against my cunt. He just held it there, snugged inbetween my swollen pussy lips, his precum oozing out to mix with my arousal.

I squirmed, trying to manuver him further into me. He chuckled again, his hand rubbing slow circles against my ass. I begged, pleaded, whimpered and finally he hunched his hips and drove the head inside me with a stroke. I moaned as I felt the wide head enter my tight hole, and with another stroke he buried himself all the way inside my wet hot cunt. He pushed his weight hard against me, his cock buried so deep in me that it pressed against my cervix and once again held still. I could feel him throbbing in my pussy, and I moved my hips back against him. "Please baby, please fuck me. Fill me up with your cum until it drips out of me." I whimpered, looking up at him.

 

[codependent]

Lifting up slightly, she turned onto her knees. Her ass up in the air with my dick buried in her pussy. I could feel her muscles squeezing my dick tightly, dripping added precum inside of her. Slowly I pulled my dick out then pushed it back in deep. I began to hear her moaning start while I slowly fucked her. Her pussy was hot and soaked with wetness that dripped down her thighs. Slowly pushing into her, faster with each stroke my heart began to race. Lifting my hand, I spanked her ass firmly letting another moan escape her lips. She pushed her ass back against me, wanting so badly to plant my seed in her. Another spank against her ass sent her moaning again, her soft ass turning red more with each blow. I put a thumb into my mouth to salivate it for a moment, then trailed it down the crack of her ass. Finding her asshole, I gently began to rub against it while I fucked her pussy harder. "You like me making you my little slut, baby?" I pushed my thumb into her ass, inching it in further til it went all the way in. Reaching up with the other hand to her shoulders, I pulled her back hard against my dick. "You're such a great fuck baby, your pussy feels so good." I sighed to her. I could feel the cum building up and aching to be released.

 

[ChromeCollar]

My skin stung. His hand cracked down on my ass again, and I wiggled with the mixture of pleasure and pain. Every glorious inch of his cock was jammed tight into my pussy, cramming me full of him. I moaned, my tits swinging wildly as he pulled out and slammed back into me.

The sound of wet skin slapping together filled the room as his cock plunged past my swollen wet lips and deep inside my body in a heated frenzy. My thighs were soaked, our mixed fluids dribbling down my thighs to wet the bed as his hand cracked against my ass again. I rolled my hips in quick jerky circles, moaning his name softly, my tight cunt gripping his dick as it slid in and out of me. Reaching back, I cupped his sack in my hand as it smacked against my clit, and I felt his finger touch my crack.

I knew what was coming. His sack was tight and hot, and the motion of his hips slowed as he slowly moved that wet fingertip down my crack to rub against my anus. God it felt good.. so naughty and dirty. I moaned again as he pressed it against me, the tight muscles loosening enough to let the tip of his thumb pop through the ring. Once his thumb was pushed through, making my ass tingle with pleasure, his cock started pounding into me once again, making obscene smacking wet noises with each glide into my heated depths.

His thumb shoved all the way in me, and I groaned his name. Wiggling it in slow circles in my ass, his dick began throbbing and his thrusting became more shallow and urgent. Whispering naughty wicked words, his other hand came to rest on my shoulder, pulling be back against him as he humped me. Reaching beneath my tummy, one nail found my clit and I began to rub it frantically, feeling my pussy convulse in orgasm. "Fuck me harder baby... put your cum in my pussy.." I whispered as his dick humped into me and his finger moved in my ass. He told me how my ass was next.. and how it would be so good and tight for him.

I heard his breath hitch, and with a final hard thrust his cum began to flow into me. I let myself fall into orgasm, my cunt spasming around his cock, milking his seed out and pulling it deep within my womb. I moaned over and over, as his hips slowly pushed against mine, his cum spurting out to flood my pussy. His finger eased out of my ass, causing me to gasp with pain as it left my sphincter and slid down my thigh and he leaned over me, breathing hard into my ear. I fingered my clit for a moment longer, then reached further back in my wet lips to feel his solid hot shaft entering me. Sighing in happines, I eased my weight down on the bed, his cock still buried inside me and closed my eyes with a contented purr.

