A sisters pain

[AngelofyourNighmares]

A sisters pain(Closed for OsitoandTigresa)

Tessa thought all her teasing would stop in highschool, sure she wasn't the swan like the rest of the college girl although she could be if she wanted.. she had long brown hair dark eyes and a body to die for yet she covered it with her glasses, and baggy tee shirts and jeans, and keeping her long hair pulled back. She was only showing at the party because her older brother asked her to come, things were going good for a little while, until the ones that teased her before teased her again, only this time her brother was in on the teasing.. and she was crushed and angry.. she flees the party with tears in her eyes and heads to her house which her brother was staying at also.. seeing as they went to the same college. Tessa was also fighting growing feelings of love and must for her older brother. God how she wanted him but he could never know it would make things far to complicated.

 

[Morpheus1981]

Luke

A little while after Luke saw the betrayed and hurt look in his own sisters eyes before she ran out of the party alone and in tears, he felt like a true pile of shit and couldn't stay there one minute longer. He was feeling terrible remorse and now wished to hell that he hadn't given in to the peer pressure with all those brainless dolts that he seemed to surround himself with lately. But this was college and he really wanted to get into that frat house. After secretly arranging a ride home for his date without even telling her, Luke finally excused himself from the loud party laying some lame excuse that he had to study for an early exam the next day on the half-drunken hosts. He didn't really care about the frat right now, he just had to get out of there and find out if his kid sister was O.K. After a few minutes, he finally found his car and started the engine before laying a nice track on the asphalt & out of there..

If only Tessa wouldn't present herself and dress the way that she does, people wouldn't make fun of her the way that they do.. Luke thought to himself on the car ride home. He was determined to get to the bottom of this thing with Tessa, but first he had to see if she got home all right and to try and apologize to her.. that is if she would even talk to him again..

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Tessa

Tessa was angry so she went straight to her room and locked the door, she had taken her contacts off and pulled on a tight tank-top and silk pajama bottoms... she only dressed the way she did cause she was shy and didn't like being noticed, she never cared when the guys made fun of her but when her own brother did it, it hurt because only she knew it... but she was secretly in love with him and was ashamed in herself... it was forbidden and he was her brother and besides he had so many woman she knew he'd never look twice at her.

She sat at her desk brushing her long red hair, and opened a book to begin studying so what she was a nerd who cared she wanted to go somewhere she had to study alot if she wanted to become that vetinarian.

 

[Morpheus1981]

Luke

"Tessa..?..Tess? are you here?" Luke yelled out after bolting through the front door with no answer of as yet. Luckily, he made the 30 minute ride home in about 15..

He was never quite sure why but it always tore his heart out when his little sister cried.. even back when they were kids. Luke sighed as he started searching the 1st floor rooms of the house to no avail, still not believing how he'd acted earlier at the party. He partly wished that he wouldn't have even asked...

"Tessa..you in here?..listen I need to talk to you..please..please answer me..?" - yelling up the stairway

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Tessa

Tessa did indeed overhear him but at this point she was to upset to talk to him... or was it the fact she was worried to face him.. I mean tomorrow they'd go back to school and everyone would laugh about her fleeing the party.. but he sounded worried...

''Im in my room'' Was all she yelled she needed for him to know at least she was okay.

 

[Morpheus1981]

Luke

''Im in my room''

His anxiety level dropped significantly upon hearing his sisters voice but Luke still had to try and talk to her and apologize for his behavior earlier. Climbing the stairs he paused at his sisters bedroom door and knocked.

"Tessa..can I come in?"

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Tessa

She wanted to say no really she did but in a sense she also wanted to say go away and go to hell...''Why bother?'' She asked softly.

Then stood and unlocked her door to let him come through... she went back to her desk to study.

 

[Morpheus1981]

Luke

Still not making eye contact, Tessa opened the door and reluctantly let him in. Lukes eyes couldn't help but focus in on his sisters ass as he followed her quietly to the corner of her bedroom. Tessa sat down at her desk continuing to brush her long red hair with her brother taking a seat a few feet away on the corner of the bed. She was dressed in a tight tank top and what looked like silk material pajama bottoms and her body was beginning to arouse him. He never knew that she was so..

Now that's more like it.. Luke thought to himself as he tried to get Tessa to look over at him and make eye contact. He couldn't believe that he was thinking these thoughts about his sister and he felt guilty about it, but damn she looked beautiful.

After a few seconds, Luke reached over and raised his right index finger up to right underneath Tessas eye and wiped away what remained of a tear as she turned her head slightly.. She'd obviously been crying again & he felt like shit.

"Listen, I don't really know what to say. I know that I'm probably the last person that you want to see right now and you must think I'm a real jerk but I just had to make sure that you were safe after leaving the party and..well to try and say that I was truly sorry sis. I..well..I kind of care about you.."

