A brothers control (PM only)

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Amanda Clark
21
Sweet, kind, generous, shy, caring.
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What the hell was she thinking, she was so stupid, why did she agree to live with her brother anyway, considering the king of feelings that she was having for him, she knew how fucking wrong they were, knew she should avoid him at all cost, so why the hell had she agreed to live with him after college... she knew why she had agreed, partly to save money, and partly because he was her best friend, and her only family, they lost there parents when they were younger, Mandy as her brother called her, though she hated it she let him get away with it, she was closest to her mom, her brother closer to there father they were a close family, and when Amanda was 16 it all came to hell when there parents were killed in a car accident. He was 23 at the time, and already lived on his own, she stayed with him for a while then till she gradutated and went to college and opted to live on campus, he agreed not that he was really happy about it in the first place, but he wanted his sister to have a life. But as soon as she graduated college and got a full time job in her field a vet tech, and it was closer to him, he asked her to move in again, partly to watch out for her, partly cause she was all he really had, and he was all she had.

It was hard seeing her brother every day with the incestioual feelings she was having for him, he would think she was sick in the head and hate her forever if he ever found out, so she kept her feelings close to her chest, she dated but noone ever measured up to her big brother so they never lasted, and her brother was gorgeous so he had his pick of girls, but out of respect of one another neither really ever brought there dates home.

It was harder and harder every day to keep her feelings of love, lust, and need from her brother, but she had to.. he could never find out, though her brother had his own secrets, and she had her own fantasies, she wanted to be controlled, she was submissive, yet another thing she couldnt let her brother find out.

(Looking for a long detailed play, of love, sexuality, confusion, lust, and dark passions)

 

[BeachBum25]

Jason Clark
28/m
Marketing Director for a large corporation

Jason least sure what things were going to be like with his sister coming to live with him. Yes, he had insisted that his younger sister move in with him now that she was out of college, but they had grown apart while she was in school. He had to do it, though. She was the only family he had. Their parents died years before, and he had to make sure that Mandy was okay. He didn't care if it turned out that she only stayed with him for a short while. He had to make sure she got started out on the right foot.

He actually enjoyed having Mandy around. He worked long hours a couple nights a week and it was great to have someone to come home to and have a conversation with. Mandy had grown up a lot since he had last spent time with her; both physically and maturity wise. She was a beautiful young woman and he knew that she was attracting the attention of a lot of guys....come on, she had to. She was a beautiful and sexy woman. That also concerned Jason. He had to protect her from the guys out there that would potentially harm her...physically or emotionally.

Another problem that Jason was encountering was the fact that they had to share a bathroom. There were many times when he went into the shower and did not take a change of clothes with him. He had to walk back to his room wrapped only in a towel, and it seemed that every time that happened Mandy was there. It was almost as if she planned it. She would always make a comment. In fact, her last comment was something about pulling his towel off.

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She often found herself seeing her brother in ways no sister should ever ever see there brother, and she found keeping her feelings to herself was a even harder thing to do. Not only was her brother everything a girl would want in a man he was caring, smart, hardworking and sexy as hell, and she got to see just how sexy on numerous occasions, she found herself making comments, often as she did when she was nervous, she would say stupid things thinking it was funny but knowing her brother probably didn't. She had to learn really how to control that.

How to control that and her feelings for him, she didn't look at him like a sister should, she didn't think of him like a sister should, and she sure as hell didn't dream of him the way a sister should. Hell she tried to not take notice of him, but he was so damn good to her how could she not.

Oh god if he ever found out the way she loved him, wanted him, and needed him, he would kick her out and tell her she had lost her damn mind, and she knew he'd be right. She was thankful that they both had demanding jobs, because being alone with him, and imagining the things he could do to her was making her insane, work at least cleared her thoughts, maybe she needed a boyfriend...

 

[BeachBum25]

Jason came home from work and looked around. Mandy wasn't home from work yet. Jesse decided that he would start dinner and then get a shower and get changed. He went to the refrigerator and took out some chicken that he had marinating. He put it in a frying pan and seared both sides. Then he sliced some fresh vegetables and put them in the pan with the chicken. After a few minutes, he placed the frying pan in the oven and let it all cook together.