 

[codependent]

Leaning on her back I rested, out of breath. My cum slowly dripped down her thighs from our intense session. Her warm pussy held my dick as it softened to be in use again. Pulling back slowly, I watched my dick slide out. Seeing our mixed juices on the tip, I rubbed the head against her thigh. A low playful irritated growl sounded from her as I smirked at her. My fingers met to her lips allowing her to taste herself which she happily cleaned off. After she was finished I rubbed down her ass and slowly rubbed her clit. Soon after my finger tips had been soaked by her excessive wetness. She grinded her pussy against my hand slowly, being revived by my touch. My cock began to harden again, as I stroked it to full length. She playfully waved her ass at me while still grinding against my hand. Reaching down into my bag, I pulled out the Vaseline container. Her eyes watched as I took some into my hand and stroked it on. My dick became smooth as I stroked it, then stopping for a moment to get some more. This time taking the amount and rubbing it along her ass cheek. The coolness of the substance gave her a slight shiver. "Im gonna fuck this baby, you're gonna love my dick in your ass." I said. Without a motion, she willingly took her hands and spread her ass cheeks for me. Her beautiful ass was spread before me, inviting me to fuck it. She lay still and patient, awaiting my entrance. Holding the smooth tip in my hand, I guided it to her hole. She continued to be motionless as I gently pushed the tip against her ass. "Don't move or Ill pull away from you." I growled. She was always so obedient, and would do anything for a good ass fuck by me.

 

[ChromeCollar]

The head of his cock probed impatiently against my anus, causing me to shiver in anticipation. His cock was so hot, and rampant, my hands trembled as they spread my soft asscheeks for him, waiting for him to enter my virgin hole. "Yes..." I whispered softly, my head turned to watch him as his hips moved, pushing the tip against me. It probed, pushing with persistance until he had lodged the solid velvet head through the ring of muscles.

I gasped with pain, lurching forward as he penetrated me slowly, but his hand came forward to grasp my shoulder, holding me in place so that I couldnt get away. The pressure intensified as he slowly sawed his hips back and forth, easing all of his cock head and some of the shaft inside my ass. I bit my lip, and reached between my legs to rub my clit, hoping to take my mind of the burning pain.

"Fuck yeah, you're so damn tight hunny... Cant wait to bury myself all the way in your ass and fuck it hard." He growled. His free hand let go of the shaft of his cock and came down with a smack on my ass. I moaned, as a little more of his cock slid inside me. "Almost there baby, brace yourself." He said and let go of my shoulder. Grabbing my hips, he rammed his body against mine, lodging his dick deep inside my ass, filling me completely.

My scream echoed in the room as he chuckled, rolling his hips slowly, causing his cock to move around in my anus. His hand rubbed and stroked my ass patiently, and his balls pressed against my engorged pussy lips with each movement of his hips. After leaving himself buried inside me for a moment, he began to pull out. The skin of his shaft slid slowly out, being gripped tight by my hole as he withdrew until the head of his cock was at my sphincter. Then he plunged back in quickly, grunting.

I gritted my teeth in pain as he began to stroke slowly in and out of my ass, never pulling the head out, and with each reentry his balls slapped against my pussy. Fingering my clit, I felt myself begin to relax as he fucked me, leaning over my back and plunging his cock into my butt. Within a few moments, he was ready to cum. He pulled me up off my hands and knees into a kneeling positsion, his cock still buried deep within my depths. One of his arms reached around my chest, clasped across my breasts, the other reached down and began to slide his index finger into my dripping hole. He pulled my body back tight against his and his mouth found my neck and began to suck and bite it while we knelt on the bed and his cum started pumping out of his cock.

I felt him filling me up, and with his finger in my pussy and his dick in my ass, my orgasm came quickly. My cunt began to convulse, and it felt amazing to have his dick in my anus while I came. "Fuck yeah... I love it when you fuck me." I groaned as my cum slid down his finger. He smiled, and patted my ass. Slowly we lay back down on the bed, side by side, his now softening cock still in my ass. I could feel him shrinking slowly, and he finally came out with a soft wet noise. I could feel his cum easing out of my ass to trickle down to the bed. Soon the even sound of his breathing filled the room as he slept.

My body was stiff, and I was a little sore, so I moved with slow care. I eased into the bathroom, and took a hot shower as he rested. After cleansing my body, I got dressed and gathered my things. Leaning over the bed, I looked down upon his gentle, peaceful face and smiled sadly. I kissed his cheek gently and whispered in his ear how I loved him and how I would miss him and then walked towards the door.

