A Chance Encounter With An Old Friend (closed)

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Life had been good for John over the years. He lived in a nice home out in the country with a large yard and two friendly dogs, had a happy marriage with a nice woman, had plenty of great friends that genuinely cared about him, and had a job that he not only enjoyed, but that paid a decent salary without requiring too much overtime. John had gotten his doctorate of Physical Therapy from a local university, and was now a physical therapist at the regional hospital near the small town in which he had grown up.

Today, John’s usual work schedule had been interrupted by an annual meeting of everyone in the hospital that worked in any sort of supervisory role, during which they would be educated about the importance of the hospital’s equal employment policies. Since there were two physical therapy assistants that answered to John, he had been required to attend the annual training. It was basically a four hour lecture on hospital policy and common-sense practices that John, and pretty much everyone else there, had heard until they could repeat every word verbatim in their sleep. In other words, John’s attendance at this lecture was the last thing in the world that he would have expected to change his cozy little life.

Five years ago, when John had first gotten the job at the hospital, he had listened with some interest as the guest speaker droned through this annual lecture, which boiled down to not being a jackass towards women or minorities, and the proper procedures to take if someone else was being a jackass. Have you ever been in a lecture that takes information that could be conveyed in five minutes, but which is dragged out for hours? This was one of those lectures.

Most of John’s co-workers had brought books or clipboards full of paperwork that needed to be filled out anyway in order to occupy their time and attention. John had heard this speech several times already, and by now he could have given the speech himself. The hospital administration, of course, didn’t care. This was just a block that needed to be checked every year from their perspective, and as long as everyone attended the meeting, they could say that they had done their required training for the year and everyone was happy.

This year, barely an hour into the lecture, John had already caught up with all of the mandatory paperwork regarding his normal duties. Beside him, a pleasant, matronly head-nurse absently mouthed the key points of the lecture along with the speaker as she worked on her knitting. In the seat on the other side of John, one of the Doctors had brought his son’s pocket gaming device and was leading an Italian plumber on a series of unlikely adventures. The speaker’s monotone continued unabated, like some sort of strange monk from the world’s most boring religion.

John listened to the speaker for a few minutes. “… report the offending party’s offensive behavior on one of these forms to one’s direct supervisor, who will in turn, forward the incident report to human resources in Room 238,” the speaker intoned, “If one cannot report the offending behavior to one’s immediate supervisor, or if the supervisor is the offending party, please submit the form directly to human resources in Room 238. At this point, once human resources has received the paperwork, they will review the incident and determine what action is most appropriate for…” There were still almost three hours of this nonsense left. Someone two rows ahead of John was giggling and making tick-marks in the margins of a paper every time the speaker reminded his audience that human resources was in Room 238.

John sighed quietly, drawing a sympathetic, slightly conspiratorial smile from the head nurse beside him. “At least we only have to sit through this once a year,” she whispered as her nimble fingers worked the soft pink yarn with her aluminum knitting needles.

John reached into his pocket and pulled out his smart phone. He read a bit about the latest depressing world events from a news website, and then he checked in with the social media. Most of the comments he read were from friends working with him at the hospital, and many of them were making humorous statements about the importance of boring lectures. At this point, John could have done several things. Maybe he could have played an online game, or gone to the website of a peer-reviewed professional journal to catch up on the latest in evidence-based treatment modalities for various injuries. Maybe he could have read more news articles. Instead, for the first time in years, he decided to visit a chat room.

The first person that John was randomly connected to in the chat room was a man that immediately disconnected from John upon learning that John was a man. The next person was another guy that disconnected when John began entertaining himself by pretending that he only wanted to talk about how fascinating lectures on equal employment were. He chuckled as the chat room found another person to talk to.

The third person to whom John was connected was a woman who claimed to now be living in Virginia. Most people had never heard of John’s hometown, and he had no reason not to tell her where he was- after all, he wasn't in the chat room for anything inappropriate. But when John told her where he was from, the woman claimed to have gone to high-school there, and to have graduated two years behind John. Like him, she was now happily married. She was now a mother, and was just looking to waste a few minutes of time as she waited to get her license plates renewed. Like John, she hadn’t been to a chat room in years, but just felt like doing it at the moment just to waste a few minutes. But what really caught John’s attention was when she asked him if Camp Bramblewood was still open.

Camp Bramblewood. John had gone there every summer from the age of 12 until he was sixteen. It had always been the high-point of his year. There he had gotten to go canoeing, go swimming in the lake, fishing, and do all the hiking and horseback riding in the beautiful old hardwoods forest that anyone could have possibly wanted. It had been glorious, and all of John’s best friends had usually gone with him. He still kept in touch with a few of the people that he had gone to camp with- even though they were now all in their thirties. If this girl was close to John’s age and had gone to Camp Bramblewood, John probably knew her personally and would certainly remember her. The same kids had gone every year, and they had all gotten to know one another well.

Yes, John wrote, Camp Bramblewood was still open, and most of John’s friends that had stayed in the area were now sending their own kids there during the summer. As a matter of fact, every Spring, John’s friends usually roped him into helping to clear the network of trails and performing some routine maintenance work on the cabins and equipment. And, every year, going there brought back pleasant memories.

After John’s anonymous chat partner mentioned that she had gone to Camp Bramblewood as a kid and teenager, John smiled as he asked her what color hair she had. As long as it wasn’t black hair, the answer would likely give John a pretty good idea of which girl she was. She mentioned that she had red hair and blue eyes. John smiled. What were the odds? There were two girls that had gone there that met that description. One of them was a year older than John, and the other had been two years younger. Bingo! John knew exactly who she was, and she remembered him as well!

They excitedly caught up with one another in the major events that had transpired in their lives, and within minutes they had excitedly exchanged names and contact information. Both of them were thrilled to be in touch with an old friend, and John was the only person smiling broadly in the hospital’s meeting room.

Of course, John didn’t mention to his long-lost friend that she had, in fact, been
the first girl that he had ever had a serious crush on. Man, back in the day, he had it bad for her. Her mere presence had been intoxicating to him, but his teenaged shyness had kept him from breathing so much as a word to her about his feelings. And what would be the point of telling her now? Certainly he didn’t mention the impact that seeing her in her swimsuit at the lake had made upon him all those years ago. Now they were both happily married, and surely they both knew that nothing was going to happen. She might stop talking to him if he mentioned how her mere presence had made him feel back when they were both adolescents. But, at least twenty years ago, she had been an awesome human being on top of a gorgeous girl with a fun personality, and John was thrilled to be back in touch with her!

The minutes crawled by like hours after she finished up her work at the DMV and returned home, and then John's screen lit up as she contacted him again. They chatted back and forth for the rest of the lecture, sharing stories of old times and discussing how their lives had changed. It was as though the last 20 years didn't matter at all- they were hitting it off as though their lives had never skipped a beat.