After putting dinner in the oven, Jason headed for his bedroom. He undressed and headed to the bathroom for a shower. While in the shower, he realized he had done it again. He still couldn't get used to his sister living with him. He, once again, forgot to bring clothes into the bathroom with him. He relaxed after a minute. Maybe Mandy wouldn't be home until after he got back to his room and got dressed.

After the he finished the shower, he toweled off and he wrapped the towel around his waist. He opened the bathroom door, and quickly dashed to his bedroom. He didn't take the time to look around to see if Mandy was home. Once in his bedroom, he put on a t-shirt and a pair of shorts and headed back to the kitchen. He took out some brown rice and began to boil it. He would serve the chicken and vegetables over the rice.

While waiting for dinner to be ready, he sat down at the kitchen table. He started thinking about his younger sister and how he worried about what guys thought of her. He wanted her to have a social life, but he was worried about what could happen to her. After all, she was incredibly beautiful and had a killer body. Jason slapped himself. How could he think of his sister in that way? Killer body...that was no way to think of your sister. Then again, he thought, it was true.

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Amanda never ever thought that the day would end, and of course when the day was over, was when the doctor had a emergency case and she was needed... All she wanted was to go home and take her heels off and take a long hot bath or shower whatever she felt was needed, and to see her brother the highlights of all her days.

After the emergency she cleaned up and locked up and then headed home, if she could drive barefooted she certainly would have, her feet were killing her she was glad that tomorrow was Friday, she wanted nothing more than a nice quiet weekend, she knew her friends had other plans but this had been the longest week of her life and hopefully she wouldn't get called in over the weekend, she loved her job and she made really good money.

She rolled the windows down and blared her music, she was hungry, tired and her feet hurt and she didn't want to be bothered so she turned her cell off, if her job needed her for anything even though they were closed they could call the house phone.

She was glad when she pulled into the driveway and as soon as she parked she grabbed her purse and took her jacket off revealing her green tank top and cute white and green skirt, she took the heels off and headed into the house.

She smelled food, and called her brothers name, she didn't need to walk in on him again while he was in the bathroom. She decided on a quick shower instead of a bath but the food smelled so good she forgot about a shower, she laid her keys and purse on the table in the living room, and hung her jacket up and placed her shoes by the course, and went in search of Jason. http://images.fanpop.com/images/image_uploads/Rachel-Bilson-rachel-bilson-222824_1546_1920.jpg

 

[BeachBum25]

Jason was lost in thought and did not hear his sister come into the house. His thoughts were on how he could protect his sister from any guys she went out with. He knew there was no way that he could get her to have each of her dates come into the house so Jason could meet them. It might be worth a try to tell her that, but he seriously doubted she would do it.

Mandy calling his name snapped him out of his thoughts. He got up from the table and walked in to greet her. "Hey sis. How was work? Dinner is ready. If you want to eat before showering and changing, we can, or I can just keep it warm until you are ready." He looked her over, and he knew he needed to find a way to protect her. She was too young and too attractive to be out on her own.

"Let me know what you want to do Mandy. I am just going to sit out here and check my email until you are ready." Jason walked back into the kitchen and checked on their dinner. Then, he sat down at the table and checked his emails on his phone until his sister came into the kitchen. "Are you ready to eat."

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Her feet hurt so bad, there was no way in hell she was wearing heels tomorrow, she was either wearing flats or tennis shoes, then again she didn't think her day was going to be that long either. She had to learn to not be on call, but how could she, she loved her job and she loved what she did. Okay she thought she was home and she didn't have to think of work until tomorrow at least tonight she could relax with Jason.

She heard him respond to her calling his name just hearing his voice completely put her at ease and instantly relaxed her. She smiled brightly when he walked into the living room. She always loved when he cooked, he was a amazing cook.

She noticed something different about him but she didn't question him about it, she figured maybe he was just tired. "I'm going to get a quick shower my feet are killing me." She said and smiled as she walked to where he was standing.

