Wyldfire said:
fuck me lady, you know how to kick a man! marilyn fuckin manson, jesus... id have cringed at reznor, but manson?!
you are wrong however, i dont really care for lecter. you imply a hierarchy of monsters though, and thats interesting.
RapeMask in Shock Banned from Literotica Chatroom Scandal!
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fuck me lady, you know how to kick a man! marilyn fuckin manson, jesus... id have cringed at reznor, but manson?!
you are wrong however, i dont really care for lecter. you imply a hierarchy of monsters though, and thats interesting.
Stuponfucious said:
i dont consider myself particularly different to other men. i dont care how shocking i am either, though i must have been quite successful to have been banned from a chatroom and caused all this uproar in the space of one night.
dont care about shock, dont care about other men, care about personal integrity and guiding myself through a personal obsession and existential problem.
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It makes you weak, and bad at what you do. For two reasons.
One: You dont know how to get back in at your will and you cant go anywhere you please, and Two: You lost control of the situation and let a woman. A woman...probably a girl; top you.
You dont need a mask. You need skills.
Have a nice day....rookie.
One: You dont know how to get back in at your will and you cant go anywhere you please, and Two: You lost control of the situation and let a woman. A woman...probably a girl; top you.
You dont need a mask. You need skills.
Have a nice day....rookie.
dolf said:you send rape fantasies to a woman, unsolicited, without any testing of the waters...and you're feeling like a victim here?
tell me, moron, what effect your little note would have on a woman who has dealt with real abuse in her past?
there's a bdsm forum.
you can post it in there and every woman reading it knows what to expect.
i covered this point of conscience in an earlier post. id add to the earlier comment about being an uncontrolable variable in a world of uncontrolable variable by saying that i dont think i care enough about the possible consequences. im not sure there would be any consequence that i could dignify with respect.
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How about adding some capital letters.
You look like a retard using words you cant spell, And no capitals.
You look like a retard using words you cant spell, And no capitals.
bisexplicit said:Because he is SO scandalous!
if you pay attention to anything ive written, you will notice that my point has only been that there is nothing scandalous about anything ive said. the whole territory is mind numbing for me. my whole point in voicing it is to try and descandalize the whole stupid space. it isnt actually me who has cultivated outrage so much as dull outrage dogged my every comment. my thoughts are over 40 years old. nothing new here - cept to the outraged.
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Listen hear fuckwad, this coming from someone who has expiernced rape. It was not a game for me to be held down and taken. Not one thought of "Oh this is great, I am having a blast" went across my mind. The only thoughts that did was "Am I going to live? Will I ever see my child again?" I will never no matter how money I spend on therapy will ever get the memory of him out of my head. AND TO THIS DAY (it has been years since) if I smell a certain fragrance I go right back. I have learned how to deal with, but no woman should ever have to learn to deal with it. So entertain your fantasy and I hope one day you relize the pain. I could say that I wish one woman that is close to you to get raped, but I wish that pain on no one. You are someone that needs help, get it, before you do hurt someone.
Sorry to all regs for my spelling, wanted to get this out fast.
Sorry to all regs for my spelling, wanted to get this out fast.
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6 Pages!?
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RapeMask said:
so what you're saying is, you'll pretend to rape.
which isn't rape.
but you MIGHT actually really rape, coz you don't know who you'll be.
the person you are now won't rape though, right?
why not?
i don't think you even know what you're talking about.
it's not rape if she's unwilling.
it doesn't matter if you think she wants it or not.
it's about whether SHE thinks she wants it.
and if she wants it -- it's not rape.
if she doesn't -- then it's rape, no matter how you try and turn it into a "game".
you're going to be sitting in the witness box one of these days claiming, "but i thought she really wanted it! how was i supposed to know she wasn't just faking?"
Recidiva said:
i agree with most of this. my whole experience here has been something of an experiment for me in trying to express some sort of truth openly and see how well it works. i have never seen it as 'being persecuted by a group'. it has been more for me about understanding 'shame' and 'confession' - about understanding how these concepts are created by groups and how these concepts are used to stifle and banish truth. i was experimenting with what might happen in an apparently erotic and artistic community if i liberated a certain truth openly. i got all i could from that last week i reckon, seeing that people still go blind the moment anything appears that threatens them in a dangerous way. its that people make things into confession that bothers me, its that they make it into scandal. its not where the future is at and it makes for a very boring encounter
this thread though was more an apology to the girl i was playing with and an effort to get my ass back in the chatrooms rather than a desire to annoy, though i admit, i did take some pleasure in the writing of it and knowing id pluck on a couple of nerves.
the fact its just turned into an annoying row is a pity. its not usually my tack. its because i tried something different here in that i went for complete self-conceptual honesty rather than the usual evasion, hence i tried to be more rational, more explanatory and tried to open up the 'confessional ground' into something more free and productive.
hey de hum, onwards and upwards.
dolf said:
no. and thats the trouble with shooting with a cliche, they are often colloquialised and stupid (or popular expressions of a much more complicated and technical discourse). i would turn it around, i would say that it was the rape that made it difficult to talk to girls.
lets say there is a pretext in talking to girls, that you want to fuck them. then in the conversation the way you want to fuck them will determine the direction of that conversation. when your thoughts are as 'dark' as mine, it is very difficult to justify talking a girl into bed. you are at every turn and juncture confronted with your own horror. you are at every point to some extent rejected through seeing your own atrocity. pulling wouldnt satisfy me. straight sex is a bore.
more on 'inadequacy' though, perhaps there is something to that in that you overcome your isolation in a rape. you overpower your own difference and the gaze of the other. you overcome 'the self'. its not so much 'inadequacy' though as the divide everyone feels which the conquer through the erotic.