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Tessa

Tessa didn't want him to know she had been crying again that was the last thing she wanted at the moment... she was glad however to know that it seemed as if he had worried about her.

She took a long deep breath after finishing brushing her long red hair she never could stay mad at her brother for long... well that was because of her feelings too... she didn't start feeling this way till a year ago... when he got hurt pretty bad by a ex and vowed to only screw girls and never get serious again.

She noticed him looking at her but shook it off as just a man thing.. she did look different now that was for sure.

Her breath nearly caught in her throat when he wiped her tear away.. and she tryed to gain her own composure but it was becoming hard looking into those amazing eyes of his.

''I would hope you care about me I am your sister'' She said softly.

 

[Morpheus1981]

Luke

''I would hope you care about me I am your sister''

"Yeah..well..you know you are my sister and I was worried, ya know?" Luke shot back as he shifted slightly on the bed hiding his growing erection. Man, she's your sister what the hell are you doing.. - he thought to himself feeling guilty again about thinking those kinds of lusty but taboo thoughts about her. He managed to catch a glimpse of his pretty sisters cleavage as she reached up to brush her hair and that gave him a slight thrill. She looked good and Luke wondered why Tessa didn't just dress like this in public and be a popular cheerleader or something, but half of him was secretly happy she didn't since he didn't want the neanderthal-type frat guys that he hung out with pawing at her, never mind all the high-schoolers.. That last thought really disturbed him to the core for the first time and he didn't quite know why.

"O.K. Well.. I guess that I'll go now..uh.. I gotta check on my date Wendy anyway. I left her at the party. Maybe..maybe umm..we can go to the mall or something tomorrow, it's been..it's been awhile since I've taken you..?"

The last thing that Luke wanted to do was leave Tessa at that moment, but hell, he didn't want her to think that he was some kind of pervert or anything either.. she's your damn sister man... he thought again as he stood up and awaited her answer. At least he might get to spend some time with his baby sister at the mall tomorrow which she always loved but he secretly hated.. hell maybe he'd even get her to try on a..

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Tessa

''You don't have to worrie about me I am a big girl things happen you know... lets just forget it, I was upset now I'm not, and for the record I never cared what anyone else said about me... I was just hurt that you would'' She said shrugging her shoulders and she stood up for a moment and walked to the window in her room.

She could feel a pang of jelousy go through her when he mentioned his date and shrugged that off as well, what right did she have not to like his date.. it wasn't like he was hers or anything... jesus what was wrong with her he was her brother and she was in love with him.

''And you hate the mall... we can do something else if you really want to hang out with me that is'' She said and smiled a little but didn't look back at him she could look back into those eyes of his.

 

[Morpheus1981]

Luke

"we can do something else if you really want to hang out with me that is"

Lying through his teeth, he answered her in the mellowest tone that he could muster up.. "Naww, who says that I hate the mall..? Besides I need to pick up some new weights at the sporting goods store anyway..but..if..if you don't want to go and have other plans that's cool too. Either way.." Lukes eyes shifted to the side and focused on the giant pink stuffed animals that he had bought his kid sister for her birthday a few years ago which she still had displayed up on the top of her bookshelf.

Luke didn't want to appear too anxious for her to go with him, since that would of really shown his true hand and he still had no idea if she had those feelings too. He'd been rejected pretty badly by his long-time ex last year and there was no fucking way that he wanted to be sexually rejected by his own sister too. So he just played it cool and hoped liked hell that she would say yes.

As he pondered that, he wondered at the same time why how Tessa felt about him was suddenly so important to him..?

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Tessa

Tessa smiled a little at him as she tunred and looked at him standing by the window still, ''If thats where you want to go I would like to go then as well.. I could use some new stuff'' She wasn't sure what to say so she made it up as she went why now did her big brother want to hang out with her.. she didn't want to make him look bad either.

The last time Tessa had feelings for a guy was right before she knew her feelings for her brother but the guy called her a nerd and laughed at her that was about the time she started wearing the baggy cloths and glasses.. she had contacts but never wore them.

''Thanks I guess for asking me to go with you, but if your friends see you might get a bad reputation.'' She said with a laugh.

 

[Morpheus1981]

Luke

"O.K. cool then, we'll go tomorrow.." Luke was relieved like hell that Tessa said yes but would never let that on to her. He wasn't sure exactly why he was so relieved but he would figure that out later. He glanced over again at the stuffed animals that he gave her and wondered why she still had them displayed like that out in the open.

"Well..I guess that I'll go then and pick up..well..uh..good night Tessa.."

Luke checked out his sisters body again and barely turned his eyes away in time before she looked over at him.