For the first time in years, John was sorry when the annual lecture came to an end and he had to return to his regular duties. After promising to keep in touch with his old friend and saying goodbye, he signed out and slipped the phone back into his pocket. How cool was it to meet a friend that had disappeared off the face of the earth over twenty years ago? Was she still as awesome as John remembered? Taking a few minutes during his lunch break, he sent an e-mail to the address that she had provided, telling her how great it was to be back in touch with her again after all these years. Fate can play strange tricks, but John had no way to be prepared for the powerful impact that this improbable turn of events would have upon his pleasant and predictable life.
 
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Regina hated the DMV with a passion, there was always a ton of people waiting and not nearly enough people working. She grabbed a number and went to sit down. After waiting for over an hour, checking emails and reading up on different news topics she decided to log into a chat room for the first time in ages. She received a few different 'pre-chosen' members of the room to chat with and when they found out she wasn't interested in cyber sex they disconnected then she was connected with one who didn't ask for sex immediately and thought that this could work.

She looked up and realized that she probably still had more then an hour until she would be taken care of so she continued to talk to the man from the chat room. When she found out where he was from she had to ask about the camp that she went to as a child and teenager. HE KNEW IT! This man knew the place she had her first crush and where she met the boy that for years had been her pen pal and the reason she begged her parents to go back year after year. The more she learned about him and the more he asked about her the more he started to become familiar with him.

Could it be? Could this be the man that she pined over quietly year after year? And then she had the shock of finding out it was him. She couldn't help but smile to herself. She told him about everything that had gone on from the time that they lost contact until now. How she married her high school boyfriend right after their 21st birthdays, about how they had 2 beautiful daughters together and all about the nasty separation they went through simply to get back together and have another child. They were actually happy again after everything they had gone through. But she didn't want to go into detail about what exactly had happened between her and her husband so she left those details out.

She told John how glad she was to get back in contact with him but she left out exactly why that was. Finally her number was called and she told John she would get back to him after she got back home. About 45 minutes later she was back home and logged in to her computer then sent him a message. She asked if he remembered the last night of camp when they all sat around the bonfire for hours talking about everything under the sun...when the two of them sat so close that she could feel the heat that radiated off his body....although she didn't mention that part.... She wondered if her remembered the very last time they saw each other and the first kiss they shared, her first kiss ever.....but she was too scared to ask him and she didn't want to stir up any more emotions or memories from back then. She asked John to message her later when he had time as she needed to get things done around the house. They said their goodbyes and she went about the day doing the things she needed to before her children came home from school and her husband from work.

After she finished the things she needed to she sat down and wrote John an email, asking him about the possibility of meeting up for coffee and catching up face to face. She wanted to see him again and just the thought of it made her stomach knot. After all these years without contact she finally had him back in her life and if they needed to keep their chat in messages that would be fine with her. He was her best friend for such a long time, the truth was, he was her only true friend and she wondered if he felt the same way she did.

After sitting at her computer waiting for a response and it not coming she logged out, stood up and went to retrieve her kids from the bus stop. She secretly hoped he would message her back as soon as he could, but what would she say? All she could think about was how he made her feel when they were younger, Did he feel the same? She had to stop this, he was a friend and that was all he would ever be.

Regina was happily married...now...and by the sound of things so was John...She wanted more then anything to have her friend back in her life....But was she over thinking things? Only time would tell.
 
I smiled as I read your letter. Since we added each other on Facebook yesterday, I was able to see pictures of you and your family. Of course, your family is beautiful, but you have become stunning. The youthful figure that I remembered from our childhood has matured into that of a lovely woman. Of course, I could never actually tell you this, but you’ve got one of those bodies that motherhood had blessed with an exquisite femininity- the sort of body that I have always enjoyed feeling up against myself. Good heavens, what sort of nonsense am I thinking. I’ve got a wife who loves me, and you’ve got a husband that, no doubt, loves you. I try to remind myself that you’re just a childhood crush that will never be more than a friend, and I’m damned lucky to have you just as that- even our renewed friendship is simply the result of the most improbable of occurrences. I sit down at my computer to type to you.

“Hey, Regina! It’s so good to hear back from you! You’re a few hours away from me, but I would love to meet up for coffee some time. I’ll talk to my wife and see if she has any plans for this weekend, but do you think that Saturday afternoon might work?

Yes, I remember the last time we were all together. Those were good times. We used to have some great conversations together around the campfire. But that last night was something special. Here’s the deal- we’re both happily married, and I don’t mean anything inappropriate by this- but do you remember us kissing on that last night? I know- we were still kids and it was kind of hit-and-run as kisses go, but you should probably know that was the first time that I had ever kissed a girl. I’d had a crush on you the whole time I’d known you, and that little peck on the lips was the high point of the whole time I spent in High School. Of course, that was then and this is now, and I’m not trying to get weird on you, but I thought you might like to know that was my first kiss! Of course, at the time I would have been too embarrassed to tell anyone that I had never kissed a girl before, but I thought you would want to know.

Well, I need to cut the grass before it gets much later. Take care of yourself, Regina, and I hope that you have an awesome weekend!”


I stopped for a moment, wondering how to sign the letter. Hoping that you wouldn’t be too freaked out by someone talking about a kiss that happened twenty years ago and that you would see it as a happy, innocent reminder of something that no longer really mattered but which was fun to remember in an innocent sort of way. Or at least I tell myself that’s what I’m hoping. If I’m honest with myself, I’m hoping that your heart pounds within your chest when you remember that simple, innocent little kiss just the same as mine still does. I doubt that you’ll ever know exactly how much that innocent little kiss- and you- still do matter to me. I signed the letter.

“Love,
John.”


I got up from the computer with my heart racing. I was just meeting a friend for coffee. This was going to be completely innocent. But, as far as I was concerned, if Saturday afternoon worked for you, then Saturday couldn't come quickly enough to suit me. And, as it is, I can't wait to get my next e-mail from you.
 
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Regina sat at the table with her husband after the kids had gone to bed, discussing the upcoming weekend. She hadn't had a chance to get back to her computer since the kids got home and was really looking forward to hopefully getting a message from John but then her husband Thomas got home and said he wanted to talk to her about this weekend so here they sat.

This weekend was the upcoming annual trip that he took their kids on to see his dad, who was not a fan of Regina at all, and Thomas wanted to make sure it was ok that he still go. Of course Regina had no issues with that what so ever, she wasn't a fan of her father in law either. Thomas offered to pay for Regina to go to a spa for the weekend to be pampered for once and she gave him a funny look. "Do you have any idea how expensive that kind of thing is? We don't have the money for that, I will just stay home and read or maybe start the getting the garden ready"

Thomas sighed and agreed with her plans then leaned over and kissed her forehead. He told her he loved her and would see her in the morning since he had work to do before bed. He went into his den and closed the door, just as he often did in the evening. Regina cleaned up the kitchen from the dinner dishes and then made her way to her computer room and sat down, turning on her laptop. She smiled when she saw a message waiting for her from John. She quickly read over it her smile getting even bigger. She was surprised that he remembered the kiss and even more surprised that it was his first kiss.