 

[codependent]

Turning over I reached my arm out to hold my girl. Touching the chilled empty covers I opened my eyes to see that she had left. I jumped up out of bed to search for her left belongings but found none. Did she really just get up and leave like that? We barely had the night together and she had already left. Standing out of bed, I found my boxers sprung onto the floor. Quickly I put them on and the pair of shorts laying beside it, then went to the door. I hurried down the hallway to the elevator door, then down to the lobby I went. The doors opened and I looked outside for her to possibly be around. Did she just leave? Had she already left a while before? Out the lobby doors I went, to check if her car had possibly still be there. Looking in the distance I could see her walking to her car. She had just left, I had to catch her. Running across the parking lot, I quickly got to the parking complex. Her door shut and the car started as I approached her. Reaching for the handle I opened the door, she sat there with a startled look to her face. "You can't just leave like that." i said to her. Placing a kiss on her cheek I noticed the dried tears trailed it. "Come back with me, it can't just end like this." she stopped the car and proceeded to come out slowly. She stood before me, in which I wrapped my arms around her tightly and placed a kiss to her lips. Gently I sucked on her tongue, as my hands began to wander down her back. "You can't escape me that easy." I smiled at her.

 

[ChromeCollar]

Looking down, I followed him slowly back to the hotel room. He tugged on my hand, pulling me in the dim entrance, and the door closed with a soft click. A storm of emotion was quickly building inside me as he pulled my hand in the direction of the bed. Why should things be this way? Why did I have to doubt that our relationship would ever make it past the next week? Frowning, I followed him to the bed, watching his lithe back, the play of muscles in the soft light of the alarm clock. I adored his body, every inch.

He released my hand, and bent down to slide his shorts off. They hit the floor and he turned, smiling sleepily at me. I knew the look in his eyes, he wanted to lay down and go back to bed. My eyes wandered to his full beautiful lips, down his strong chin and his chest, across his shoulders and down to the light trailing of hair dissapearing under his boxers. My thighs tingled, knowing what was under the band of those black boxers, and I couldnt contain myself anymore. Things were going to be my way for once... I was going to do what I wanted.

He began to sit, motioning me to lay beside him when I stepped forward and grabbed his hand, jerking him up. His brow wrinkled in question as he glared at me, when I put my finger to his lips, my eyes looking down at his chest and tummy. I couldnt wait to get my tongue on his skin, to taste the warmth of his body. "Shut up lover." I said simply, and leaned forward. My lips nuzzled against his neck softly, kissing up and down against his adams apple, and then I leaned down and bit his shoulder, almost roughly. He started, a sound building in his throat, but I told him to be quiet again and he reluctantly did.

I licked my way slowly down across his chest, biting and flicking my tongue against his nipples, which immediately became hard. Smiling a little, I moved my hand to push against the band of his boxers. His cock was growing hard, but I could tell by the slight tremble of his body that he was uncertain what was to happen with this new side of myself that I was showing. His hands went to my hair, to stroke and caress my head, but I pushed them away. He was not to touch me unless I allowed it, and I told him so. He wanted to complain, but the words died in his throat when I nibbled on the soft skin under his belly button, my hand easing into his boxers to pull out his dick, now smooth and hard for me, and still smelling of our lovemaking.

I licked the soft skin of his groin, using my hand to guide his dick against my cheeks and nose, against my forehead, rubbing him all over my face, reveling in his smell and feel. I loved the feel of his dick in my hand, so solid and warm and needy. Leaning down, I licked the tip quickly, playfully, and heard him groan. I wouldnt give him satisfaction. I was taking the satisfaction for myself. I licked again, my hand moving firmly up and down his shaft, feeling his veins pulse in my palm. I stood up then, stripping off my clothes until I was nude, and pressed my body to his, my hand nesting his throbbing dick inbetween my warm thighs. His shaft brushed against my smooth shaven pussy lips, and his hips humped against me. Frowning, I reached behind him and pulled him closer, pushing his cock further between my legs, and then spanked his ass for doing something I didnt ask him to do.