She kissed him on the cheek. "Your awesome for making dinner." She said with her same bright smile. "Just give me ten minutes,to shower and change." She said as he went into the Kitchen and she climbed the steps to her bedroom to grab her cloths and then headed to the shower. Image from http://s19.*********.org/83ewnd7w3/Rachel_Bilson_hot_pics_13.jpg.
She pulled on a tight tank top and panties and then pulled short shorts over the tank top and pulled socks on she dried her hair and left it down.

"I'm ready to eat, it smells so good." She said and walked into the kitchen.

 

[BeachBum25]

Jason looked up as she came into the kitchen. Wow, he was surprised at what he saw. She looked wonderful in the tank and shorts. He couldn't believe he had a thought like that. He shook his head and stood up and went to the cabinet and took out two plates. He sat the, on the counter and then he grabbed a pot holder and pulled the pan out of the oven. After scooping a little rice onto each plate, Jason dipped up the chicken and vegetables onto each plate.

He carried both plates to the table and sat them down; one in front of Mandy and one next to her. "What would you like to drink sis,?" He asked as he walked toward the refrigerator. Jason grabbed the water pitcher out and poured himself some water. He poured a glass for Mandy as he waited for her to answer him. He placed the two glasses on the table.

Jason sat down next to Mandy and put his hand on top of hers. He squeezed it lightly and asked her, "how was work today sis? You look like you had a tough day." He smiled at her and removed his hand from hers, and then he reached for his fork and tasted the food. "So, is dinner okay?"

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She smiled at him softly when she walked into the kitchen, he was so sexy, that a jolt ran right through her. She took a deep breath and gained her composure. She bit her lip and rubbed her hands together. She stood there for a moment before walking into the kitchen.

She watched as he was setting the table watching him lean she noticed all his muscles, why oh why did she have to think of her brother in this way, something was seriously wrong with her. She watched him move around the kitchen, maybe she would get up earlier than usual and make both of them breakfast he deserved it after doing all of this for her.

Again it smelled delicious. "This looks amazing Jason." She said brightly. "Thank you so much for making this." There wasn't anything about her brother she didn't love, and him doing things like this only made her love him even more. She watched him pour water and she told him that water was fine with her as well.

When he touched her hand she slightly gasped, not in a bad way but in the way it made her feel... Get it together Mandy she thought to herself. "Remind me to never wear heels again." She said with a laugh. "It wouldn't have been to bad but the doctor had a emergency surgery and needed my help." She said softly.

She was a little sad when his hand Left hers, but at the same time she knew it was best. She took a bite of the food, and as usual it was amazing. "God Jason this is delicious." She said and sighed taking another bite.

 

[BeachBum25]

It really felt good to have someone to spend time with at home. It was nice to have a friendly face to have dinner with. He had become a pretty good cook, because he had been on his own for some time, so, it was either learn how to cook or eat out all the time or starve. Once he learned how to cook, he actually enjoyed it and would periodically experiment with a recipe, or make up one of his own.

They made idle chat through dinner. "Wearing heels to work is probably not a good idea, but I like a woman in heels. I bet you would attract more men in heels than in flats." He was concerned about Mandy dating, but he had to be realistic and understand that it was going to happen. He couldn't expect that she would come home every night and spend it with her brother.

Once dinner was finished, Jason got up to clear the dishes. "Why don't you go in and turn on the television and relax while I clean up and do the dishes. He took the dishes to the sink, cleaned them off and put them into the dishwasher. Mandy had teased him before that the dishes were so clean after he rinsed them off that there was no need to put them in the dishwasher.

He turned on the dishwasher, shut off the kitchen light and went into the living room. He sat down on the sofa next to Mandy and looked at the television to see what was on. "anything good on tonight. I could just sit here and veg all night. It has been a tough week. Thank goodness tomorrow is Friday."

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She loved coming home to Jason to bad she looked at him in a way that she shouldn't have never looked at him. She was so hungry and his dinner was so good that it didn't take her long to finish. She was grateful for all he did for her but she often thought he did way to much for his little sister, and each little thing he did for her made her only want him more.