She took a minute to think and then kept reading his message, she read it twice and then decided to respond, perhaps her weekend wouldn't be all that boring after all. It would be great meeting up with him and catching up with him. The more she thought about it the more she got nervous. Yes she wanted to see him and rekindle their friendship, but would all the old feelings she had for him come rushing back worse then they already were? She opened a compose new message and started to write.

"Hey there John, Its great to hear from you again and yes I have to admit the kiss thing took me a bit off guard, I wasn't sure you remembered it and I definitely didn't know it was your first kiss. That's another thing we share :). So Saturday works for you then? That's great, it will give me something to do since my husband is taking our girls to a family thing with his dad, long story as to why I'm not going. Anyways I look forward to seeing you."

She thought for a minute about how to sign it and then figured if he could use 'Love' So could she.

"Love, Regina"

She hit send and then closed out the mail and opened the pictures from camp that she had transferred to a flash drive a long time ago. She looked through all of them before finding the one of the two of them that her mom had taken on the last day of camp the first year they were there together. She printed it out and placed it in her purse before walking over to the bookcase and grabbing a new book then laying down in her favorite spot to read for a while.
 
Sitting in his office in the hospital, John read Regina's e-mail again. Multiple things occurred to him- he had no idea that his first kiss had also been Regina's. He hadn't ever thought about the possibility of that having been the case, but something about the knowledge that he had been the first person to kiss Regina, just as she had been the first to kiss him, made that memory even more special in his mind. He had given his virginity to a girl that happened to be a casual friend of his back years ago- and he wished that he had shared that first with Regina as well.

The second thing that occurred to John was that Regina wasn't bringing her family along with her. He had visualized her arriving with a husband and children in tow, but the thought of it being just the two of them made the event much more intimate. It felt almost like a date, and John hadn't been this nervous about a date since he had been a teenager. He reminded himself that this was just coffee between friends; it wasn't anything romantic. But his thoughts and feelings certainly were. The longing in his heart that he felt for Regina had always been present with him, but it had faded over the years until now. Now, a flood of memories and intense emotions that had been unnoticed for years came back to him until he felt like a lovesick teenager again.

Although consciously John knew that nothing was going to happen, he couldn't help but to fantasize about where this could potentially go, without either of their spouses there. In his daydreams, the two of them ended up back at a hotel room together where the casual hug that they had shared at their greeting blossomed into glorious acts of forbidden lust. He could feel his member stiffening in his pants- and despite his best efforts, his erection only got larger while he tried to type his letter.

"It's going to be great to see you," he typed. His letter conveyed little but small talk- there were so many things he wanted to say, but didn't dare to communicate out of desire to avoid sounding foolish or inappropriate. "Between work and family I haven't had much time for a social life in recent years, and so hanging out with you is going to be great. I've always regretted losing touch with you, and I've often wondered how you were doing over the years. I'm glad that you're happily married and have a nice family now! Things here are going great. I've only got a few minutes left on my lunch hour, so I had best let you go, but I'll write more tonight! Take good care of yourself!
Love,
John.
"

John's erection was clearly visible through his scrubs. He waited until the one PT tech that was still in the room had her attention upon some paperwork, and then walked into the bathroom. He had never masturbated at the hospital before, but desperate times call for desperate measures, and his erection wasn't going to go away until he took care of it. As he ejaculated, he breathed Regina's name.

"Is everything all right?" asked the PT tech after John returned from the restroom. "You've seemed a bit distracted, like you've had something on your mind lately."

John smiled. "Oh, I'm doing great. But thanks for asking!"

She returned the smile. "You've been just glowing. Is your wife pregnant?"

"No," John replied with a chuckle as the first appointment after lunch walked into the room.
 
Regina had gotten her kids off to school and her husband off to work then cleaned up the kitchen from breakfast as well as making the lunches before going into her computer room and turned on her computer. When it booted up she received a notification that she had an email and a smile crossed her lips. After reading her book for a little while last night, Regina had put it down and leaned back in her chair thinking about all the times her and John had snuck away at night to sit by the lake and talk for hours.

They used to look up at the stars together and talk about anything and everything. She remembered the first night of their last time at camp she had gotten there late and didn't get a chance to see John, she was so upset that he might not be there that as soon as the lights went out and the counselors had gone to bed, she went out to 'their' spot and sat in tears until a gentle hand touched her shoulder. She turned to see John and jumped up, hugging him tightly, at that moment she knew she loved him, puppy love was what her mother had called it, but she knew it was more then that.

They spent all of their free time together that summer and there were many times that she had secretly wished he would kiss her and that never happened, Not until their last night together, the simple clumsy peck that they shared. In all the time that they had written back and forth, she had never confessed to him how she felt and she regretted that especially when the letters stopped.

She had gone on with her life. She met Thomas towards the end of her Junior year in High school and after their senior prom she had given him her innocence, although she had always wished she would have given it to John on one of the many nights they laid under the stars alone.

She thought a lot about all of this last night and when she went to bed she dreamed about her first time but in her dream it was not Thomas she saw, it was John, and when she woke up that morning she was surprised to find that her PJ shorts were wet and she was the horniest she had ever been. Her husband was not in the room when she woke so she took the time being alone to ease her condition. She thought about John as her fingers moved quickly in and out of her wet folds and when she finally orgasmed she moaned John's name under her breath.

Now as she read the email from him she felt silly, here she was day dreaming and fantasizing about a man from her past, a man who simply wanted to rekindle their friendship. Why did she think it was more then that? Why had getting back in touch with him stir up so many feelings inside of her? Regina hit reply and started to respond to her friend

"I know how you feel about not having a social life, everything has always been about Thomas and my girls. I am very happy to hear that things are going great for you. :). I too regret losing contact with you and can't wait to see you again. I would love very much to catch up with you. I look forward to hearing from you later and hope that you have a wonderful day. Take care of yourself John. I've missed you!

Love, Regina."


With her response written she closed out her email account and went about her day. She went to her yoga class and then to the gym and then back home to shower and start the preparations for dinner that night. She looked forward to hearing from John again and hoped he would write her when he had the time.
 
John sat down at the computer, smiling to see a message from Regina. Here was the girl that had been his first love, and if he were completely honest he would have to admit that he had never really quit loving her. Having her back in his life made him feel like a lovesick teenager again- so much so that his coworkers were beginning to notice. What would he tell his wife if she asked what had been different? He had a few minutes before work to type out a message to Regina. He had to get his feelings off of his chest, but didn't dare express the forbidden emotions that were burning within him.

For a moment he paused at the computer. In school, sometimes when he had a difficult paper to write, he would first type out a few pages of what he really wanted to say, then delete it. The catharsis this provided allowed him to type the real paper with clarity. Had he not decided to try this technique to write to Regina, their relationship might have remained an innocent friendship for the rest of their lives. But powers bigger than either of them were in play.