Anger lept into his eyes, as he pulled away, but I used his momentum to reach out and push him down onto the bed. He sprawled ungracefully, his cock sticking straight up in the air. Before he could move, I quickly straddled him, one of my hands reaching down to grasp his dick and place it against the heated and wet entrace to my pussy, the other hand covering his mouth. He bit my hand, and I laughed, looking down at him and I slowly settled my thighs against him, feeling his every inch ease inside me and fill me up. He was mine for the taking, even if it was just this one last time.

 

[codependent]

My dick was engulfed by her wet pussy as she lowered herself down. Her hands were pressed against my arms so that I couldnt move. I enjoyed my control over her, but apparently she wanted it to be hers. Looking up to her eyes, I could see a determined look to her, I knew I couldn't escape it. Slowly she began to raise and lower over my thighs. My dick drenched in her juices, shined in the light as she raised. I could feel her clenching her thighs, causing her to squeeze my dick as she moved. My dick began to throb as I tried to assist her by pushing my hips up. She stopped for a moment and gave me a wicked glare, so I refrained from moving. Her pace quickened as she began to fuck me faster. How badly I wanted to fill her pussy up with my cum, and I'd be obedient this time for it.

 

[ChromeCollar]

I rode him hard and fast, our skin slapping together as I looked down between my legs at his dick sliding in and out of me. Soon, with every thrust of his cock inside my wet hole, I gasped in pleasure. Reaching down, I brought his hands up to cup my ass cheeks and I stopped bouncing, instead settling down to a slow rolling motion with my hips, feeling his dick rotate inside me. My hand slipped down to rub my inflamed clit and I smiled, my orgasm bursting over me as my pussy walls slowly convulsed around his dick.

My body stilled as I came, my hot cunt gripping him deep within, and with a mighty thrust up into me he came as well. I could feel his heated sperm trickling out into my womb, and I gave a contented smile as his dick twitched and oozed inside me. We were both glistening with sweat, and breathing hard when I eased off his lap to sprawl across the bed on my stomach. His cum dripped from between the lips of my well fucked pussy as I lay there regaining my breath. Soon I fell into a deep sleep, oblivious to everything.

 

[codependent]

I lay with her in bed, resting my arm over her back. I cuddled her against me as we slept soundly, feeling fulfilled. The alarm went off and I quickly hit the reset. She was still sound asleep and undisturbed by the alarm. I quietly sneaked towards the door after getting my clothes on and went down to the front desk. After a few short words, I returned to the room without being missed. I layed back down next to her and slid my tongue across her sleeping lips. By the morning she had been turned on her side, and she still layed motionless after licking her lips.

Slowly I trailed my fingers down her bare stomach down between her thighs. I began to gently rub against her clit, causing her to stir gently. Rubbing more, I could feel my cum still against her pussy. She began to move a bit, so I stopped for a moment to see what she would do. Her body layed on her back, still asleep. I leaned over her, to check if she was still really asleep. Her eyelids were shut and her breathing was consistant. My head inched towards her thighs, as I gently rested my head against them. My tongue lightly flicking out along them. Reaching up to her pussy, I lightly lapped against her clit. Then I covered it with my mouth and began to suck hard, feeling her finally awaken.

 

[ChromeCollar]

At first it was a flutter, almost a tickle. I was groggy and tired, my body feeling numb and well sated. My breathing became less even as I came full awake with the feel of his oh so hot mouth nuzzling against my clit. "Oh yess... " I murmured softly as I raised my head up off the pillow to look down the length of my body. His dark soft hair was nestled between my legs, and his tongue was busy playing against my clit, causing the most unbelievable warm sensation.

His eyes glanced up at me, and he looked up for a moment, his lips shining with a mixture of my cum and his, and smiled softly. I smiled back, my eyes filled with emotion and he bent his head again, his lips getting more demanding. He nipped softly against my pussy lips and I moaned his name, my hand reaching down to bury my fingers in his hair. I pulled him closer and lifted my hips, pushing his mouth firm against my tingling pussy. My other hand delicately spread my pussy lips for him, and I giggled in delight as his tongue delved and flicked against my well fucked hole.

His hand slipped down between my crack, rubbing our juices between my asscheeks until they were slick and warm, and his finger found my anus and began to rub insistantly. I came quickly with the double sensation, my hips arching over and over against his face as his lips returned to suckle tenderly on my clit and his finger massaged my ass. My sweet cum flooded his mouth as I called his name.

