18 F USA Sub looking for the first time

[Amaraa3593]

Hi! My name is Amara. I’m 18 and born female, and it's my first time seeking something like this. I’m currently a freshman in college going for a degree in early education on a gymnastic scholarship.

Having always felt the need to make people happy, I was told by a friend of mine how submissive I acted. Of course, I had no IDEA what they were talking about, so I did some research and well, it led me to want to try to find someone that would help me discover new things about myself.

The first 18 years of my life have been quite sheltered and if I’m honest, I did not even start masturbating till last year. I come from a deeply Islamic family, so this is quite a change for me. I regularly wear a hijab and am quite conservative in my dress otherwise.

With the above said, what do I think I’m looking for? I’m looking for someone to inject some lets call it excitement into my life. If you are reading this please add the word triforce to your reply somehow, so I know you’ve read the whole ad. I want someone to push me as far as they want; in a way, I do not want to have a choice in several things.

Kink wise, I’m obviously inexperienced but I’d like to try humiliation, degradation, orgasm denial, exhibitionism, public risk.

Limit wise, again I’m an amateur, so I do not know exactly what's a limit, but I do know I will probably never submit pics/cam/audio to anyone trying to become my dom. I’m sorry, but the chances of blackmail are WAY too high, and I’m not willing to be that kind of victim.

If you read the above and are still interested, please send me a dm. Bonus points to anyone that actually puts effort into it.

 

[Deleted member 5521640]

Hmmm...

So you're 18, and the first 18 years of your life "have been quite sheltered." Plus you've only recently started masturbating, but...

I’m obviously inexperienced but I’d like to try humiliation, degradation, orgasm denial, exhibitionism, public risk.

Don't you think you might want to take baby steps with this? Maybe not set the bar so high? Start out with something a bit simpler, say mutual masturbation?

Whatever. I've said my piece. Good luck to you and whoever you connect with.

Hi! My name is Amara. I’m 18 and born female, and it's my first time seeking something like this. I’m currently a freshman in college going for a degree in early education on a gymnastic scholarship.

Having always felt the need to make people happy, I was told by a friend of mine how submissive I acted. Of course, I had no IDEA what they were talking about, so I did some research and well, it led me to want to try to find someone that would help me discover new things about myself.

The first 18 years of my life have been quite sheltered and if I’m honest, I did not even start masturbating till last year. I come from a deeply Islamic family, so this is quite a change for me. I regularly wear a hijab and am quite conservative in my dress otherwise.

With the above said, what do I think I’m looking for? I’m looking for someone to inject some lets call it excitement into my life. If you are reading this please add the word triforce to your reply somehow, so I know you’ve read the whole ad. I want someone to push me as far as they want; in a way, I do not want to have a choice in several things.

Kink wise, I’m obviously inexperienced but I’d like to try humiliation, degradation, orgasm denial, exhibitionism, public risk.

Limit wise, again I’m an amateur, so I do not know exactly what's a limit, but I do know I will probably never submit pics/cam/audio to anyone trying to become my dom. I’m sorry, but the chances of blackmail are WAY too high, and I’m not willing to be that kind of victim.

If you read the above and are still interested, please send me a dm. Bonus points to anyone that actually puts effort into it.

 

[Amaraa3593]

Hmmm...

So you're 18, and the first 18 years of your life "have been quite sheltered." Plus you've only recently started masturbating, but...



Don't you think you might want to take baby steps with this? Maybe not set the bar so high? Start out with something a bit simpler, say mutual masturbation?

Whatever. I've said my piece. Good luck to you and whoever you connect with.

Without sounding defensive, I did say in my ad I have done some research! A year and a half of research to be exact, so I have an idea of what I'm getting into. I have not made concessions to anyone that has come across me yet. I'm ready and eager to try the things I've listed in my ad.

I wanted to try new things. I fully expect to move slowly into them!

 

[SunkenMeadow]

Reading about it and actually doing it are two very different things. As Lady JS suggests taking it slow is very good advice. Please be careful and don’t rush into anything.

Good luck to you in your search.

 

[Alan89]

@Amaraa3593 I've sent you a PM. Let's talk