"Regina- you'll never see this message because I'll never send it. I'll delete it instead, sending you something innocent about coffee on Saturday. But the fact is that I fell in love with you back at camp in High School, and I've never stopped caring about you. If only I hadn't been so damned shy with you- I thought I was being a gentleman and being respectful. I was being a fool. Those nights when we lay by the lake under the stars- those few times I held your hand, I should have rolled over and kissed you. Maybe starting with the brief, awkward kiss that was as far as we ever got, but I wish that it had blossomed into so much more. I wish that I hadn't wasted my virginity on some other girl- I wish we could have lost ours together by that lake. And I feel like a fool for saying it and feeling this way. I'm happily married to a good woman, just like you seem to be married to a great guy. But I can't help that my heart still longs for you.
Love- and I mean love,
John
"

He intended to look at the letter of words that would go forever unsaid for a moment, delete it, and send a more mundane and normal message. Something socially acceptable. Something that couldn't throw their lives into a tailspin. And that was exactly what he would have done had he not, out of habit, hit the Send button.

"Oh, Shit. What the fuck did I just do?" asked John in horror. How in the world would he manage to do damage control for that? Perhaps what bothered John the most was that part of him didn't want to do damage control- those were words that should have been said twenty years ago, and needed to be said now. But for the sake of both of them, he needed to find some way of taking back what he had said before it ruined both of their lives. What if Regina was offended by what he had said and told his wife? What if she had left her computer open and her husband saw that e-mail? John was running late for work, but he didn't care. This needed his attention now.

He stared at the screen for a moment, and then began hastily typing an apology and an explanation that, while the feelings he expressed had been genuine, he had never meant to express them in that manner and he hoped that they could still be friends. But fate plays strange tricks sometimes. The message that he had never intended to send was the one that he sent. He never sent the apology that he had intended to send. Because, before he could do so, a message from Regina appeared in his inbox. With his heart pounding within his chest, he opened it.
 
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Regina sat reading the message that had just been sent through her eyes wide in shock, He felt the same way she did! She pondered for a moment about what to say in return should she let it go and act like she hadn't received his message or should she respond to him in the way she has wanted to since before that kiss? Regina looked at the clock and then looked back at her screen.

She decided to throw caution to the wind and explain exactly how she felt and hoped that John would be the only one to see her words, just as she would be the only one to see his. Her heart was pounding in her chest as she began to write her reply.

"John- I know you didn't mean to send this but I am glad you did. It gives me the opening and well, the permission I need to be honest with you as well as myself. As a child, and as a teenager, YOU were all I ever thought about. I begged my parents every year to go back to camp, I had to see you. I had to be close to you, even if it was such a short time. I can't tell you how many nights as we laid together under the stars, that I wished you would kiss me. Or that I was brave enough to take that first step. Every time you took my hand in yours my heart raced. I felt butterflies in my stomach.

I never even thought of dating anyone while we wrote our letters back and forth over the years. And when our letters became less and less I knew I had to move on. I had to let go of the hope to be with you. I have NEVER stopped loving you and the day I lost my virginity although I knew it was with my the man that is now my husband, in that moment I saw you. Silly I know but its true. Yes, we are both married and I would never do anything that could hurt either of us, just as I know you wouldn't.

Just like you I had to get this off my chest. I love you John, I always have and I always will. I look forward to seeing you on Saturday, as the friends we have always been before this came out.
Love- always my Love,
Regina."


She hit send and bit her lip, was this going to destroy their friendship or was it going to make them stronger? She would find out the answer to that soon enough she was sure. She minimized the email window and leaned back in her seat, waiting and hoping for a response.
 
John deleted his apology, staring amazed at the computer screen.

Thank you so much for sharing that with me, Regina. I never meant to send that message, but I'm so glad that I did. On the night that I lost my virginity, it was all that I could do not to cry out your name. I would have given myself to you every night if I had known how you felt- my body and heart would have been all yours. Our whole lives would be different. We both love our spouses, but I have never stopped loving you.

If we were both single- and I know that neither of us are, so this is entirely hypothetical- I would spend the rest of my life making that up to you. I would kiss you a thousand times over to make up for the kisses that I never gave you when we were young. I would make love to you every night that you would have me to make up for our virginity going to others. It is true that youth is wasted upon the young.

I know that we're both happily married, and I would never want to change that. I hope that my confession hasn't made meeting for coffee on Saturday awkward, but I've had this on my chest for two decades. And I'm not sorry for telling you now. I understand if you no longer want to meet, but I think now that it's more important than ever that we do. Nothing physical will happen between us, but we both need closure. Will you still meet with me on Saturday?
Love,
John


John was running late for work, but he didn't care. Part of him felt terribly guilty, as a married man, talking to a married woman like that. Part of him didn't care; he needed to see what she would say. As a third century Roman once famously said, Fortis Fortuna adjuvat: Fortune favors the bold.
 
Regina read his message and blushed at his words. What she would have given to be the one that took his virginity, and to give hers in exchange to him. There were so many dreams, wishes if you will that Regina had for them when they were younger.

The year after that kiss Regina's parents offered to let her go to camp again and when she declined they tried numerous times to change her mind but she convinced them that she was done with the camp. She had often wondered if he had gone back but never had the nerve to ask. In all of the letters they had shared neither ever spoke of another and she figured the reason the letters stopped was due to each of them moving on.

She wondered now if that were true or if there was another reason they stopped. She looked at the clock and wondered why John was not at work, then shrugged her shoulders, maybe he was and just had some free time. She quickly set to writing a response to him

John,
There are many things I would have loved to share with you and regardless of everything we have gotten off our chests in the past few messages I think it will be for the best for us to meet again, even if it is for one last time. I don't want that to be the case, The truth is John, I want you in my life again.

But that will be something that we should discuss face to face. I look forward to seeing you after all of these years. In my opinion, Saturday can not come soon enough.

Love,
Regina


Regina took a breath and then sent the message. She got up and went to the kitchen and started the preparations for the dinner she was making that night. She went about her daily routine, wondering if John had replied but she had other chores to deal with and soon her thoughts were consumed with the many things that had to be done through out the day. After she was done with her cleaning and laundry she went and started a bath to relax.

She poured in lavender oils and sunk into the tub, Her thoughts once again drifting back to John. As she laid in her bath she thought about the night they lay in the field for the last time, the night before that kiss. They lay there, hand in hand and looked up at the stars. Her mind wandered to what she also wished had happened between them.

Her hands moved over her body, caressing her own skin, daydreaming that her hands were actually the hands of her first love. In only a matter of minutes Regina, pretending her hands were John's, brought herself to the most powerful orgasm she had ever had.

She laid her head back, softly moaning John's name as her orgasm crashed through her body and when she finally came down from her high she got out of the tub, wrapped a bathrobe around herself and headed into her computer room, hoping for a response.
 
An hour and a half later, sitting in his office in between patients, John sat down at the computer he used to keep the electronic medical records. But he wasn't checking the medical records. He opened his e-mail. He smiled, seeing a note from Regina there.

I agree- getting to see you again after all these years is going to be awesome! And I do want you back in my life. I still can't believe the things we've told one another this morning. I'm actually glad that I sent that message to you, even though I never intended to do so.