 

[codependent]

I felt her hips arch against my face as I began to lap up her sweet juices. She tasted so good as she came for me, still rubbing against her tight asshole. As she began to calm down, I retracted my lips from her clit slowly. My finger still encircled her ass, slightly pushing a little against it. My dick was fully erect and needed release by her. I crawled up to her with her lying on her back still. My finger pressed harder against her ass, sliding the tip in slightly. Her ass had been loosened a bit from our last encounter and it was still willing to be filled.

Spreading her legs out, I pulled up on her legs some. My dick plopped against her pussy, slowly moving my hips against her. Gently I rubbed against her exhausted clit while my cock rubbed against her entrance. Looking at her eyes, I quickly pushed it inside of her pussy. She let out a slight moan as my shaft entered her completely. I fucked her slowly a bit, before pulling it out suddenly. With an odd look at me, I redirected the head against her ass. Without much effort, it entered inside of her ass. I fucked her ass for a few minutes, then pulled it out again.

Looking over the side of the bed, I could see her bag of items. Leaving the bed a moment, I shuffled through her bag to find a toy. Climbing back on the bed with it, I rubbed the head of the object against her lips. She willingly licked and salivated it for me to put in her pussy. After reinserting myself into her ass, I pushed the toy inside of her wet pussy.

 

[ChromeCollar]

The slim silver vibe was solid in my mouth as my tongue moved across it's surface, wetting it for him. I could see his intentions in his eyes, as he pushed himself back into my ass. I gasped in pleasure as his other hand slowly eased the toy into my sweet, well fucked and licked hole.

I could see the shine of my cum on his lips as he looked down at his dick pushing in my anus slowly, back and forth in rythm with the toy his hand moved in my pussy. Without looking up, his voice rough with arousal, he instructed me to take over operation of the toy. I reached down and grasped the base, slowly easing it in and out of my pussy. His hands came down on either side of my shoulders, and he fucked my ass in steady sawing motions, his balls smacking my cheeks firmly each time he buried his head deep in my bowels.

Moaning his name softly, I pulled the toy out and moved it up against my almost numb clit, sliding it along the engorged little button. His eyes followed the movement of the vibe as I slid it inbetween my pussy lips invitingly. He gave a quick jab of his hips, his cock burning in my ass as it rammed deep, and I licked my lips. My pussy was tingling as the vibe buzzed against my clit again, and I moved it down further, until it nestled between my ass, buzzing against his cock as he moved in and out of me. His dick was swelling, and with my free hand I reached down to feel his sack, tight and hot. I transfered the vibe to that hand, and rubbed it gently across his ball sack, my other hand reaching back to slide two fingers into my once again dripping pussy.

I was going to cum, and I arched my hips up, my arousal covered fingers leaving my pussy to pull one thigh up in the air. With his better access, and my vibe on his balls, he began slamming into me. I grunted with the pain of his shaft forcing my back entry open, and came quickly, my hips bucking with orgasm. Trickles of my cum dripped between my crack, lubing up his dick and I watched as he slammed it deep within me one last time and emptied his cum in my anus. His hips hunched against my ass repeatedly, his cock pushing the cum further within me and I whimpered in pain. The vibe dropped to the coverlet forgotten as I opened my eyes up to see his expression.

 

[ChromeCollar]

He smiled down at me, but his eyes weren't smiling. They were distant, as he pulled his dick out of my ass. I winced with pain. He got off the bed and walked into the bathroom, closing the door. I heard the shower start, and I lay there unsure and uncertain. Things didnt feel right, and I glanced at the clock. It was late in the afternoon... no wonder they hadnt felt right. Sitting up, I gathered my items and quickly placed them in my bag.

The shower was still humming as I cleaned myself off best I could and changed into a fresh pair of clothes. After zipping my bag, I settled down on the couch and stared vacantly at the television, waiting. It wasnt long before he emerged, and I wasnt surprised to see him fully dressed. He walked around the room, gathering his things and then came to me when his bag was ready.

"I have to get going. My family will be expecting me back." He said cooly, looking down at me. I nodded slowly, and stood up. I held out my arms for a hug, and he gave me one. Unable to make myself smile, I pulled back and walked to the door. "See you next time." He called as I walked out of the hotel room, but I knew better. I hurried to my car, and began the long drive home. Imaginging how it would be without him in my life anymore, and not liking the prospect.