footlongish
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I'm all screwed up.
I'm still living at home with my soon to be ex wife.
We had a baby a few weeks back. I love him. He is great. I always wanted a son and he is perfect. It will be very hard to leave him.
My inlaws are here and have been for 4 days.
My wife insists that we can get some good counselling, so we haven't told them that we are splitting, even though we agreed we would before we had the baby. At the diner table last night I just wanted to stand up and blurt it out ! I'm totally done with counselling !
I've been angry with her since before we had the baby. The childbirth was beautiful. I was by her side the whole time. She was a real trooper. I felt close to her for a couple days. I've kept my mouth shut about the relationship stuff since the birth. Kept it all in. Yeah, that is healthy.
My wife was ragging on me most of yesterday and yet I had to sleep in the same bed as her last night !
She is also starting to look hot again. Did I mention that we haven't had sex since she got pregnant ? (My doing, not hers.)
Now I am sitting in the computer center at a University, surrounded by all these hot 20 year old people flirting with each other, remembering when I was a university stud and wishing I would have done things a bit differently.
I can't work anymore. I can't concentrate.
I'm really angry with my wife. Today is our 13th anniversary too boot.
It takes my inlaws at least a day to do anything. Their favorite thing to do is to "visit" and eat. Really good for the health. I'll look like Santa Claus if they stay another day. Boring as hell. Each day seems like a month. Luckily, I "have to" work today.
My father in law gets up at 4:30AM and gargles for 40 minutes in the bathroom by our bedroom. Brags about how early he gets up all the time. He falls asleep at 3:30 in the afternoon, but hey, as long as you up before the sun gets up, its worth it. Never mind the rest of the world is still sleeping.
Tonight I am getting out of the house to go for a 3 hour/80 Km ride on my road bike. (bicycle) I can't wait.
On Saturday I got out and went for an hour of roller blading. Its a great way to get away. "Anyone want to go roller blading ?" Nope ? I'll be back in a few hours. Met these 2 gals on the trail. Chatted them up. They thought I was fast. Actually, I was. One was not my type. The other was married. Made me feel good that a) a female would be interested in me and b) I'm still a good conversationalist with women.
I saw a teen age girl with her mother at the library in the check out line. The mother was hot, a beautiful women. Absent mindedly, I asked the daughter if that was her mother. "Wow" I said. TO HER DAUGHTER ! What the hell was I thinking ! Mother looks over at the daughter and says "What" ? Daughter doesn't know what to say. I slip out the door, embarrassed. Note to self: stop thinking out loud, especially to the hot mom's teen age daughter. BTW: hot mom wasn't wearing a ring.
I've been a saint. I don't know how much longer I can hold out. The pressure is building. UUUUUGGGHHHH !
I'm still living at home with my soon to be ex wife.
We had a baby a few weeks back. I love him. He is great. I always wanted a son and he is perfect. It will be very hard to leave him.
My inlaws are here and have been for 4 days.
My wife insists that we can get some good counselling, so we haven't told them that we are splitting, even though we agreed we would before we had the baby. At the diner table last night I just wanted to stand up and blurt it out ! I'm totally done with counselling !
I've been angry with her since before we had the baby. The childbirth was beautiful. I was by her side the whole time. She was a real trooper. I felt close to her for a couple days. I've kept my mouth shut about the relationship stuff since the birth. Kept it all in. Yeah, that is healthy.
My wife was ragging on me most of yesterday and yet I had to sleep in the same bed as her last night !
She is also starting to look hot again. Did I mention that we haven't had sex since she got pregnant ? (My doing, not hers.)
Now I am sitting in the computer center at a University, surrounded by all these hot 20 year old people flirting with each other, remembering when I was a university stud and wishing I would have done things a bit differently.
I can't work anymore. I can't concentrate.
I'm really angry with my wife. Today is our 13th anniversary too boot.
It takes my inlaws at least a day to do anything. Their favorite thing to do is to "visit" and eat. Really good for the health. I'll look like Santa Claus if they stay another day. Boring as hell. Each day seems like a month. Luckily, I "have to" work today.
My father in law gets up at 4:30AM and gargles for 40 minutes in the bathroom by our bedroom. Brags about how early he gets up all the time. He falls asleep at 3:30 in the afternoon, but hey, as long as you up before the sun gets up, its worth it. Never mind the rest of the world is still sleeping.
Tonight I am getting out of the house to go for a 3 hour/80 Km ride on my road bike. (bicycle) I can't wait.
On Saturday I got out and went for an hour of roller blading. Its a great way to get away. "Anyone want to go roller blading ?" Nope ? I'll be back in a few hours. Met these 2 gals on the trail. Chatted them up. They thought I was fast. Actually, I was. One was not my type. The other was married. Made me feel good that a) a female would be interested in me and b) I'm still a good conversationalist with women.
I saw a teen age girl with her mother at the library in the check out line. The mother was hot, a beautiful women. Absent mindedly, I asked the daughter if that was her mother. "Wow" I said. TO HER DAUGHTER ! What the hell was I thinking ! Mother looks over at the daughter and says "What" ? Daughter doesn't know what to say. I slip out the door, embarrassed. Note to self: stop thinking out loud, especially to the hot mom's teen age daughter. BTW: hot mom wasn't wearing a ring.
I've been a saint. I don't know how much longer I can hold out. The pressure is building. UUUUUGGGHHHH !
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