Now, maybe I'm taking too much of a risk here- I'm at work after all, and you know that I would never cheat on my wife just like you would never cheat on your husband. But, since we've kind of crossed the line into fantasy anyway by sharing that we both wish that we had given our virginity to one another, I think it's fair to ask: Obviously we would never actually cheat on our spouses in real life, but hypothetically, if we were both single and I asked you to meet me at a hotel room, what would you say?


John was about to type more, when a cheerful physical therapy assistant popped her head into the room. "Dr. John? Mrs. Stauffer is here for therapy on her knee when you're done with the records you're working on."

"Thanks, Barbara," John said with a smile. "I'll be right out."

He hit "Send", and then quickly exited out of his e-mail.
 
When Regina opened her mail she smiled seeing the newest response from John. She sat there reading it and then leaned back in her chair to think about the response she wanted to send. Of course she would NEVER cheat on her husband, she wasn't that type of person, even if he had cheated on her (which he had numerous times but she chose to ignore that). Biting the corner of her lip she started to write her reply:

John, I can honestly say that I really am very happy that you sent the email that was never meant to be seen. Like you, I am still in a bit of shock that we told each other the things we did and I'm glad. There is never anything wrong with taking a risk on something you are passionate about. You are right, neither of us are the type to cheat on our spouses but like you said, we have slipped into fantasy so the answer to your hypothetical question is Yes. If we were both single I would meet you in a hotel room, I would happily jump at the chance to do so.

Now, my turn to ask something, purely hypothetical of course, If I had agreed to meet with you, what do you think your reaction would be if I were to show up in a long coat with nothing but my lingerie beneath it? Say a sheer red panties with a black lace trim, a matching half cup red bra and a black garter with thigh high black stockings, lace trim as well and red stilettos? All of this of course hypothetically speaking. I hope you had a great day today and I look forward to your reply.
Love,
Regina.


Just as Regina hit the send button and closed out her email she heard the sound of a car door slam in the driveway. She made her way downstairs, her robe closed tightly around her body and greeted Thomas. He kissed her cheek and said something about going to shower before heading out with the 'guys' for their normal weekly night out.

She gave him a smile and went into the kitchen to finish up dinner this way he could eat before he left. A little while later the kids came running in with their grandmother and they all sat down to dinner. Through out dinner all Regina could think about was the response she was hoping to see waiting for her the next time she looked. After dinner was finished the kids went into the living room, their grandmother went home and Thomas went out for the evening.

Regina cleaned everything up and made the lunches for the following day, she helped the kids finish their homework, gave them each a bath and tucked them in then went bed herself.

The following morning, after sending everyone off to school and work Regina got dressed and went to the gym then went grocery shopping and finally headed home. She put everything away then headed into her computer room/library and turned her laptop on, hoping for a new message from John. Her heart pounded in her chest when she saw one waiting for her.
 
John had just returned home from work, and re-read Regina's e-mail for probably the twentieth time. At the moment, he had the house to himself. Little did he know that, miles away, Regina was also home alone and just signing into her computer as well.

The thought of her meeting him in a long coat with nothing but sexy lingerie underneath it excited him just as much the twentieth time as it had the first time he had read it. This woman was an absolute sex goddess!

Excitedly, he began to type.

Hey, Regina! Wow- you certainly know how to get a man's pulse going! If, hypothetically, we were both single and agreed to meet at a hotel room- which we would never do in real life, of course- but if you did show up in a long coat with nothing but sexy lingerie underneath it, all I can say is that I hope that you were in the mood for the most vigorous, passionate, and mind-blowing sex session you have ever experienced in your entire life.

You have to realize that, even under normal circumstances, any red-blooded man would find you irresistible. I, on the other hand, would have years of being attracted to you already, but having never gotten to do anything about it to add to the arousal that most other men would have felt. Now, let's take that unbelievably sexy outfit into account, and add that to the total amount of arousal I would have been feeling. Under those circumstances, you can't even begin to imagine how turned on I would be.

I'm visualizing that I would have scooped you up into my arms and carried you into the hotel room, and lay you gently on the bed. Your coat would hang open, and I would feel your warmth against me as I lay, still clothed, on top of you and gave you a deep, passionate kiss that would absolutely blow your mind. Through our clothing, you would be able to feel my erection pressing against you through your panties as we kissed.

You should probably know that, even though what we just wrote was purely hypothetical, the mental image of you showing up at that hotel room in such a sexy outfit has me stroking my very real cock at the moment to thoughts of you. You've definitely grown up since our days together at camp.

Love,
John


John clicked *send* before returning to stroking his manhood to the amazing mental image that Regina had provided him with. It just so happened that she was on at the same time, and her reply came back only a few minutes later. When he saw exactly what she had sent to him, he sat frozen with his heart pounding in his chest with passion and desire. His large cock- a full 8 inches long by two inches thick, was straining at the skin and so hard that it was literally painful for him. He stared at the screen, hardly believing what he was reading.
 
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Regina read the message and then read it a second time, Just knowing that John was sitting in front of his computer while stroking himself made her wet. Their messages were simply a hypothetical situation yet the truth was, the more she thought about it, the more she wished it wasn't that way.

She really wanted to be with John, she had for so long, way before these messages started and now she knew that he wanted it just as badly too. It made her wonder what had changed so much when they were younger that they never even tried to see if they could have more.

She was tired of constantly wondering and now she wanted to know the reason they drifted apart. She hit reply and started to type, she was going to tell him some more truths and just hoped that she wouldn't scare him away.
John,
Since you told me what you are doing in this moment, I feel the need to share something with you as well. After sharing a few responses back and forth I have to admit, over the last few days, you have been the object, if you will, of every fantasy I have had. I laid in the tub yesterday with my hands gently moving over my skin, rubbing over each of my breasts, pinching and pulling at the nipples.

My hands sliding over my stomach down to between my thighs, one finger slipping into me and the entire time my hands were not my own, they were yours. Yesterday I brought myself to the most powerful climax I have ever experienced by simply wishing and imagining that it was you who were doing all of it.

Is it wrong of me to admit this to you? The more we have talked the more I have come to wonder why we stopped talking to begin with, what came between us? All of this Hypothetical situation, well, I can't help myself. I know on purpose we would NEVER hurt our spouses, but I wonder, if given the chance, just once, to be with each other. Would either of us really pass it up?

I know that right now I have probably said far to much and perhaps even ruined the fantasy that we were sharing, but I couldn't hold back any longer. You were more then my first kiss, you were my first Love, and although neither of us meant for it to happen, you were my first heartbreak.

I'm Sorry for laying this all out like this right now and trust me, if this changes anything and you don't want to see me, or even talk to me again, I understand. But please know John, I have always and will always love you.

Love,
Regina.


As a tear ran down her cheek she hit the send button and leaned back in her chair. She had no idea if she would hear from him again, she could only hope that she would. With every fiber of her being she hoped that what she said, what she had finally admitted, wouldn't be what sent him running as far from her as possible. But then, the truth was, She understood if it did.