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Tessa

Tessa looked at him softly and smiled a little.. ''Okay sounds good'' She said a little to nervously and hoped he wouldn't catch on. ''Oh yeah the stuffed animals... guess I just really never wanted to get rid of them it makes me remember times we spent I mean in the past'' Dammit she thought she sounded like a blubbering idiot.

She smiled at his obvious nervousness and wondered what was wrong with him.. ''Are you okay?'' She asked softly.. ''You seem annoyed or something''

When she noticed him looking at her again... she wondered what was wrong with him.

 

[Morpheus1981]

Luke

''Are you okay?''

"Yeah..uh yeah I'm fine.."

Lukes hands were starting to get sweaty and clammy, and now there were a million butterflies in his stomach. He had to get out of that room, and fast before he made a total fool of himself and lose all of her respect for him.

"I gotta go.."

Luke turned around and made a beeline out of his kid sisters room with a huge erection now in his briefs. Finally closing the door behind him, he couldn't believe what was happening and needed to get some fresh air and regain his composure. If anyone ever found out that he had the hots..(it wasn't even the "hots" he thought.. it was something else..) for his own sister he'd be the laughingstock of his college frat house not to mention probably being thrown out of the house when the folks found out..

What the hell is wrong with me..? he thought to himself.. but was still seeing his sisters smiling face and then curvy feminine body entrenched deeply in his mind.

Luke went outside onto the stoop to get some fresh air and try to clear his head of these forbidden thoughts of Tessa before checking in on the date that he had ditched hours earlier.. there was another problem he had to fix..

He looked down at his watch and immediately noticed that it was only about 10 more hours until he would be with his sister again in the car and then maybe at the local mall.

For some reason that was all that mattered to him..

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Tessa

Tessa wondered what was wrong with him, he seemed to be nervous around hre and that was something she never thought she'd see her brother be and that was nervous.

When he said he had to go she watched him leave and then smiled to herself... had she really made the man she loved nervous... oh knock it off Tess he's your blood your own brother and your wanting him to want you.

She touched her head and then decided maybe it best to just go to sleep and dream of him.. that was how she pictured things noone knew in her dreams they were related and he loved her more than a bratty little sister.

She quickly fell asleep and dreamed of him.

 

[Morpheus1981]

Luke

After getting some fresh air, Luke came back inside and made a few calls on his cellphone. Damage control calls. He left a message at his dates apartment but she didn't answer after 10 rings. Well.. there goes that.. he thought to himself, but somehow it didn't even bother him as much as he thought it would.

There was a woman probably sleeping upstairs that he was much more interested in if he wanted to admit it to himself or not.

Luckily his room was down in the basement so Tessa couldn't hear him if he wanted to relieve some pressure. After checking the house for a final time, he walked over quietly to the wall and snatched an old family picture of his little sister off of the wall and then grabbed a brew and went downstairs to jerk himself to sleep while staring at her photo.

Finally he got to sleep and was awoken by the loud buzz of the alarm clock 2 hours earlier than he set it for. Damn piece of shit alarm clock.. he mumbled groggily. After getting up and walking over to his window, Luke took a look outside. It was a bright nice sunny day out and he decided to lift some weights before his sister got up to go with him to the mall.

He wanted to look his best for her.

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Tessa

Tessa woke after dreaming of him again, she aimlessly always found herself soaking wet with sweat in the morning and hated it.. it was wrong the things she dreamed about.. luckily her parents rarely lived at home most the time they were at the beach house.

She sighed and walked to her closet.. she was glad her brother didn't live like right down the hall or he'd know that she had been sweating and looked as if she were on fire.

What to wear something cute she thought to herself something Luke wouldn't expect.. she took out a cute tight pink tank-top and and pair of tight blue jeans the jeans were faded cause of being old and not worn... and she picked out a piar of almost new flip flops. She went to take a shower and got dressed she put her contacts in instead of wearing her glasses... and left her long red hair hang... she needed no make-up... at least for one day she wanted to look her best for him... then she thought and traded the jeans for a short denim jeans skirt her friend lent her and she never wore.

She made her way to the kitchen glad her brother hadn't came up yet.. she wasn't ready for him to see her like this maybe she was afraid.

 

[Morpheus1981]

Luke

After lifting weights for a good 2 hours, Luke went over to the private shower that he had built himself in the other half of the basement and cleaned up. As the water cascaded down on his muscular upper body he started to think about the previous days events and started getting hard again as he pictured Tessa brushing her soft & beautiful long red hair while sitting on her desk in that nice tight top that she had on. He always loved looking at his sisters breasts but never more than in the past 2 days.. He also loved when she wore those tank tops of hers and other sexy clothes around the house that showed off her figure though he would never tell her that. He wondered why she didn't dress up like that in public.. maybe he'd ask her today, maybe not..nevertheless he was going to get to the bottom of why eventually. Luke cared about his little sister way too much to not find out what was going on in her life, although he acted like a total ass last night while drinking with his frat buddies. It was even something more than "cared about her", it was something else that he couldn't explain and it's been getting worse every year as they've been getting older..