She looked at him tenderly and for a moment longer than she should have, and probably in a way she shouldn't have yet she hoped he wouldn't notice. They chatted as any brother and sister would.. Yet if she let her mind wander she could picture her brother being more than her brother. She blushed at his comment thinking to herself there was only one man she wanted to attract and it was the wrong man.

"Jason I can help, you did all the cooking." She said but he wouldn't hear any of it. If there was ever a better man she hadn't seen one. She nodded her head and grabbed there glasses of water and headed to the living room. She turned the tv on but would let him decide what to watch. She tucked her legs under one another and started rubbing her feet, damn they hurt.

She smiled up at him when he sat next to her and she handed him the remote. "We can put a movie on or I'm sure baseballs on." She said and smiled. "You and my feet both thank god tomorrow's Friday." She laughed and went back to rubbing her sore feet.

 

[BeachBum25]

"I don't care what is on television. The lady gets the choice. I am so tired it will just be background noise,anyway." He smiled at his sister as he got. I forgave on the sofa. He thought he saw Mandy looking at him strangely, but then again he only saw it out of the corner of his eye, so he was sure he was mistaken.

He looked at Mandy's feet as she mentioned how much they were bothering her. He smiled at her mention of Friday. "Any big plans for tomorrow night or any other part of the weekend?" He looked at her again and the as she mentioned that she wasn't sure about her plans, he said, "why don't you let me rub your feet. You look like you are really in pain."

Jason didn't mean anything by it. He was just looking to help his little sister out. He hoped that she would t take it in any other way. He didn't want his little sister to think that he was some kind of pervert.

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She smiled at him gingerly and agreed to the fact of the TV would only be background noise seemed both of them had had a very long week. "I'm going to get up early and make us breakfast before we need to be at work." She said brightly he had done a lot for her she wanted to do just as much.

"I think I'm going to stay in maybe rent some movies order takeout and just be lazy maybe read a book, and pray they don't call me in on Saturday." As she explained her weekend. "What about you?" She asked softly.

She was shocked when he offered to rub her feet, but they hurt so bad that she agreed the only thing she had to worry about was her racing heart cause any little touch drove her completely up the entire wall. "Thank you so much, Jason your the best brother anyone could ever ask for." She said with a soft smile.

 

[BeachBum25]

Jaso. Smiled when Mandy mentioned grabbing movies and just chillen during the weekend. He had no plans and that would give him something to do for at least part of the time. Of course, he was pretty certain that Mandy's taste in movies would be much different than his.

"I have nothing going on, and, by the way, there is no need for you to get up and make breakfast tomorrow. I will be fine. I will tell you what, I will let you choose what is for dinner tomorrow. You pick the take-out place and I will pick it up on the way home."

Jason took Mandy's feet and began to massage them. He rested her heels on his thigh and moved his fingers slowly over her feet; kneading them deeply and firmly. "How does that feel Mandy? Does it make them feel at least a little better "

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Mandy loved talking to her brother it was the highlight of her whole day, and she wondered if he actually knew how much those talks meant to her. She smiled over at her brother, god if she loved him anymore she wouldn't know how to act at all around him.

She smiled at his mention of her not having to make breakfast, she wanted to and she still planned on it, considering there breakfast choices were a bagel and or meal bar it would be nice having something other than that. She smiled about dinner. "That little Chinese place we used to order from all the time would be awesome." She said a brightness in her eyes, as she said it.

As soon as his hands merely touched her feet, she sighed. This was amazing she thought more amazing then it should feel. "That feels so good." She said practically purring as he massaged her feet, she thought of him doing this for other woman then shurugged the thought back, she closed her eyes and enjoyed the moment, but his touch only added more to her desire for him.

 

[BeachBum25]

Jason continued to work on Mandy's feet as they discussed dinner plans for tomorrow night. "Then Chinese it is. I will get all of our favorites and we will have ourselves a little Friday night feast. Chinese food and a movie. It sounds like the perfect way to end a long, tiring week."

He ran his thumbs along the arch of each of Mandy's feet. He pressed harder into her foot trying to make sure that the pain from wearing heels during the long day at work went away. He looked at Mandy and she had her eyes closed. He assumed that meant that what he was doing was having the desired effect; the pain in her feet was subsiding.