She really had no right to send the message that she did and she wondered now, if there was a way to take it all back. She opened up another blank message and stared at the screen, wondering how to word it to take everything that she had said back.
 
John stared at the screen, hardly believing his eyes. His hand moved faster on his cock to the image of Regina cumming in the bathtub. He could visualize her there: Her beautiful blue eyes, her lovely red hair, the soft curves of her supremely feminine body. He wondered briefly about what her nipples looked like, and whether or not she shaved her most intimate parts. Her face flashed in his mind as he cried out her name, thick ropes of cum jetting forth from his erect penis as he visualized what it would be like to share such an intimate moment with his forbidden lover.

Regina, you have DEFINITELY not ruined the fantasies that I have been having about you. I've wanted you for so long, and what you've shared about yourself just made me cum to thoughts of you. I love you, Regina. I desire you. And, yes, a million times yes, if we had the chance to be lovers just once in our lives, I could never tell you no. May heaven forgive me, I could never turn down that chance. If you experienced the greatest orgasm of your life with a mere finger inside of you, then I can only imagine what it's going to feel like when my hands are the ones caressing your body, and rather than your finger inside of you, it's my cock. I've loved you for years. I was a fool to let you slip away from me the last time. I was a fool to not take your virginity years ago. I wish that I had gotten to be your husband and the father of your children.

After all of these years, through the next to impossible chance that has brought us back into one another's lives, I could never live with myself if I let you slip through my hands again. Especially now that I know how you have felt about me. I desire you so much right now. You were also my first kiss, my first love, and my first heartbreak. But, no matter what happens, I'm never going to live a life that doesn't include you again.

I love you,
John


John clicked the Send button nervously. He couldn't believe that this was happening, or how fast things had progressed. But he wouldn't change anything about it, even if he could.
 
Regina sat staring at the screen, she was scared to open his message as he responded so quickly to what she had said. Could this be it? The last time they talked? Could this message be the one that cut them off completely again? Her heart was pounding in her chest as she opened his response, a sigh of relief escaped her lips as she read what John had to say. She smiled at the fact that he had the same reaction thinking of her as she had thinking of him. Her heart felt like it was going to explode out of her chest when he admitted all that he wished and everything that had gone through his mind. She clicked the reply button and started to respond once more.

John, I can't tell you how scared I was just now. I was worried this message would contain your final goodbye, Is that odd? I guess this is still a bit surreal to me. I'm so happy to have you back in my life, and like you, I don't ever want to live a life without you again. Everything you have said is the same thing I have thought myself.

I look forward to seeing you on Saturday. I can't tell you how much this means to me, Well, I am sure it means just as much to you. I should get moving, I have a lot of things to do to get my kids ready for their trip, laundry and camping equipment and all that fun stuff. I look forward to hearing from you again, when you have the time of course as I am sure you are busy as well.

I Love you Always,
Regina.


She hit the send button, got out of her chair and headed to gather the clothes and put things together for the trip her family would be taking, again without her, and this time, she didn't mind all that much that she was not included. She smiled to herself and then went and got into bed, within minutes she was asleep and her dreams were filled with images of her and John, both from when they were younger and a few that were dreams of them now.
 
John read Regina's post, his heart pounding in his chest. He needed her. He had always needed her. If only he had acted when they were young, things would have been different for both of them. Their whole lives would have been different. The children to whom Regina had given birth- they would still be wonderful, beautiful children, but they would have been theirs. John's heart pounded in his chest at the thought as he imagined what it would have been like to conceive a child inside of Regina. What would her face have looked like as she felt his sperm pour into her, her own vagina pulsing and contracting with orgasmic pleasure? What would it have been like to make love to Regina as her body was growing with their child? He could only imagine what it would have been like to share that with her- to feel their love bound together forever in that manner.

Of course, now it was far too late for any of that. Both John and Regina were happily married. But just the thought of trying with her- just the knowledge that they could go beyond making love- they could mate with one another in a deliberate effort to get her pregnant. They could hope for a miracle within her body. As crazy as it all sounded, that seemed like the only connection with Regina that could possibly be fitting to John. Especially if they were only going to get a few hours together, into which they would compress an entire lifetime of love and desire. His heart pounded in his chest. Yes, their original plans were to get coffee. But they could get coffee any time. There were much more important things that they needed to take care of than their caffeine fixes. John sat down to type.

Dearest Regina,
Let me first begin by saying that I love my wife, just like you love your husband. I have always been faithful to my wife. But now that we know what we both know about one another, getting coffee would be torture for both of us. I hope that this isn't taking things too far, but you asked what I would do if I had the chance to make love to you in real life. I propose that, rather than meet for coffee, we meet at a hotel room.

I should have done this back when we were teenagers. I should have taken your virginity and let you feel my own innocence and love spurt deep into your womb as we lay together on the soft grass by the lake. I should have kissed your sweet lips as our mingled juices trickled from your body and our child was conceived within you. If we had done that, I know that our parents would have let us get married. We could have spent our whole lives together- we should have spent our whole lives together. I can only imagine what it would have been like to have gotten to spend all of these years with you. Spending our days together. Holding hands and going for walks together. Nights spent passionately making love with each other instead of the cold neglect of our marriage beds.

The years since our teens are gone now, and there is no way for us to change what has been done and what has been left undone. But, just once, I want to be with you. Just once, I want us both to cheat on our spouses. We both still love our spouses, but they'll never know and we need this.

You can bring condoms if you want, and I will use them if you want me to. But I am not bringing any. I should have gotten you pregnant back when we were in high school. I know that both of us are married to other people, but I want to make love with you in the hopes of something magical and miraculous happening within your body. I want a chance that this special, physical bond between us will be eternal, even though we both know that it is likely to be only for a few hours.

I love you, Regina. I need you. And, just this once, we both deserve to have one another. We've both spent our whole lives taking care of other people. It's time that we did something for ourselves. I am anxiously awaiting your response.

Love,
John


John's heart was pounding in his chest as he hit the "Send" button. Was he really willing to do this? Was Regina really willing to do this? They would both enter that hotel room as good, faithful spouses. But they would leave it adulterers, their forbidden act of love forever seared into their hearts, minds, and bodies. It was wrong. But John knew that he needed her like a drowning man needs air. And, if she felt even half of what John did, their plans to meet for coffee on Saturday had just taken a very dramatic shift in a very interesting direction.

Was John nervous about it? Of course. He felt nervous. Guilty. Excited. He couldn't wait. And, of course, there was always part of him that wondered: what was Regina going to do now that he had upped the stakes in real life? Flirting online was one thing. But he had just proposed taking things much, much further. He hoped that, if she did say no, she would at least not cut off communication with him. He knew that she was busy and that he probably wouldn't hear from her again that day. Regina was best at answering e-mails in the morning on weekdays- John had figured that out about her already. But he could hardly wait until the next day to see what she was going to write in response to his letter.
 
