Arianthe
Freak of feminine nature
- Joined
- Dec 19, 2009
- Posts
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That’s my goal. I’ve had flashes of it. Still, the shame, which I also kind of dig in a way.
I’ve been in the flesh submissive for about 3 years. I’m trying to work it out.
Thanks.
I accidentally fell into this lifestyle 10 years ago. Met my first Master here on Lit, believe it or not. We had no idea what we were doing and fell headlong down the rabbit hole. I freaked right out when I discovered I was a masochist. Freaked out so much that I asked my psychiatrist if it was "normal" to get turned on by pain. She rather blithely answered, "Oh, your dopamine receptors are just attuned to slightly different stimulation than most people. Don't worry about it, you're just wired that way."
Me, ever since then: "I'm just wired that way!"
It's rarely an easy path, but I love it.