mylastchance
Virgin
- Joined
- Jun 5, 2021
- Posts
- 10
I'm spiraling. It's hard to keep going through the motions of life, when every day is the same. When the news is nothing but the same depressing reminder that things are on the brink of falling apart around us. I'm trying not to let it pull me down. But I don't have any reason to keep going that isn't out of obligation.
I don't want to be the Debbie Downer. I don't want to give up on everything. I just want a friendly message every now and then. A reason for banter. A reason to laugh, to make someone laugh. Just some way to be light-hearted in this horrific time in which we live. I used to be that person. Somewhere over the past few years, I forgot how to be.
I'm a neurotic person who questions everything around me all the time. I enjoy having a reason to think deeply. Deep conversation is always fun. I'd rather send a long message once or twice a day than talk through skype or some other chat service. I speak fluent nerd. I have a mind that frequently goes to the gutter. I'm a good listener, too.
So if you like to write, enjoy deep one-on-one conversation, and are willing to help coax me out of my shell, by all means send me a PM. I'm not looking for anything more than that.
I don't want to be the Debbie Downer. I don't want to give up on everything. I just want a friendly message every now and then. A reason for banter. A reason to laugh, to make someone laugh. Just some way to be light-hearted in this horrific time in which we live. I used to be that person. Somewhere over the past few years, I forgot how to be.
I'm a neurotic person who questions everything around me all the time. I enjoy having a reason to think deeply. Deep conversation is always fun. I'd rather send a long message once or twice a day than talk through skype or some other chat service. I speak fluent nerd. I have a mind that frequently goes to the gutter. I'm a good listener, too.
So if you like to write, enjoy deep one-on-one conversation, and are willing to help coax me out of my shell, by all means send me a PM. I'm not looking for anything more than that.