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Friday morning Regina got up early to make sure that everything was done and ready for the kids and her husband to leave for their trip later that morning. As was tradition they got to take the day off of school and would go out to a Daddy/Daughters breakfast before they headed off to spend the weekend with their grandfather, uncles and cousins.

She went and packed up the suburban with all of the camping things, just like she normally did then went into the kitchen, she stood in front of the coffee pot setting it up when her husband came up behind her, wrapping his arms around her waist and kissing her neck softly. She smiled and turned to face Thomas, he gave her a quick kiss on the cheek and then backed away from her.

"Thank you Reggie, I know hate not being included in this. You're so good about all of this, It means a lot to me"

He grabbed a cup of coffee and headed upstairs to shower and get ready to go while Regina went up to wake the girls up and get them moving. She hated when Thomas called her Reggie and he knew it but he had called her it for as long as they had been together so she just let it go.

After the kids and Thomas were all packed up and ready to go Regina stood at the door and waved as they pulled away and when they were out of sight she went back inside and headed up to her computer, hoping to hear back from John. She sat down and waited for the computer to boot up, sipping her coffee and thinking about what all she was going to do for the next three days by herself.


She knew she had the meeting for coffee with John tomorrow but that probably would not take up the entire day. They had agreed to meet about an hour and a half away from each of them so Regina decided to make the trip a little getaway for herself, instead of driving up there in the morning she would leave today, rent a room and spend the weekend looking at the various shops and maybe get in some hiking and take some pictures as well.

Before going into her email she pulled up a site and searched out a hotel in the area, finding one at a cheap rate that wasn't a sleazy place. She put the room on her personal credit card, the one Thomas knew nothing about and then made a plan of things to do while she was there. She had gotten so caught up in her idea of getting a weekend out of the house that when her screen buzzed reminding her of the waiting email she laughed a little.

She finally opened the email from John and started to read it, her eyes went wide and her heart started pounding in her chest. She read it over and over and tried to figure out how to respond to it, she had just made the arrangements for a hotel and here he was suggesting that they should meet up in one instead of for coffee. The only problem she was having with this right now was the opening sentence of his message.

Regina know John loved his wife very much that was clearly evident but, did she love Thomas? Not in the way that a wife should, just as she knew that Thomas didn't love her in that way anymore either. They had honestly fallen out of love with each other a long time ago they had gotten comfortable in their lives and neither wanted to change it. Their children were happy and that was what mattered.

If anything, Thomas had become Regina's best friend and that was really all there was between them. But could she really cheat with John? He wasn't that type of person and even though Thomas had, Regina wasn't that type either. Yes, they had moved from hypothetical to real and they flirted a lot and well, they had even brought themselves to orgasm by thinking of the other but, to actually, really, in person do this? She wasn't sure she could. Thomas wouldn't care, he had already given her the permission to before but that was something different. She let out a soft sigh and hit reply then began to type.

Dear John,
I've sat here reading and re reading your letter and as much as I want, more then anything, for us to be together, I'm not sure that I can. I know without a doubt how much you love your wife and I won't let you hurt what you have to be with me, no matter how badly I want to be with you. And the truth is, I know with all my heart that you really couldn't cheat on your wife, no matter your feelings for me.

That's not who you are, you've never been that guy. I love you John, with all of my heart and I would love for everything that you have said in your letter to happen, but.....well.... I just don't know. I do find it odd however that you wrote all this and before I even opened it this morning I made reservations to stay at a hotel for the weekend. I'm leaving my house in about an hour to make the drive up, I'll see you tomorrow....I hope... Coffee may be torture, but at least its something.

All My Love,
Regina


She hit "send" got up from her chair and went to finish packing. She wondered what John would say, if anything at all. Everything he had written was exactly what she felt, what she wanted between them, but no matter the situation she was in, she wouldn't risk him hurting his own marriage for her. The truth always comes out one way or the other.
 
John sipped his coffee before work, booting up his computer and checking a few Facebook posts. Mostly what he saw contained petty life dramas and bombastic political rants, but several of John's friends were artists that had posted pictures of their work, and there was a good article shared by one of his friends from Physical Therapy school.

Then he opened his e-mail. He had been delaying that for a bit- he held in tension the competing truths that everything he had said to Regina had been exactly what he felt, and the knowledge that saying it was going too far. He loved his wife- she was a good person. She was also far more of a friend than a lover, and she had next to no interest in sex or romance.

As he read Regina's e-mail, he knew that she was being the voice of reason here. What Regina was saying made far more sense than John's wild, romantic notions. He smiled- it's good that she was able to think rationally in regards to him. Because, when it came to her, rational thought was very difficult for John.

Dear Regina,
I'm glad that we both shared what we did about our feelings and got that off of our chests. I think we both needed to express our feelings, and it felt great to hear that we both felt the same way. But I'm also glad that one of us came to our senses before anything life-altering happened between us. I should have known that any chance for us to have what I was suggesting passed many years ago. Thank you for your openness and for being willing to talk honestly with me.

I hadn't gotten a hotel room yet. Maybe part of me knew that what I was suggesting was pure fantasy. I'll just head into town and then drive home that night so that there won't even be that temptation for either of us. You're right- from a practical perspective it wouldn't have worked. And you're also right that neither of us is the type of person to ever cheat on their spouses. I've honestly never actually cheated on anyone in my life, even when my partner was unfaithful to me, and I imagine that you're probably the same way. To tell you the truth, I felt pretty guilty about even suggesting that we do that together. But I would have felt even more guilty about letting the rest of my life go by without seriously bringing up the possibility, and I think that we can both enjoy the thought that- if we had chosen to meet for a lot more than coffee- we could have. I was absolutely serious about meeting you at a hotel room- but part of me is glad that you prevented us from crossing that line.

I'm really looking forward to getting coffee with you this Saturday. It's going to be great to catch up with you! Take good care of yourself, and I'll see you in just two more days!

All my love,
John


John drained the last of his coffee. Part of him was sad with the knowledge that he hadn't been able to recognize the possibility of being with Regina back when they were both in High School, and now the possibility of ever getting to be with her even in a remote and temporary fashion just didn't seem like it was ever going to happen. But part of him actually felt a little bit relieved. Regina was right- he wasn't the sort of man to cheat on his wife any more than she was the sort of woman to cheat on her husband. They were both good people, and John was grateful to have her as a friend. He smiled. She still wanted to meet, and it was going to be great to get to have coffee with her!
 
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After the drive up to the hotel, Regina had checked in, getting upgraded to a suite due to the amount of times her husband had been there (she wasn't even going to ask). She went and placed her things in the room and then pulled her laptop out to check her email.

She had a ton of plans while she was waiting for John the following day and was eager to start however there was a topic she wanted to bring up to him. It would be silly to make this drive simply for a cup of coffee, perhaps they should extend their plans a little more.

She hoped that John would be ok with that. When it had finally booted up she pulled up her email to find a message already waiting for her. She read over it slowly and then hit 'Reply'.

