DOLFINZGIRL
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- Jun 7, 2003
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Most girls my age, just graduating from highschool, are thinking of their futures. Enjoying their last summer of fun. Hanging with their friends at the beach, and teasing the young men in their lives.
Well, not me. I have faced it. Come to terms with the truth about myself. I half-heartedly tag along on the day trips to the beach, the movies, shopping…my mind being on something else entirely.
I guess I have always had these feelings for my Dad. Well, since I had begun having sexual urges and feelings. Always a deep, dark secret in my mind. I know it is not suppose to be like this. A daughter should not feel this way for her father. God, if anyone should ever find out my true feelings.
So it’s summer and as the first few days of holidays go by. I try and remain occupied and fill my days, so my head is not filled with
these thoughts. I find myself, no matter where I am, or what I am doing, thinking about where my Dad is, what he is doing…is he home alone? That always seems to be my first thought…if I was home right now, would he be there, would we be alone, and what it could lead to…what I want it to lead to.
Well, today I have decided I would stay home, everyone in the house would be out today. My Mom was on a 2 day trip with her best friend, and my little sister was staying the week at her friend's cabin. It was me and Dad for a couple of days, and he was at work today. I could enjoy the pool alone, listen to my music, swim leisurely, and soak up the sun…be alone with my secret longings and cravings.
My thoughts for now, surprisingly are not of the heated passion I crave, but is of a more serious nature. I am wondering if Daddy has noticed my longing looks, the way my chest heaves with deep breaths when he comes near…does he notice…does he like it…
I need to get into Daddy’s mind…know what he is thinking and feeling too.
Well, not me. I have faced it. Come to terms with the truth about myself. I half-heartedly tag along on the day trips to the beach, the movies, shopping…my mind being on something else entirely.
I guess I have always had these feelings for my Dad. Well, since I had begun having sexual urges and feelings. Always a deep, dark secret in my mind. I know it is not suppose to be like this. A daughter should not feel this way for her father. God, if anyone should ever find out my true feelings.
So it’s summer and as the first few days of holidays go by. I try and remain occupied and fill my days, so my head is not filled with
these thoughts. I find myself, no matter where I am, or what I am doing, thinking about where my Dad is, what he is doing…is he home alone? That always seems to be my first thought…if I was home right now, would he be there, would we be alone, and what it could lead to…what I want it to lead to.
Well, today I have decided I would stay home, everyone in the house would be out today. My Mom was on a 2 day trip with her best friend, and my little sister was staying the week at her friend's cabin. It was me and Dad for a couple of days, and he was at work today. I could enjoy the pool alone, listen to my music, swim leisurely, and soak up the sun…be alone with my secret longings and cravings.
My thoughts for now, surprisingly are not of the heated passion I crave, but is of a more serious nature. I am wondering if Daddy has noticed my longing looks, the way my chest heaves with deep breaths when he comes near…does he notice…does he like it…
I need to get into Daddy’s mind…know what he is thinking and feeling too.
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