He was still worried, however, that his sister would think that he was a little perverted about rubbing her feet. He made sure that nothing he did could be seen as anything inappropriate. He moved his fingers down to her heels and then slowly back up to her toes. He removed his hands from her feet. "So, how was that, sis?"

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She was listening to him talk of there dinner plans for tomorrow and yet all she could think about was how good her feet felt, and how much she enjoyed him touching her, jesus what the hell was wrong with her. He is your brother, god if he could read her mind, he would probably tell her to get the hell out, and never speak to her again. She shook her head and tried to focus on the fact that he was just being a nice older brother. "I can not wait, but you sure you want to waste your friday night with me?" She asked softly figuring he'd have a date or something along those lines.

His hands were like magic and she never wanted it to end, yet each touch sent tingles all through her body, and not just because her feet were slowly starting to feel better. Her heart was racing and she hoped that he could not hear the pounding.

The thoughts that were going through her mind were insane, and she thought of his hands on any parts of her but her feet, she thought of him kissing her... good lord she thought, I am surely going to hell for having these kind of thoughts.

She almost moaned once at how good his touch really felt but she bit her lip to control it. He definantly knew what he was doing. She was kind of releaved when he was finished considering what it was doing to her. "That was amazing." She said softly and went to move her feet from his lap. "Thank-you." she managed to stutter out.

 

[BeachBum25]

"Nah, I have nothing going on this weekend, and I am actually looking forward to sitting home this weekend and just relaxing. I think that spending time with my little sister and figuring out just what she is up to and prying into what is going on in her love life sounds like fun." He laughed as he said that. He wanted her to know that he was going to be her protector...for the time being anyway.

"I am the one that is surprised that you are staying in on a Friday night. Someone as young and attractive as you are sitting at home on a Friday night does not seem right. I would think that guys would be knocking down our door to,get you to go out with them."

Jason jumped up and headed to the kitchen. "Do you want anything while I am out here Mandy? I am just grabbing something to drink." He took the pitcher of water out of the refrigerator and poured a glass for himself while he waited to see if his little sister wanted anything.

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She was just enjoying the fact that her brother cared deeply for her it showed in the many things he did for her, sure she knew he probably didn't think of her in the same way that she thought of him and that made complete sense. What love life? She asked in her head, no one but her brother was even worth dating, not that he needed to know any of that, but why force yourself to be into a guy when you only had feelings for one, no matter how wrong it may be.

She blushed at his words and didn't know what to say, if only he knew the man I wanted was him, he'd probably think I was sick and get me committed to a nut house. She sighed to herself thinking of him in so many ways that she shouldn't but it was hard, you can't just turn feelings off and it was even harder when the person lived with you.

When he headed to the kitchen she breathed a deep breath she was sure she had been holding forever. She sat up straight Now, she was tired but she hated missing any time away from her brother. "I'm okay, thanks." She said looking at her cup and realizing she still had almost a full glass.

 

[BeachBum25]

"If you don't mind, I am going to get this drink and head to bed. I am exhausted and the alarm will go off early tomorrow morning. I don't want to leave you alone though. So, if you are going to stay up for a little while, I will stay up and keep you company for a little while.

Jason really enjoyed having her around. It was nice to have a family member with him. It had been so long since he had someone he cared about around him. Mandy was pleasant to be around and she was a bright young lady that was great to have a conversation with.

Jason walked back into the living room and stood in front of his sister who was still sitting on the sofa. He looked down at her and smiled. "Well, what is it that you want to do. You want to stay here or do you want to go to bed?" He thought about how that sounded, and hoped she didn't think he was being inappropriate.

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Bed sounded really good, she wanted to sleep, they both had a early morning. She was still stuck in her own thoughts so she was lucky she even heard what her brother said... She was still thinking about his magic touch. She took a deep breath and told herself to calm down and she did.

The way she wanted to be with her brother was so wrong on so many levels, yet no matter how she tried to block it out of her mind she just couldn't, cause all of her thoughts always went to him, and eventually somehow she needed to find a way to stop. If he wasn't so smart, funny, kind and hot as hell she was sure it would be much easier.