Dear John, I am glad for the chance to express our feelings, it was absolutely needed for us to move forward I think. I have just checked into the hotel and I have a bunch of plans for this weekend, not only meeting with you but also doing some hiking, taking my camera with me and getting some photos and maybe doing some shopping, Now here is where My question comes in, Would you be willing to maybe join me for dinner?

When I checked in to the hotel I was upgraded to a suite, it has two full bedrooms. I was thinking maybe it would be ok to spend more time together, catching up. If its ok with you and your wife wouldn't mind losing you for a weekend. Please Let me know your thoughts. For now I am heading out to get a bite to eat and get a much needed haircut. I hope to hear from you soon and can't wait for tomorrow.

All My Love,
Regina.

She hit 'Send' grabbed her purse and the key to the suite then headed out for a little while, wondering if John would be willing to spend the extra time with her when there wasn't a promise of more to happen between them.

But the truth was, she needed a real friend, she needed someone to talk to about everything that was going on in her life.
 
John read Regina's letter with a smile. She still enjoyed hiking! She hadn't asked him to come along on the hikes, but he usually wore clothing appropriate for hiking anyway. He tossed his battered old Camelbak, which was small and light enough to be comfortably worn indefinitely but contained enough gear that he could comfortably survive in the woods for as long as he wanted, and his favorite walking stick, a well-used old stockman's cane. With any luck, Regina would want him to come along, and the leaves were going to be beautiful at this time of year.

John talked things over with his wife, Kelly, who had already told him that she would be out of town that weekend herself. When he reminded her of what town he was visiting, she suggested the very hotel where Regina had already booked a room before suddenly stopping herself and, with a guilty look, quickly added that she had been there numerous times at her old job when she had been a graduates student. John laughed and hugged her. She must have really disliked that job to have such a guilty look just talking about it, and if she hated the job that much, John was glad she didn't have to worry about it any more. John was a pretty trusting guy, and he had no idea that Kelly had been being unfaithful to him for most of the last year.

The idea of staying overnight in a hotel suite with Regina both excited him and scared him a little bit. She had made it very clear that nothing was going to happen, but still, the thought of sleeping that close to her had his thoughts headed in very erotic directions. He would be a gentleman and not voice things further, but he certainly was going to be having thoughts of her in his hotel suite that were not going to be of the just-a-friend variety.

He texted Regina on his cell phone. "I would love to do dinner, Regina! My treat if you're already covering my room for the night. Do you still want to get coffee as well? I'm flexible- you can either include me or not in anything else you've got going on this weekend, but I'm really excited to be seeing you soon and spending the weekend catching up with each other, and if you could take me along on the hikes, I'd really love it! See you soon.

John kissed Kelly good bye and jumped in his car and began headed off to meet Regina.
 
Regina had just finished getting her hair cut when her phone beeped, she looked down and smiled at the message from John then hit Reply

"Well since it seems you are going to be early when you go to the counter to check in just tell them your name, I will leave a key at the front desk for you. And YES!! I would love for you to come hiking with me. I'm looking forward to this weekend more then you know. See you Soon"

Regina paid for her haircut and headed next door to pick up the Chinese order she had placed before coming in. She headed back to the hotel and got the second key for the room, placing it in an envelope for John and letting the girl at the counter know that she was leaving it there for him. The girl offered her a smile, said she looked very pretty and told her she would make sure that John would get the envelop.

Regina headed up to the suite and sat down to enjoy her dinner, flipped through the TV until she found something that caught her attention. After eating she curled up on the couch in the joint seating room of the suite and started to watch 'Gone with the Wind' falling asleep a half hour in.
 
John drove to the hotel room and picked up the key at the front desk. He felt nervous and excited as he found his way back to the suite that Regina had gotten for them. Even though they had agreed that nothing would happen between them, there was still a bit of taboo allure to the fact that he was meeting his old love at a hotel room.

He unlocked the door and stepped in. An old black and white movie was playing on the TV. On the couch in the sitting room, he saw Regina curled up comfortably and sleeping peacefully. Some containers of mostly-eaten Chinese food sat on the table in front of her- she had obviously fallen asleep while watching the movie.

John smiled. Something about people's faces when they're asleep looks so beautiful, peaceful, and angelic. Regina's red hair framed her adorable face.

He carried his overnight luggage into his room, and then came back out. Regina looked so sweet lying there on that couch. John sat down beside her. She lay sleeping on the couch soundly. They had agreed that nothing would happen between them that weekend- if John was going to get a kiss from her, this would be his chance. Part of him recoiled at the thought. What if she woke up? Wouldn't kissing her when she was unconscious be a creepy violation of everything he had ever learned about consent? But, he told himself, it would just be a kiss. It's not like he was going to molest her. Part of him knew that he was rationalizing his actions as he slowly moved his lips to kiss her.

He could have gone for a relatively innocent kiss on the cheek, or even a benign kiss on top of the head. Heaven only knows, the top of the head is sometimes the easiest place to kiss a girl that is considerably shorter than oneself. Instead, he moved his lips slowly towards hers.

As he felt the warmth and softness of her lips against his own and smelled her skin, everything about his first kiss all those years ago flooded back to him. For several seconds, he let his lips rest against hers, savoring the feeling. He slowly pulled away. "I love you, Regina," he whispered almost silently.

As he sat on the floor in front of her, he saw her blue eyes slowly flicker open.
 
Regina felt the light pressure on her lips and slowly opened her eyes, she jumped slightly seeing John sitting right in front of her. How long had she been sleeping? How did she not even hear him come in? She licked slowly over her lips and then smiled as she sat up, tucking her legs underneath her bottom and spoke in a soft, sleepy voice "Hi there Handsome, how long have you been here?"

It didn't even occur to her to ask why he was sitting on the floor with a dreamy look in his eyes. She stretched her body, arching her back and a soft, sexual moan escaped her lips. She grabbed the remote and turned the TV off then slipped onto the floor and moved in close to John. She bit the corner of her lip for a moment and then leaned in, pressing her lips to his softly as a sweet hello. She back away with a slight blush in her cheeks and then smiled "Its great to see you. How are things?"
 
"Things for me are going well, but I must confess that I'm doing a lot better after that kiss," John replied. "And I imagine that I'll be doing even better after this one." He leaned in, wrapping his arms around Regina and taking her into his arms, feeling her body press against his chest as he held her, taking in her scent and the feeling of having her against him again after all of those years. He kissed her gently on the neck, and then moved his lips to her cheek. His face was close enough to hers that she could feel his breath against her skin. For a long moment, they held one another.

It could never have been just a hug for John- this had all the feeling of a lover's embrace to it for him as he built up the courage to move his lips to Regina's. This time, when he kissed her, there was no possibility of it being a benign gesture of affection between friends. His desire for Regina was unmistakable in the way that he pressed his lips to hers, and opened his lips gently. For a long moment, Regina simply stayed there, feeling the softness of John's lips against her own.

Both of their hearts were racing. Both could feel the body of the other in their arms, the warmth, softness, and intimacy of their embrace exciting them both. It took Regina mere moments to respond to John's kiss.
 
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