Stepping out of the shower, Luke went over to his dresser and threw on a pair of tan chinos and a nice dress shirt. Damn..this is like I'm preparing for a big date...she's my sister..why am I acting this way..? he thought to himself as he applied some body spray to himself after he shaved and trimmed his goatee a bit.

The anticipation of the day ahead was killing him now as Luke headed up the stairs to get a drink and maybe a bite to eat. His sister was never was up this early so there was no chance of running into her yet he thought to himself..

He sighed again.. Luke couldn't believe that he was even thinking that. Why was he suddenly so concerned about running into his bratty little sister without looking his best ?

He got to the top of the steps and then turned the knob going into the hall leading to the kitchen. He stopped at the corner..

There she was over in the kitchen reaching up into the cupboard to get a glass or plate or something. Luke started staring at his sisters nice legs.. He couldn't stop. wow..she never wears skirts...damn..

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Tessa

Tessa was reaching for a glass and never heard the faint sound of the basement door openening indicating that her brother as she was already awake as well... there were those thoughts of him and her dressing in a skirt not her all for him... but why, she knew her feelings for Luke was wrong.

She nearly dropped the glass after finally getting it for a glass of orange juice thankfully her brother never knew of the dreams she had of him.. cause if he did god what would he think of her... better yet how was she to explain them.

She sighed and poured herself a glass of juice and sat at the table picking up a old magazine and looking over it... got to stop thinking of him this way... got to divert my attention elsewhere studying.. no nothing to study.. besides Lukes amazing body he too worked out as much as she did... Tessa spent three days out of the week faithfully at the colleges gym but not to many people knew about it.

She wanted her brother to know she wasn't a complete heel but what happened with that guy a few years back really crushed her self esteem... and the one time she did have a date the guy nearly ripped her cloths of it was lucky that his parents came home and Tessa was able to leave.

 

[Morpheus1981]

Luke

Luke snapped out of looking at Tessas legs just as she turned around and headed over to the kitchen table on his left. He still wasn't sure if she knew he was there, so he just walked over to the frig and opened it. He grabbed a bottle of water and then walked over to the table where his sister was sitting, taking the chair right next to her about 3 feet away. He could smell perfume.

There were those damn butterflies in his stomach again as he made eye contact with her.

"Hey Tess.."

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Tessa

Tessa nearly jumped when she saw her brother enter the room dammit stop feeling these feelings for him he's your older, popular and very much your brother.

She bit her lip for a moment before looking up to smile at him... ''You look nice'' She said in a stupid girly tone where the hell had that come from...

Her face turned red... ''I mean hey'' She said quickly trying to cover up the compliment.

 

[Morpheus1981]

''You look nice''

..That tone of voice that Tessa used whenever she wanted to get her older brother to do any kind of favor for her.. the kind that always worked..every time.. hell, one time he even went out in the middle of the night for her in a near-blizzard when she wanted some ice cream after they had watched a Wednesday night movie.

"Thanks..so do you!" - he replied a little too quickly..

Fuck what I am doing..? she's gonna really know that something's up if I keep acting like this.. I gotta control myself or I'm gonna blow it with my beautiful sister.. dammit.. was what shot through Lukes head as he snuck another glance down at his sisters crossed legs under the table without her seeing..

"So how'd you sleep last night?" - before Tessa even could answer his first question he added:

"Listen..if you'd like we can take the jeep to go to the mall and stuff.." - Luke knew damn well that his kid sister fawned all over his new jeep that he still had in storage in the garage under a car cover. It was a brilliant forest green 2007 model with a stick shift & a removable soft roof..

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Tessa

Tessa smiled shyly at him a little to shyly the way one would when they went on a first date with someone new... this was no date.

She smiled a little to excited as well when he said she looked nice also.. she wanted acceptance from him, well of course she did she was in love with him... not that he'd ever know.

Stop it Tessa snap back to reality, you can never have him.. hes a ladys man, no thats not it... you want him for yourself and you know damn well hes your big protective older brother.. that would do anything for you.. do not mess it up.

She looked at him confused when he said they could take the jeep... ''Luke you barely like taking the jeep out much less to the mall... are you sure?'' Any other time Tessa would jump at the chance to ride in that new jeep.

She knew she had to give up some things.. like being so bratty.. not that she wasn't a good sister mind you she was.. she was there for him when his ex broke his heart.