27/F - looking for someone articulate and intelligent to open up to (TW: incest)

[lauraborealis]

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[ItalianRedneck]

Ok you have for sure caught my interest in this. I would love to get into a deep conversation about what is going on with you. Please let me know either way. I hope you have an amazing day.

If you would like you can private message me, but that is completely up to you

 

[fuckkeds]

Re:27F

I sent you 2 PMs as I had a similar experience. I still have't heard back.I would still love to "interview" you or discuss.

 

[king04]

sent you some pms.would love to chat

 

[Specula]

**PLEASE** read my whole post before sending me a PM


Hi everyone. I’m Laura, 27, a girl who typically lives in the Bay Area but who moved back to be with my parents during COVID. I’m dealing with an incredibly difficult situation and I was hoping for some input/advice.

I came back to the Midwest, where I grew up, to get out of California and to help my mom and dad with groceries and errands during the pandemic. I’m the second oldest of four siblings, and the oldest girl, and my parents have always thought of me as the most “together” and mature of their kids...the “sibling in chief,” basically. It’s a role in our family I really value and coming back home during this chaos was sort of an example of me living it out.

It’s honestly been really nice to be at home with them during all this...to be in my childhood home, my old bedroom, eating my mom’s cooking, just being in a safe space while the outside world is a mess, and having my mom and dad’s company - we’ve always been really close.

Apparently, though, my parents want to be close with me in a way that I never anticipated. I was up late talking with my mom over tea a couple of weeks ago and we were skirting the topic of sex. We never talk about it explicitly or directly, as close as we are, but as we were in the area of the topic, my mom said something that made my jaw drop: “you know, your dad and I often think of you that way.”


Honestly, it sent me reeling. At first it didn’t even register...I thought I had misunderstood, or was hearing things. But my mom explained that, for a long time, she and my dad have been...”interested” in me. I work as a consultant and it’s my job to hear people out and listen carefully, and with empathy, and that’s what I tried to do with my mom...a lot of nodding, a lot of calmly saying “I understand” and just trying to hear her out. But honestly, it was the hardest conversation of my life, and it only got harder when my mom asked me to consider going to bed with them.

I told her I would think deeply about our conversation. Then I went up to bed and cried myself to sleep. I felt...so confused, so betrayed. I also felt this deep sense of empathy for my parents, to have carried a secret like this for so long, and a strange sense of pride that they trusted me enough to open up about it.

Since that initial conversation with my mom, I’ve sat down with both her and my dad and we’ve talked things out more as parents and daughter. What they’re asking of me is...a lot. It includes “bathroom stuff” and extremely heavy torture. I’m trying really, really hard to practice empathy and approach all this with an open mind. It’s been so emotionally intense. I guess I’m posting in the hope of starting a dialogue with someone who would be willing to “interview” me, and learn about me, my life, and my family, and then dive into my current situation.

A few requests:


- PLEASE be able to spell. No netspeak, no use of “lol,” etc. It matters to me that I speak with someone who can actually communicate intelligently.

- have the time and energy for a sustained, in-depth conversation.

- be willing to use Wickr, it’s my preferred platform.

- send me an introduction that makes it clear you really read this post and have a genuine interest in diving deep into this with me. I won’t reply to mindless one-sentence messages.

I think that what began as a 'mere fantasy' somehow, has become a deeply entrenched obsession. The torture stuff is nutty, crazy, they clearly need to somehow objectify you. They want at some level to control you completely, and they seem to be into this together at some weirdly twisted level. MY guess is that you have been the subject of their very private shared fantasy life for quite some time, and it has grown out of control. It is possible, I think, that mother wants to 'be' you, and to be abused by father, who has the same thought. It sounds extremely dark to me.

 

[10169kek]

I think that what began as a 'mere fantasy' somehow, has become a deeply entrenched obsession. The torture stuff is nutty, crazy, they clearly need to somehow objectify you. They want at some level to control you completely, and they seem to be into this together at some weirdly twisted level. MY guess is that you have been the subject of their very private shared fantasy life for quite some time, and it has grown out of control. It is possible, I think, that mother wants to 'be' you, and to be abused by father, who has the same thought. It sounds extremely dark to me.

I must agree this is way beyond the incestuous fantasy... I'd head for the hills. Are you submissive in their minds? In you life?

 

[DarkPleasures]

Page 3 of "her" original post in Fetish offers some insight.

http://forum.literotica.com/showthread.php?p=92759243#post92759243