She looked up at him when he walked into the living room and gave her sweet smile that usually was always reserved for him. She almost lost it at his next comment though she knew exactly what he meant, she shook her head and reminded herself that he was her brother. "Bed sounds really good." And then she realized how bad that had sounded.

She stood up so they could both head to bed.

 

[BeachBum25]

Jason reached out and took Mandy's hand and helped her off the sofa. He grabbed the remote and switched off the television and then he put his arm around her as they walked toward the stairs. He shut the lights off as they left the room and as they reached the bottom of the steps, he stopped, removed his arms and said, "ladies first."

Jason followed Mandy up the steps and when the reached the top of the steps, he put his arm around her shoulder and kissed her on the cheek. "Goodnight sis. Sleep well. Remember, I don't want you getting up early to make breakfast. I will be fine. You sleep in and just worry about yourself."

He removed his arm from her shoulder, gave her a little peck on the cheek, and headed toward his room. He turned around as he went into his room and winked at Mandy. Then, he closed the door behind him. He got ready for bed. Before Mandy moved in he slept naked, but that was not appropriate now. He slipped on a pair of gym shorts and went into the bathroom to brush his teeth. When he was finished he headed back to his room.

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She smiled when he took her hand and pulled her from the couch, she smiled at him softly. Just the simple touch of his hand sent goosebumps up and down her arms. She watched as he turned the TV off and waited for him, she smiled over at him when he put his arm around her. She smiled tenderly at him when he said ladies first, but good god why the hell was her heart beating so fast.

Bed never sounded so good, she wanted nothing more than to be going to his bed, wrong so wrong, she said and shook her head. When he kissed her cheek she melted like jelly, such bad thoughts were going through head and they were the wrong kind of things, she wanted nothing more than to think of any man besides Jason.

She thought of breakfast she really wanted to cook for him, well she knew he wouldn't complain if she did get up and make them breakfast. She watched him as he left and went to his own room, and quickly she hurried into her room and took a long deep breath, she felt so hot, her face felt like it was on fire. She looked in the mirror and told herself to calm down and relax.

She pulled the shorts off and only wore her tank and the matching panties, she was sure her brother wouldn't see her anymore tonight. She pulled her long hair up in a pony tail, she felt a little cooler pulling her hair back from her neck. She needed to brush her teeth she noticed the lights were off so she didn't have to worry about running into Jason. She went to the bathroom splashed some water on her face, brushed her teeth and was ready to head to bed, even if she did run into Jason he was her brother and it was just panties nothing worse then a bikini.

 

[BeachBum25]

Jason saw Mandy heading toward the bathroom as he was heading back to his room. He stopped and looked at her...seeing her in only her tank top and panties. He let his eyes wander a little more than he should have and immediately regretted it,; knowing that Mandy was going to think he was creepy.

"Sorry, sis. I didn't realize you weren't finished in here." He focused hard to look directly into her eyes. He did not want to let his eyes wander down over his sister's scantily clad body. "Goodnight Mandy. Sleep well." Jason headed back to his room. He removed his t-shirt and laid down in bed.

He had a hard time falling asleep. Seeing Mandy in only a tank and panties had shocked him. He had let his eyes wander over her body, which was incredible. He shouldn't have done that. She was his younger sister. He should never look at her like that, and he should never think of her as having a great body....she was his sister.

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She looked herself in the mirror one more time and shook her head, if anyone ever figured out her feelings for her brother, she would be in a world of trouble. She left the bathroom and noticed Jason and she didn't even think of how she was dressed. She smiled at him softly when they were in the hallway together, why all of a sudden did she feel so awkward.

"It's fine i was just washing my face and brushing my teeth." And thinking of you holding me in your bed she thought to herself. She needed to control her thoughts they were becoming ridiculous and all it was going to do was make her completely crazy.

She went to her room pulled out her journal, she knew it was a little childish but she didn't care it wasn't as if she could tell her brother her thoughts or anyone else for that matter, she finished her entry and left the journal which looked more like a book on the bedside table. She crawled into bed, and tried to get the thoughts out of her mind, she tossed and turned before finally giving into sleep.