english male 48. into lots of kinds or erotic banter, perhaps discuss sex and love addiction if feeling not into playing... I am happy with that too, but would like witty erotic contact. Struggling with the 21st century and this artificial stuff but it looks as if there is no alternative.
can love be found through here? Certainly im having no luck on plenty of fish and the like, Ive really lost my mojo lately. 17 years sober in alcoholic as well, and and overeater, though have a pot belly not morbidly obese. Having difficulty relating with my own head and terrified of the infinity of death. But I am a nice guy, kind considerate and creative. Also to be frank, very desperate, TBH why else would I be on a site like this. I started out reading and then listening to the literature and the audio, love loads of it to get me off. My reasoning is becuase it was not porn.. (to which I was addicted to on and off) it was somehow elevated, especially if the stories contained the right, frisson, and there are so many talented, producers of filth on here. I tried making my own wank audio last night and am considering releasing it.
However I think a 'tea break quickie' might be a bit brief for the ladies. Love lingerie, stockings, panties and socks. Missing a real connection. I am not fit and seem to be in a trance about doing anything about it, I have met and dated several beautiful women, as well as several not so beautiful. I have a terrrible low self esteem and lack of confidence, mixed with a sweet and kind, semi intellectual approach.
I think I can be fucking horny for a certain type of lady and am hoping against hope that I will find her here, perving around.. I love playing piano very badly,, working out my self penned guitar written songs, from my twenties.. love US ladies as they don't seem to judge me for where I come from in England, a working class newtown which ,in my head at least is despised by middle class women. However USA is a long way away. I am a misanthrope for the simple reason that the sum total of the actions of humans is resulting in the destruction of millions of years of evolution. But hey .. I am only human ,.. I have human needs and I want to enjoy my short life like everyone else.
So are you sweet, but then again dirty,,, just for me and as I would be for you.. to have and to hold..? relationships ... short or long, virtual or real, platonic or anywhere in between super fucking hot.. and beyond.. Come say hello..
can love be found through here? Certainly im having no luck on plenty of fish and the like, Ive really lost my mojo lately. 17 years sober in alcoholic as well, and and overeater, though have a pot belly not morbidly obese. Having difficulty relating with my own head and terrified of the infinity of death. But I am a nice guy, kind considerate and creative. Also to be frank, very desperate, TBH why else would I be on a site like this. I started out reading and then listening to the literature and the audio, love loads of it to get me off. My reasoning is becuase it was not porn.. (to which I was addicted to on and off) it was somehow elevated, especially if the stories contained the right, frisson, and there are so many talented, producers of filth on here. I tried making my own wank audio last night and am considering releasing it.
However I think a 'tea break quickie' might be a bit brief for the ladies. Love lingerie, stockings, panties and socks. Missing a real connection. I am not fit and seem to be in a trance about doing anything about it, I have met and dated several beautiful women, as well as several not so beautiful. I have a terrrible low self esteem and lack of confidence, mixed with a sweet and kind, semi intellectual approach.
I think I can be fucking horny for a certain type of lady and am hoping against hope that I will find her here, perving around.. I love playing piano very badly,, working out my self penned guitar written songs, from my twenties.. love US ladies as they don't seem to judge me for where I come from in England, a working class newtown which ,in my head at least is despised by middle class women. However USA is a long way away. I am a misanthrope for the simple reason that the sum total of the actions of humans is resulting in the destruction of millions of years of evolution. But hey .. I am only human ,.. I have human needs and I want to enjoy my short life like everyone else.
So are you sweet, but then again dirty,,, just for me and as I would be for you.. to have and to hold..? relationships ... short or long, virtual or real, platonic or anywhere in between super fucking hot.. and beyond.. Come say hello..
