A lonely idiot's outcry.

[BrownPassionateHunk]

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[renard_ruse]

Why would you have trouble attracting women as a "brown passionate hunk"? Sounds like you would be intriguing to the ladies.

 

[BrownPassionateHunk]

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[FL30]

I'm new here and I like reading erotica as a pleasure. I don't know if this is the right forum to post about something like this. I'm a guy in his early 20s from India. I have dated only 3 women till now and all three had some impact on me. I'm mostly described as sensitive or the silent type by people I know.

Another reason is my struggle with depression, I've had a hard time as a 20 year old born in a middle class family. The reason for my depression are many issues but I don't feel comfortable sharing them because I've never shared them with anyone in real either.

I've always found it hard to talk to a woman or even have a group of friends who'd keep in touch with me. For those who don't wanna bother themselves with reading all this boring stuff, in short I'm a loner who is sad because no one wants him. Continuing, so basically I'm an introvert. I'm pretty average looking nothing special, some people complement me so I might be.

But I've put all this depression and lonely crap behind me, I'm trying to move on in my life so hard, but every time I make an effort all these feelings resurface and keep putting me in that same mindset which people hate looking at. I've been trying real hard to make a connection, and failing miserably till now. I'm a sad excuse for life.

And I know most people would tell me to learn about dating, making conversations and I've started to do that. Everytime I open tinder I'm so desperate I'll just be honest and no bullshit here, I right swipe constantly. But I still get zero matches. Maybe one in a few months that unmatches or never replies. I have a good profile, bio everything is good enough. But I know I'm to blame here, this is my own crap that I have to live with.

So I left mainstream social media and started surfing online for some chance at redemption, another try at connecting with someone. I've seriously kept so many things locked inside myself that I cry just because I don't have anyone to share all this burden with. I always feel there's a 50 ton load over my mind keeping me pinned down holding me from feeling good for once. I'm a mess right now, trying to keep a sane image online and breaking down offline.

I apologize to those if my writing seems vague or confusing.

Whenever I see some couple on the screen or even while walking outside it makes me feel so empty and deprived of companionship and love that I hate my life even more. Why can't I ever love or get loved back? Life hasn't been so good for me. I just wanna feel good for once in this wretched existence and put everything behind me once and for all. But it hasn't worked out that way yet.

You probably need to go to counseling. It will help you more than you think it will.

Online won't get you anywhere. You need to get some one-on-one counseling by a professional.

 

[SpeareChucker]

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